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Sunday, December 31, 2006

31 December (Sun)

last day of the 2006 year. it's new year eve everyone!

hmm... reflecting back for the year, lots of things has certainly happened be it school, cca or work.

for school, i have certainly become more and more busy as the semester pass especially this semester. oh well, i must endure cause it's year 3 next semester already. how fast time flies ya? i was like a newbie when i first stepped into ngee ann but now? i won't get myself lost in ngee ann definitely! haha. at least this school is so much more better than the life being in MI.

i really thank god for changing my life when i'm at a loss of where to head towards. thank god for letting me pass my maths to come to poly. if not i don't even know what i'm doing now. maybe in ns? or still hanging around without anything to do and waiting to go into ns?

for cca, i have been constantly doing my job as a qm of sprinting. i miss jaime. he's really a good senior. i can still remember what he told weizheng, brian and me when he left nacc. that is why i will always work hard because i don't want to let him down.

this year, i have also handle something which i thought i wouldn't be given the chance to do - by being the caretaker of caps hotel. i still remember last year caps golf, jaime did it until so well and at first i was so afraid that i wouldn't do a good job for that. luckily there were alfred and brian who helped me out whenever i have problems. of course, along the way, there were all those committed juniors in the committee who cooperated with us and made the whole expedition a successful one. this will always be another memory for me.

for work, hoon sung has left the sengkang branch to work for the roadshows and our branch is being taken over by maggie. congrats to hoon sung and khym for getting married and yvonne for her little baby. things has change. colleagues have change too and i guess that in the new year ahead, i will be committing myself in a new job environment.

oh yah! how can i forget about my own personal life happenings?

oh well, i have been attached for a little while but now i'm back to my single life again. haha! for now, i'm too busy to care about bgr stuffs unless the right princess of mine appears. well, it's difficult i shall say cause i have got high expectations being a typical picky virgo person.

on top of that, i've unexpectedly landed myself in the modelling industry when i and vincent just went to this model auditon to see how is it like. the company is good but i thought that my main goal was to be in the music industry so yah, modelling won't be my life!

first time i went for the project superstar 2006 audition and i must say that it has been a great experience for me. i will be back for project superstar 2007! hehe.

actually i shall really count my blessings cause when i thought i have walk until the end of the road, god has show me that at the other end of the corner, there is another road ahead.

i have grow to become a stronger, mature and confident ME for 2006 and for 2007, i will continue to work hard for my 3rd year and also i will be more hardworking to improve my vocals for singing to a greater level. jiayou~

for now...

let us all bid goodbye to 2006

and

WELCOME 2007!!!

*woohoo yeah yeah*

--- this will certainly be an exciting year ahead ---

my music my style
9:27 PM


30 December 2006 (Sat)

i'm very upset now. *sighs*

lots of things happened in work today.

i don't understand why do people change. they would rather change to accomodate the higher position people than being back the same original themselves. i am very disappointed in teng shien. to think that i admire her so much for her working capability but what she did to me today certainly turned me off and change my impression of her.

i also don't understand why must i accomodate maggie. just because she's my manager? just because she got the authority to give me pay? to think that i have to lower down myself to talk to her. F**K! that's certainly not me!

i have learnt that i shall not trust people easily except my godma. i miss her so much! i want to see her, to talk to her about everything but she's only working during weekdays. haiz.

i thought through the morning while doing english department stocks and i have come to a conclusion.

i shall work for 2 more saturdays for january and that's it. bye to popular! i have had enough of it. seriously.

the feeling of being push around is certainly bad and oi lian and bee suan told me to "ren" just because of the $ but nahz, i can't stand it anymore.

i will tell maggie i want to resign on the 1st saturday when i work. yup. that shall be what i'm going to do.

looking through all the pay slips from popular, many memories flash through my mind. the times when we have fun together under hoon sung (the last manager). to think that i have work there for 2 years already. i still remember when i went in, it was december and the stall was having promotion also. i was a newbie cashier and the thick number of textbooks i have to scan for every customer really scare me off. thanks to hoon sung who encourage me as he stood beside me everytime to be my packer. without him, i wouldn't be such a good cashier today.

my 2 years of pay slips!

the THEN 2004 pay slip and NOW 2006 pay slip

back in 2004...

my name tag

--- if anybody got job lobangs, don't forget to jio me in also ok? thanks. ---


my music my style
12:25 AM


Friday, December 29, 2006

went back school today for open house committee meeting. the place is so "wulu". i had to walk one big round then i found the classroom. haha. now i have to think of what activities to come out for sprinting side. so difficult isn't it? i only thought of videos but it's under publicity. sighs. any ideas? heez.

oops. after the meeting i got to "pang seh" the rest of the people cause i was meeting si bao at vivo city for movie. finally i step into vivo city for the first time in my life. even though it's open for so long already, there were still lots of people there. went up to buy tickets and the queue is damm long lah! singaporeans ar singaporeans. of so many cinemas, they just want to queue up at vivo city because it's a new cinema and it would be great to get their butt on those new comfortable seats. *faints*

by the time we reach our turn, we only got 5.20pm slot for "death note 2 - the last name". heck care! just bought it and went to eat lunch and walk around. hmm, the shopping centre is so-so to me. another repetition of marina square style - big and spacious to walk and shop. the shops weren't as nice as marina square. the only good part is we can get to see the sea through the big glass panels?

maybe it's because of the overwhelming response for "death note 2", we were allocated hall 1. wah! the hall is super big! it's like twice the size of the normal cinema hall? so wow. we were the first few to enter so i manage to take a picture of the hall. just imagine how much the cinema is earning for every movie showing. gosh.


now for my comments for "death note 2 - the last name". all i can say is that it's fantastic! a really worth it movie to watch. it's about 2.5 hours so remember to empty your bladder before you go in to watch.


i rate it 4 out of 5 stars!

death note fans! if you still crave for more episodes of death note movie, then here is a good news! si bao told me that they are intending to show death note, the part whereby L solve many criminals cases before this kira case and it will air in 2008.

we wanted to eat delifrance for dinner after the movie so we walk over to harbourfront centre but the delifrance there close down already so we went over to plaza singapura and argh! it's also close down. in the end, we walk down to centrepoint and finally landed ourselves at delifrance.

hmm. the food that they serve is simply yucky. not the same as before. no wonder so many outlets close down already. the staffs are like super act blind and we had to ask people to serve us. kaoz! after eating, we ask for the bill and the manager gave us the wrong bill. he charge us for one meal plus one drink when we are like having 2 meals? in the end, i told si bao to just pay that amount and walk off lor since the amount we got to pay is lesser. haha. it's simply getting on my nerves for their rojak service.

and so we walk off after paying that amount. how shiok! we save $1.50 each for the meal. super happy. serve them right for their bad service. don't worry. next time i won't even bother to go back there for delifrance meals.

tomorrow is work again. hope nothing goes wrong.

for the sprinters who are going to pengarang over the weekend. enjoy yourself! too bad i can't join you all guys cause i need to redo my passport. eat more lobsters ok. haha.

--- few more days to enjoy before school reopen ---

my music my style
11:01 PM


Thursday, December 28, 2006

i wanted so much to blog yesterday but thanks to the earthquake in taiwan which affected the connection, i couldn't as much as i want to log into blogger. now that the connections is so much better than yesterday, i shall start to blabber already. heez.

first of all, thanks to elva for your card! it's nice especially the sticker.

went rowing today at kallang although it was raining heavily. the sea water was like mixed with mud at certain part and it was so horrible. what's worst is that the suspension bridge that part got dead cat. i was like rowing into the suspension bridge and i saw a dead cat floating beside me. so OMG! had a great time rowing cause i can recap the strokes which coach cher taught me on sunday.

didn't join the sprinters for dinner after rowing cause i was going home for dinner and to watch tv. what's so unlucky is that i was changing train at outram station and while walking down the escalator, i realise that i have forgotten to take my cap which i hang at the door handle while bathing. i immediately take escalator up again and took cab back to kallang to take my cap. phew! the cap was still there. luckily i didn't lose it cause it's a team cap for the 1st round ubin marathon.

when i reach back sengkang, the cab fee was like 18 bucks. *got a shock* thanks to my cap, i have to take cab back to kallang and it was peak hour plus traffic jam also. sianz. i spend 18 bucks today just because of my forgetfulness.
superstar this season was average. last season at least got kelly poon vs sin huey and wei lian vs junyang.

this season the girls team was like yucky except for diya. no improvement at all for the girls team. all the girls are deproving, perhaps because of the intense competition. maxilian singing is pricking onto my nerves and i don't know why she can get in until so far. every week she will as usual 打抱 home the lowest score because she has no totally no improvement at all. averil's character seems to have change too. she's no longer the girl who always smile. michelle's voice has become more and more normal to me.

guys team was a bit better because some guys are improving. i can see nat, lesheng and darren trying all their best to make it a nice performance. this is no wonder why the guys all score 30+ marks unlike the girls team who only have few people scoring over 30. that's bad isn't it?

predictions for tonight:

girls: [averil] - the girls team are the worst. true. but what's exciting is that nobody knows who will be eliminated because even the weakest maxilian has got many fans so if other contestants fans just didn't call for this week, their favourite contestant will face a high chance of being out. i do not wish for michelle and diya to be out so soon so averil, what to do. just wish for a miracle. maybe maxilian's fans will forget to call this week? hehe.

guys: [jon] - he score the lowest and i guess it's clear that he doesn't have as much fans as the rest of the guys. that's the sadest part for the guys team. who has more fans than the others is so crystal clear.

--- rowing in the rain was great! ---

my music my style
10:11 PM


Tuesday, December 26, 2006

rain rain rain. the rain is back again!

though the rain was so heavy in the morning, it didn't affected my mood to go out. went lot1 to meet with my group people and i'm so dumb please. i could have take a bus to woodland and take train down but i take train all the way to choa chu kang. argh! it's like one big round.

meet up with meiteng they all. jing jing joined us too but yu bing didn't turn up. we wanted to buy food from this stall and there wasn't anyone at the stall after we stand there like so long so in the end we just self service. we took the food and place our money there. after that we left a note to the uncle. haha. damm funny. we are good citizens ok!

ate lunch and took neoprints. the pictures are so nice except for the part when shi hua click wrongly. all our faces were like darken up and my face was the worst cause i'm darker than all of them. *faints* luckily we choose the correct one in the beginning so we could afford to sacrifice that one. thanks karen for helping to scan the pictures for everyone!

clockwise [meiteng.ME.karen.shihua.jingjing]

kbox was nice. started off with s.h.e noisy noisy songs and after that took turns to sing our individual solo songs each. heez. karen finally sing some songs and meiteng too with her fan wei qi songs. her voice is high until wow!

nice day out with the group today. i love the neoprints a lot. *grins*

--- 2nd group neoprint! ---

my music my style
10:10 PM


Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas!

i get to eat a nice mango christmas logcake today. so nice.

hmm. i got a funny christmas sms from oi lian. so funny.

"hohoho! jingle pau. jingle pau. jingle cha siew pau. lin yoong pau. tau sa pau... siew mai... loh mai kai... hey! merry x'mas & a happy new year"

so funny rite? the christmas jingle song made from all those food. i stay at home whole day because i reckon that it would be damm crowded outside. tomorrow is group outing day! yeah. gonna dress nice nice and take neoprints plus kbox. wee! it has been so long since i get the chance to dress up. seldom got the mood to dress so nice cause everyday go school wear so nice a bit weird lah. also not from business school. ict school people all anyhow wear.

the last week to enjoy myself already cause school is next week. gonna chiong all the way to the end of the semester. must jiayou everyone after this week ok!

oh yah. enjoy this mv by luo zhi xiang. the dance moves by him is simply a WOW! he's really a good dancer.



罗志祥 - 精舞门


--- kbox again tomorrow. yeah yeah ---

my music my style
10:19 PM


Sunday, December 24, 2006

sea slot attendance was bad today. only 8 people left after hong sheng went off. maybe it's christmas eve that's why. coach cher corrected us on our strokes before asking us to row 2 triangles. i like the rowing today because my strokes was much better thought not perfect yet. at least i can feel myself moving faster a bit. so happy for today. just hope to keep on improve my strokes and speed. i want to row faster.

went home after lunch with the sprinters and went out again in the night with my family. went chinatown for dinner and it's like so crowded with people. think everybody will be busy counting down to christmas day now.

--- Merry Christmas to Everyone! ---

my music my style
11:14 PM


Saturday, December 23, 2006

i was late for work today. i wake up like at 9.30am cause my brain was like telling my body not to get up. the thought of seeing maggie irks me off. in the end after making my hair, i look at my handphone and it was 10.05am. i was like HUH! dead. this time i'm seriously dead. i sms oi lian and she told me not to worry cause today all the "GHOST" never work. haha. i'm so lucky today. phew~ reach there and punch my card. it was 10.22am. not that off from 10.15am also. heez.

help ah low out for her stationery department first and later on stay all the way to being packer for cashier cause it's super long queue. kaoz! ah low ask me to take cashier when oi lian was eating lunch and say we cannot go lunch together. i told her i don't want to take counter cause i so long never do already. since they never put me each what time, i shall eat anytime i want. who cares.

lots of things happened today which i shall forget when i wake up tomorrow. nothing good. all things that happened were BAD. maggie came down when it was like near taufik's autograph session time. PENGZ. she's really no comments. forget it. the more i say, i'm scare i would scold out vulgarities on my blog entry.

here's what i manage to take. the only picture of taufik! he looks really good in his real person. his complexion is really floorless. that's what i like about him only. his face. haha.


as much as i hate maggie. i shall say a "thank you" to her for giving all the popular staffs a nice teddy bear as a christmas gift.

nice bluey bear. my favourite colour!

--- it's good not to bother so much at times. at least i won't feel the impact --


my music my style
11:27 PM


Friday, December 22, 2006

i reach home at about 4+ am in the morning and only get to bed at about 5+ am. first time i got to stay out until so late. the christmas chalet was nice though not all the sprinters were there.

i was late cause i ate dinner at home before going down and *faints*. they made me do punishment by spelling "Merry Christmas" using my butt. so malu. watch superstar after that and yeah! daren did a great job on his song. my prediction were true. carrie and daren got in for the revival rounds. *grins*

the christmas tree display was nicely done by kel's gf. so nice!

we did a gift exchange session and so funny please! most of the gifts were chocolate. but jeremy's and jiaying's gift were kind of a unique. jeremy's gift was a winnie the pooh bottle and poor alfred. he got it! so LOL. jiaying's gift was an OMG. she put all the party pack stuffs inside a box and a $10 note inside. bernard got it and just look at his expression when he go it. it's so FUNNY! muahaha. what a exciting gift exchange session. oh yah. other gifts that the sprinters bought to exchange was sunblock and tanning oil. so creative of us ya?

the gifts!

i got this box of chocolate from the gift exchange.

so nice inside.

especially this heart-shaped chocolate. aww!

we play a dare game and began asking each other those CENSORED questions. haha. after a while all of us grew bored and began talking about our young days. so nice to hear of many sprinter's primary school life especially liang cheng. to think that he even pour copper sulphate into a water bottle and his teacher drank it. so mischevious of him!

vickie just ask me to help her out with cashier tomorrow cause she will be going work late but later on she sms me and told me that teng shien said i'm not need to go work tomorrow. wth?!? i don't care lah. i will just turn up for work as i have requested. i won't bother to ask again since the schedule is written in black and white. if anything shall goes wrong, i shall QUIT! i mean it. popular is getting too fucked up with this new manager. she sucks and i shall never tolerate myself being push around by her. want me then ask me work, don't want me then ask me don't come. what kind of staff management is that? seriously she needs to wake up!

so moodless again thanks to popular. to think that i would look forward to working everytime but now? *sighs*

--- how i wish that life would be so simple ---

my music my style
8:59 PM


Thursday, December 21, 2006

i shall blog early today since i'm going off to the sprinters christmas chalet later at night. just came back from my impresario 2007 audition. hmm. i give myself a 60 out of 100 because starting my voice was not totally into the mike. after that as i sing, i put the mike until damm close to my lips lah! *faints*

well, my 舞台魅力 (stage presence) was ok after the first starting phase. hehe. pretty satisfied with my performance today. i was on the tempo when i came in. phew! i gave myself 60 because of the mess up of the mike volume level. hmm, maybe some participants scream very loudly when they sing. that's why they reduce the mike volume until so low.

there were 2 judges, 1 guy and 1 woman and the woman hmm, seems like i have seen her before somewhere? so familiar!

i just got my christmas gift for exchange later. the wrapper is so nice! hmm. don't know what to get so i just went into the shop, see anything nice and practical then i grab it. haha.

--- satisfied with my performance today. need to brush up on my stage presence more. *wink wink* ---

my music my style
6:14 PM


Wednesday, December 20, 2006

finally it stop raining today. so lucky for me! cause i have to get out today to kallang because the new shack is coming down.

this is the old shack which has been around for years.

new shack!

the new shack look so like cjc right? haha. oops! i saw junsheng cause he was helping out mr lim with the dragonboat and he told me that cjc's shack design came from coach cher. woot! no wonder so nice. the roof top is still not fix yet cause the generator which billy brought along is not working and he can't borrow electricity from mr lim. well, wait till the compartments inside the shack is alright already and i shall start painting the shack. yeah yeah! i have never paint before things. not even my own room. hehe! hope i don't mess it up. *grins*

i was sitting at cjc's shack while waiting for billy to assemble the parts and i feel asleep cause it was so long. haha! later billy went out to get petrol for the generator and he bought drinks and snacks back and ask me to take. aww! so pai seh and so good of him.

my friend sms me about my previous blog entry and told me that the (female superstat contestant) happen to see my blog and this cause the reason why my post has to be re-edited. this sucks.

argh! this is making my post so !@#$% cause i can't blog freely about anything. i hate it and i shall not restrict myself. this time i shall edit my previous entry for the sake of my friend's dad rice bowl.

ok, i shall not be so angry over the disgusting thing. tomorrow is impresario 2007 singing audition at partyworld international building! yeah. my voice is ok now. ulcer has already heal. i shall do my best tomorrow and not panic. hope nothing goes wrong. jiayou~

--- 做人就是要有一个宽大的心去接受评语, 这样你才会进步! ---

my music my style
9:23 PM


Tuesday, December 19, 2006

it has been raining non-stop since yesterday. gosh! the news just reported about thomson road being flooded and the garden selling christmas trees for christmas are all soaked in water. people are walking around thomson road with their jeans roll up cause the water is up to their knee level. how bad is it.

i just went to superstar website and found out about their revival round results. darren got the highest. 44 marks followed by 33. woot! i think he sure get in for the revival round already. yeah. i like his voice. as for girls, i saw on charlotte blog that she cried cause she did badly as she was sick. dawn improve as she choose the right song. wow. i wonder who is going to get in for girls round.

oh yah! yesterday my friend told me that her father boss is some (female superstar contestant)'s dad. i was like HUH! what a small world. she said something which erm, not to say it out here because of some reasons.

that just shows the extent of how singaporean childrens are being pampered to.

--- rain rain. please go away! ---

my music my style
10:02 PM


Monday, December 18, 2006

kbox in the afternoon with band mates. i was meeting si bao earlier for lunch and i change the time to a bit later but still i was late! cab down cause waiting for bus 86 to amk really piss me off. i hate waiting for bus which take like ages to come. that is why i take bus 74 to school now instead of 161.

meeting up with your old school mates is great! it has been so long since i get to meet up with my old friends. i am always busy during holidays cause of training. kbox was great as usual. weiqi was like so late and we were all worrying about her not turning up cause we bought a birthday cake to give her a surprise. what's really coincidence is that we bought her a tiramisu cake and she don't like it. *faints* how suay can we be.

amk kbox is really nice! service good + can sing overtime like anything. wendy brought us to the new outlet near courts there and it's so wulu. no difference from the old outlet at macdonald there. xinyi was our rap queen for the day and si bao the high tone queen. xinyi can rap jay chou songs and whatever rapping parts and si bao can reach the highest tone which you will never get to reach. aww! maybe i shall declare myself the bassy king for the day cause i'm the only guy around. haha.

we sang lots of songs until in the end we feel that we still have not sing finish so we sang the first verse of each song and skip. lolx. i so want to go back kbox again.

enjoy this mv for today. i suddenly miss listening to this so much that i went to listen to it yesterday night and cried unknowingly. perhaps i have stress out myself too much. i should not have think too much. sorry to make my friends worry about my post yesterday and thanks to junsheng, meiteng, serene, lex and karen for your support. i will take care of myself and try not to think so much.

alright this song is touching cause kelly poon sang until very touching. she was unfortunately eliminated in her semi finals round though she had sang well and this is the song which she choose to perform for her revival round. that is when after hearing her songs for the revival round i begin to support her for the superstar.the way she tail off the songs is so nicely done. the original song is from zhang hui mei's album.



Kelly Poon - Open your eyes


oilian just told me to come work this saturday since i've requested to work and maggie is still on MC. she told me to act blur and on top of that, GOOD NEWS! this saturday taufik batisah (1st s'pore idol) coming to sengkang popular for autograph signing. yeah! i got work so i can see him. haha. not his fans but just see lor.

--- 看着电话里的时间, 我发现我的心理还是在挂念着 training ---

my music my style
11:12 PM


Sunday, December 17, 2006

i went training much excited in the morning. it was great because i finally got the feeling to row after such a long absence.

hmm, running was alright until i don't know why when i ran finish, i felt so lack of oxygen that i don't have the energy to warm down and after that i just can't help feeling that i will die anytime. it was scary. my vision was like blur and my ears were block. i was so scare that anything will happen for the first time. thanks to jeremy who accompanied me and ask me not to squat down though in the end i still sit down cause it was painful. thanks junsheng for asking me to drink 5 mouthfuls of water in front of him. i don't know why my body like recently can't cope with the training. sighs. that time row triangle also 4th round i feel not right already but i still tell myself to press on.

thanks to the team for helping me to move the 2 shacks beside our shack cause the new shack is coming in already. it was heavy so thanks for the help!

rowing was alright. luckily there was break in between the 3 triangles. lack of training is the reason why i can't row well. even coach cher also say so. my strokes wasn't there too. *sad*

i don't know but i just can't help thinking about things. i feel so not ready for the january lower seletar marathon. should i join? i don't know. i feel so bottled up but i just don't know how to say it out. shit! why am i so emotional suddenly? i never do things which i was unsure of always and this time why should i agree on rowing t1 for marathon when i feel that i'm not ready for it. should i tell dennis to take my name out for the marathon? argh! don't know lah!

i think i need a break to really think what i want. i have not lose my passion for rowing, for canoeing in fact but i just feel that i'm not performing up to expectation.

alright enough of feeling so emotional! i'm looking forward to kbox with my sec sch band mates tomorrow. i hope i get to sing my hearts out. i shall make sure i clear all my sadness asap and be back with the right mindset to train hard for marathon. chinchong! you can do it. nobody is giving up on you so why must you give up on yourself.

--- 我好矛盾我自己呀! ---

my music my style
9:11 PM


Saturday, December 16, 2006

extreme sian-ness today. no mood to go out or do anything. finally in the afternoon my mama nag me to pack my cupboard since it's like so messy. pack and clear away my old clothes. now there's more space for new clothes! yeah~

was cleaning my drawer when i saw many things which reminded me of many stuffs. there was this book of diary which i wrote when i was in primary school. i begin flipping through some of the pages to read and was laughing at some of the times which i complain that i was angry because of some small matters.

i saw this swatch watch in the blue watch box and got reminded of my first gf. it was back in secondary school then and yah, although it was kind of scary to go on date for fear that my parents will know i'm dating but i really enjoy myself for those memories. maybe shi hua's 心理测验 was true. i'm those type who can't forget about 旧情人 (old lovers). well, it's good to think back about the past once in a while isn't it? be it good memories or bad memories, at least i'm glad that i have grown up.

are you people curious to know about shi hua's psychological test? alright, i shall say it.

if you are cleaning up your room one day and you happen to chance upon a book which contain many sentimental values of your past. which page will you flip to first?

page 1?
page 21?
last page?

think first ok? answer this based on your first instinct. the answers will be after the mv.

enjoy this mv by jiang mei qi. it's a sad song done by wu ke qun and the mv is pretty. how i wish i can live in a little house in the middle of the blue ocean. it's going to be so nice.



江美琪 - 爱哭鬼


are you ready with your answer for test? for the people who choose

page 1 - you are one person who will think back about your old lovers.

page 21 - you are one who will like the same kind of guys over and over again. which means if you like those nerd kinds, you will continue finding those nerd kinds of opposite partners.

last page - you often move forward to the future. you are not one kind of people who will think back

well, is it true for you? it's kind of true for me but i think it's so logical for me to flip to page 1 cause i need to read about the starting to know the whole story of the book mah. haha!

--- long post today. cause i'm bored! ---

my music my style
10:17 PM


15 December 2006 (Fri)

finally my common test is done! pm paper today was like so DUMB. the questions they asked is like so logical until you don't feel like moving your hands to write the answers. finish it in like 1 hour and everybody raise up their hands to pass up. haha!

yeah yeah!!! now i'm officially granted 2 weeks to slack? hmm. i'm always busy during holidays so i better don't happy so early first. anyway i've got my appointments quite lined up already.

18 Dec (Mon) - kbox with band mates
21-23 Dec (Thurs - Sat) - sprinters christmas chalet
24 Dec (Sun) - my poly group members outing
25 Dec - Christmas Day! (even if you ask me out, i will REJECT cause it will be damm pack everywhere. hmm, who knows there'll be a likewise?)
*23 Dec (TBA) - impresario 2006 singing audition

hmm. more outings to be updated soon. HEEZ. singing audition coming soon. still waiting for the person to call. it's going to be nice. must drink more water nowadays cause i don't want to end up like last year, go audition with sore throat and flu. that's so horrible. just imagine my sick voice. confirm OUT lah!

*sighs*

i just receive an sms from teng shien saying that maggie ask me not to go work tomorrow cause enough manpower. WTF! last time hoon soon manage the store also never like that. anyway pay also not given out by her. the company also not by her. argh!!! i'm so FED UP now. it's like you have planned out everything and she just spoil it. what am i going to do tomorrow? what a boring satuday. yucks.

i can't wait for sunday. i miss training. i miss the team. i miss rowing the 4 triangles. i'm going to make sure i row finish it this time. *smile*

luckily i still got sunday to make me less angry over that FAT BITCH. i swear i won't bother to go back and help out when she's shorthanded. since she like to budget so much, then better still, shorthanded then can save more money!

--- what a spoiler! i still thought i can finally have the mood to work again BUT now. forget it! ---

my music my style
12:26 AM


Thursday, December 14, 2006

pokemon game mood since my tuesday paper. orh! i should not start playing the game first. now i play and play until tomorrow paper also no mood study. HAHA.

alright. i got to control myself by not logging on to computer for the rest of tonight after blogging if not my ears will BURST if my results are bad.

so sad. tomorrow after the 8.15am - 10am paper, i still got to stay back in school to finish up my ooad assignment. SIANZ. holiday shall officially start from saturday if nothing goes wrong. wee o wee~

superstar 2 guys round tonight. i don't like that pub singer kelvin's voice. true as it that his musical phrasing is nice but his voice. EEK. so erm. old kind of singer voice. *shake head*

prediction for tonight:

the 2 girls to be out: tough fight. maxilian a.k.a mao mao sings badly but she's cute and have lots of fans. if her fans don't call to save her, the the 2 to be out is maxilian and carrie. if her fans really call for her, then the 2 to be out will be carrie and charlotte. diya shall be safe and sound i guess?

the 2 guys to be out: ming yao the towel head guy and wee jian. please don't let nat be out. i love his voice. it's so david tao ze.

--- 2 weeks of break before chiong-ing all the way to finish up my 2nd year in NP. 3rd year HERE I COME!!! ---

my music my style
9:24 PM


Wednesday, December 13, 2006

i'm back! finish my 2 tough papers yesterday. dwa paper on monday was an "ok!" and networking paper on tuesday was an "OMG!". our networking lecturer cheated us. most of the questions were more of an application kind and he told us to memorise this and that. in the end i study until so late and so stress up. eek!

whatever it is, it's OVER already so wait for the results when school reopen. a short break for now since pm paper is on friday. i've been playing pokemon since yesterday until late night 3am. YES POKEMON. haha! it's so fun. i still remember the last time i play this game, i was in primary six. so far now i've completed 4 badges already. 4 more to go. wee~ for those who wants to play also, ask me to send you online. it's play using computer. so high tech ya?

superstar II show tonight on the 2nd group of girls was a disappointment today cause this group of girls aren't really that good except Diya. maxillian performance was poor and i guess she will be one of the 2 girls to be eliminated. well, as long as diya don't get eliminated. that's alright already. heez.

now as usual for some entertainment news which i can't wait to share with everyone.

jay chou's dvd album is out on stores. there is 2 new songs of the movie he will be starring at "满城尽带黄金甲" and the rest is the mv of his still fantasy album.

i saw this review of the album on newpaper.

the article said that there will be one mv in the album in which jay chou and hebe dance a duet. the scene of the mv is being featured in the paper also. woo! i think it's going to be nice. i want to get the album!

i-weekly this week comment on 石欣卉 album and the rating is 3.5 stars out of 5. they give it an extra .5 because of her daring-ness for this album. the review is like what i have review myself previously. true as it might be that her singing power is better than kelly poon, however her album is kind of a failure because she has cover up so much in the sense that she's too overcareful in her singing.

and Oh. there is this track on her album "I Believe" which she re-sing a singer song in the chinese version. i heard it on yes 93.3 fm yesterday night and saw it on the i-weekly review today. i think i prefer the japanese singer way of singing. i still thought sin huey's command of this song is good but chey! she copied the singer's way. *faints*

here's the japanese singer mv.



Ayaka - I Believe

my music my style
9:10 PM


Sunday, December 10, 2006

i didn't went sea training today cause i still got lots to study! argh. why must all the exams that need to memorise clash together? so scare of dwa paper tomorrow. hope i'm able to write out those codes.

tomorrow having my paper at exam hall. I HATE IT! why? cause everytime when i have my papers there, i will fail the paper. the fengshui there curse me. yucks.

i won't be blogging everyday now cause it's exam period. sorry to my blog fans. i will be back real soon i guess. yah i will.

just finish watching star awards 2006 and i notice something i want to buy. those jacket accessories. the long blink blink chain. hehe! alright, i shall get it for my cny clothes. *grins* alright, i admit i'm VAIN. who cares~

meanwhile, everyone study hard for common test. BEST of lucks to all!

--- 我没时间, 我没时间. 一瞬间要把 notes K-完! ---

my music my style
11:10 PM


Friday, December 08, 2006

went to town for my is today. had pepper lunch at town before meeting our lecturer. so nice! but broke now. well, who cares also since i don't think i will be going out during the weekends cause it's MUGGING time.

social psychology survey was alright. i went to ask this few girls sitting outside borders to fill up the survey form and one of the girl was like so rude. we told them that we are from ngee ann poly doing survey for one of our module and she question us a lot. she ask us from what course, then whether mmc was link to our school. after that i ask back her whether she from mmc and she say no, her bf in that course and is our senior. what the hell, she still ask me year 1 is it? i so big size, look like year 1 meh? hmm, maybe because i look young? wahahaha! anyway her attitude, the way she talk really sucks. i think her bf must be blind. although she look not bad but her character FAIL terribly.

the tests that we are suppose to carry out in town was like SHIT. a lot of test we planned out didn't have any effect on the people so we had to change and change. so tiring trying to make people give us that EEK look.

after the whole thing i still rush back to school cause meiteng say my ooad2 class diagram got mistake. change like hell and on the way back home, i sleep until very shiok. 1 hour plus journey. super tired today. still got common test next week and i have not really start revising thanks to all those assignments. ngee ann poly timetable really sucks. no study break before common test nevermind BUT still make assignment deadline the week before common test. ARGH~~~

--- i shall endure for the sake of enjoying after common test. i CAN and i WILL be able to ---

my music my style
9:03 PM


Thursday, December 07, 2006

rush ooad2 assignment like crazy today cause the we have to print out the hard copy to submit and the printer room close at 6pm. so tired lah! before that still edit pm assignment one last time before submission.

nowadays going to school is like going to battle. must rush here and there. yucks! i must really enjoy myself during the 2 weeks break after common test. i shall hit kbox and sing!!!

superstar guys round today. daren improve his voice already, just that his prounciation still needs to improve. phew! he never get the lowest score today. he's the 2nd highest score today. results show later. as usual, sheila. please get out!

--- 有时候怀旧怀旧是件好事 ---

my music my style
9:55 PM


Wednesday, December 06, 2006

nothing much happen today i guess. i hate to complain and whine about those lousy lecturers this semester. it kinds of piss me off when i think of it.

well, at least i'm happy when i think of those good lecturers so who cares about those lousy ones.

watch superstar II girls round and sheila got the lowest again! yeah. i shall see how is she going to get through every round if her fans want to call for her. sheila, continue 打抱-ing the lowest score for every round.

--- Happy Birthday to my dearest 哥哥! ---

my music my style
9:58 PM


Tuesday, December 05, 2006

dwa lesson today was like shit. we have to go and demo our individual assignment to mr fulu and so unlucky, i actually miss out on one component like weiqiang and had to rush it out within the lesson to show it to him again if not i would fail my assignment. so WTH lah. luckily got meiteng to help me out if not i wouldn't complete it on time. thanks so much meiteng! i was really at a loss at that time when i need to rush it out.

finish doing my individual 2 page essay for pm already and now our group has completed pm assignment. phew! now we are only left with ooad2 assignment. faster finish ar! i need time to study my common test.
so fun after school, we do a bit of our work already and after that meiteng and shi hua suggested singing songs to relieve stress. i had a great time singing with both of them and our voices actually is in tune! meiteng was like laughing away cause sounds so choir. wahaha! wah lao. in tune better than those superstar duet who sing with clash voices lah. at least our voices are in harmony.

finally we can get to see one of the superstar judge 许环良. he introduce his music school "music forest" and there were a few performances and of cause his talk. he's such a happy-go-lucky teacher. it's nice to be his student cause he say a lot of stuffs that makes you think. wah! we saw kewei, the female contestant who last minute drop out of superstar and one of the superband group soul member. the dance by their school students was wow! they really very "fang". dance until very nice.

kewei and a girl (once a student at music forest but now a vocal singing teacher) sang a duet song and wow, the girl had a powerful low voice. so much better than shi sin huey! kewei really got a good 舞台魅力 but her voice when listen long sounds so guo mei mei so it isn't pleasant to the ear after all. chey! i still thought she was good during the superstar auditions.

许环良

the girl and kewei

the duet with the accompliment

i can't wait to graduate cause i will definitely go work and spend part of my salary on music classes. i want to learn more singing techniques and after i have learn finish my singing, i want to learn hip hop dancing. it's so nice!

before xu huan liang end, he told us a story and it's a story of a goat and a lion and ask us to think of what it means to be a singer.

once upon a time, there was a goat living in a part of the forest. the goat know that everytime when the sun rises, it will have to run faster than the lion so that it won't get eaten up by the lion.

on the other part of the forest, there were this lion and everytime when the sun rises, the lion know that he must run even faster than the running goat so that it will be able to catch it and bring home for his baby lions to eat.

the moral of the story is that in order to survive, you have to run faster.

yup, that's the end of the story. well, it's up to yourself to interprete it. for me, i think that what he means is that be it whether you are a weak singer or a strong singer or maybe you are a not so popular singer or a popular singer. everywhere in the music industry, every individual singers is trying their best, putting in their 101% effort to make even better music everyday.

--- music is my life! ---


my music my style
10:45 PM


Monday, December 04, 2006

this morning kanna trick by meiteng to alight from the bus and take cab to school cause i overslept when it's elective ranking. it cost me 7 bucks for that short distance for 1st avenue to school bus stop. *faint*

feeling so stress up once again. ooad assignment deadline is like next monday and we must finish by this friday. gosh! common test is like coming and we still need to rush assignment deadline. how to study well like that? YUCKS.

dwa practical was like shit. mr fulu didn't teach anything at all since practical 1. even chin chuan's group don't know how to do this week practical already much less our group. when we ask him how to do, he just flash the coding answers for us to copy. kaoz! and i still think he's one of the good lecturer cause he teach us during semester 1 web publishing module. how bad can he become over the semesters. what's !@#$%^& is that he flash the academic teaching award and ask us to do it by the deadline this wednesday. isn't that like so obvious he wants us to vote for him? shi hua damm funny. she say "yah yah. we WILL!"

lan revision today. mr francis soh is the best lecturer so far. teach us for 2 semester already and even though karen isn't in his class this semester, he still ask her want to copy down his tips or not. aww! when we were leaving his class after lesson, he still use paper to "beat" me and tell me to study hard. super good lah him!

went to cut my hair and colour it after doing ooad assignment in school. finally i save enough money to make my hair. alright, i admit i'm so vain but well, nowadays guys love to look great right?

i was waiting for my hair to dry after washing while my hairstylist susan serve this woman in her 30s. i think she's a 1st time customer in this shop. she told susan that she wants to cut her hair such that she looks younger susan suggested cutting her hair short behind and she say alright. after cutting it for her already, she say the back look like what she describe but not the front and she threw a temper. susan was like at a loss of what to do so she ask her sister to blow dry her hair first while she cut my hair. the woman then shout again and say why blow dry her hair when it's like still the length. susan explain that because she tie up her hair before that and got the lining so it's to make off the line and she took a magazine from the side and read and refuse to listen. pengz!

i realise that she's a china woman cause the chi-na way of accent she spoke. like whatever? people cut so nice for you and you say don't like then go back to your own cheapo salon lah. come here shout as if it's your own territory scaring away customers. please, susan's customer don't get scare off so easily cause we trust her style.

i ask susan whether she want to cut finish for her first before attending to me and she say nevermind. other customers were like telling susan softly not to be affected by her. i smile to susan and thank her for making my hair so nice to cheer her up too.

i think my new hairdo is nice!

p.s don't bother about my facial expression cause i just want to take pic of my hair only. heez.

--- excited for xu huan liang visit to np tomorrow. at least i can relax myself a little after rushing pm and ooad2 assignments ---


my music my style
9:58 PM


Sunday, December 03, 2006

i just wake up to eat my dinner. feeling so tired and sleepy now. yesterday night went out to padang to help out for the standard chartered marathon 2006. we rot a while at marina square while some of the them play pool and the others play the arcade there.

we walk over to padang for the briefing at 2.30am and took our t-shirts, goodie bags and went with a bus to our different points.
every individual one of us was separated individually except for some checkpoints there were doubles. i was "dump" on the middle of the road after lex. so bored at first cause the place i can't sit down as there were millipedes crawling on the grass all over.

this was the point which i was station at

super bored lah! we got to wait like 4+ until 6.30am for the first race to start. i was feeling so sleepy so i went over the middle of the road whereby there is the concrete pavement to separate the road to sleep. doze off there for a while before i saw lex walking towards me. we continue sleeping on the pavement until 6.30am where serene told me that the race has started.

wah the "blacks" or negros? they were like leading so fast in front. 52 mins and they like ran finish 10km already? wow. no wonder they can finish the whole 42.195 full marathon in like 2 hours plus while asians can only finish it in 4 hours plus time. the speed they ran pass you is like so constant and fast. wow!

we stood quite a long while there attending looking at all the competitors run and saw quite a few people we know. i saw junsheng, ken, geraldine, collin, damien, weilong, jiaying's bf ben and even popular colleague michelle! i was like trying so hard to recall who is she when she call out to me. so long never see her already and she tie up all her hair so i couldn't recognise her at first glance. heez.

wow! the big crowd of competitors

volunteers goodie bag!

congrats everybody who have completed the marathon. it's a total killing distance of 42.195km and really admire those who try their best to complete it within 6 hours. their reward for completing it was a finisher medal and adidas 42.195km t-shirt. aww! one will feel so rewarded after completing the whole run.

the finisher medal. so nice!

feel so motivated seeing people wearing the finisher tee and getting the finisher medal. maybe as what wei long has said. we should all run for at least one full LAND marathon in our life. since we have canoe before one round ubin marathon and soon the lower seletar marathon. hmm, should i join the standard chartered marathon if i got a chance next year or maybe some year? it would be nice to feel good that i have conquered the tough run. heez.

tomorrow is the last week of school. the revision week as well as the assignment deadline week. next week is common test already. soon it will be christams and a brand new 2007.

--- how time flies ---


my music my style
9:44 PM


Friday, December 01, 2006

red camp helpout as project demonstrator was so slack. the students arrive very late and we were like sitting around at e-garage to chit chat.

is class today. social psychology was a torture. just imagine lecture from 1pm to 5pm. goodness! i tahan until after the last 2 hours i doze off. haha! super sian and all those lectures are so common sense. regretted choosing this module. i should have choose japanese. at least it would be so fun trying to learn a new language.

ah well, i finally went to collect sin huey's album. hmm. the first reaction i saw the album was yucks. so copycat of jolin's jgame album.

after listening to the whole album, i shall say my review.

thumbs up! : 1st track "从台北到北京", 2nd track "你给的", 7th track "今生主定" (a old song being re-sing cum duet with wei lian). in this album, you can hear how strong her singing techniques are and how much her voice has improve from the competition.

the Boo Boo: not many ear-catching tracks. it's the same slow song tune style. there aren't much feeling put into her songs when she sing. you can feel that it's more of techniques than real emotions while recording her album. most of the tracks you can hear her screaming at the top of her voice. kind of irritating. ah-mei wannabe. she lose out to kelly poon's album in terms of feeling but win her in terms of techniques.

album rating: 3 stars out of 5

does it bear some resemble to jolin's album? yucks. sin huey got no curves lor!

album cover

album back

lyrics book


so rainie 楊丞琳 style

--- 一个歌手要有自己的风格, 自己的 style and attitude! ---


my music my style
9:06 PM


Only Me

Duncan Chew
12/09/1987
Virgo
Info Comm Tech
Canoe Sprinting

Wishes

*Clothes accessories
*Crumpler - Quarfie size
*DS Lite (Blue)
*Earphone
*White shorts, white jeans
*Cardigan, Vest, t-shirts
*Levis Signature jeans
*Oakley shades
*Powerboat license
*Puma jacket
Running shoes
S.H.E - Play album
*Olympus/Lumix Camera
*MP4/Zen Stone
2GB Mini memory stick for k800i

Gossips

Loves

Nacc
Caps.Hotel
Caps.India
The Group

Adelene
Adrian
Aizat
AlexNg
Alfred
AlvinLee
AlvinSoo

Bernard
Brian

ChengFu
ChinKoon
Christabel
Clemence
Collin
Corinne
Cresencia

Daphne
Debbie
DeniseOh
Dennis

Edna
Edward
Eileen
Elva
Emily
EnQi
Ethan

FeliciaChin

Geraldine

Jacquelyn
Jappo
JeremyChua
JeremyLim
Jeric
JiaJun
JiaWei
JiaYing
JingJing
Jiun
JoleneChong
JoleneYeo
JolinTsai
JunHan
JunSheng
JunWei
Justina

KaiJie
KaMei
Karen
KellyPoon
Ken
Kevin

Lex
LiangCheng
LiWei
LingZhen

Marc
MeiTeng
Meng
Michelle
Minzhen

Nicole

PeiLin

Regina
Romeo

Serene
Shaun
ShiHua
ShuHui
Stanley
Stanwin

Vickie
Vincent

WeiQiang
WeiZheng

XiuLing

YongKang

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Reuben Kee - Back Home

There's a place that you will always know
It is where your heart knows it's home
And if you need to run from trouble or despair
It is where to go
Run back home

I went faraway to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dreams came when I was dreaming them at home

Every bird sees the sky as its home
To just fly and be free is a joy
Each night I have dreamt of being free to fly
But I've always known
The sky is not home

I went far away to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dream came
When I was dreaming them at home
The best dreams came
When I was dreaming them at home
Back Home

"回家"

你会永远知道有个地方
就是你心里的家
如果你要逃离烦恼和绝望
那就是你要去的地方
回家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦只有在家中做梦时才会浮现

鸟儿把天空当成家
能自由飞翔就是一种快乐
我每晚都梦见自己能像自由地飞
但我永远知道
天空不是我的家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
回家