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Thursday, March 30, 2006

down at kallang in the morning cause collin requested to go down row so yah, went down to open the shack and row too. me, collin, ethan and serene only. lolx.

the sun was freaking hot and we paddle 2 rounds of triangle. quite tiring though. long time never paddle so much distance already. after training, did 50 push ups as punishment cause ethan accidentally bang my boat against the lamp post when he want to put the boat on the trolley. well. no heart feelings worx. i'm just doing my job and everyone make mistakes too so just do the punishment lor.

ate lunch at kallang macdonalds and geraldine came down to join us. woo! so funny sia the way she ate her nuggets. eat finish all the skin first then eat the meat. haha. rush down to school after that not for polo cross training or night land training but because jeremy ask me to accompany him go co-op buy things for the club.

wah sianz, co-op close for stock taking when i went down. freak sia! in the end, i went back to suntec to meet geraldine, collin and serene. ate at the galileo there and the waffle so nice. the ice cream float was so-so though. chatted for quite a while and went back home cause geraldine got to go back home as she has work tonight.

sad that i can't go down to fetch my girl cause i don't know what reason to tell my mama that i go popular at night. yucks! that's what i hate about going home early. but then no place to slack until the time she knocks off so yah, sorry darling! now i'm sneezing until i kanna flu already. don't know is it she missing me so much or scolding me like hell. haha...

off for nacc combined training camp tomorrow until saturday afternoon about 4pm then break camp. woo! don't miss me worx everybody!!!

i will only miss my girl so don't jealous!

my music my style
9:37 PM


Wednesday, March 29, 2006

went down to kallang in the morning cause ruikun called me yesterday to ask me help him open up the shack at 10am to get back his water bag.

night training was shiong. we didn't run cause it was still raining. did 350 push ups and do some legs exercise to replace the running? do those stand up steps come down, what "cai ma yi", something like run on the spot with legs bend. pengz.

gym training was like goodness. team up with benson, junkang and pandora and benson is like madness lah. the weights he do so heavy until we no choice have to follow add heavy also. dotz. it has been long since i do until so "chui" from gym. well, it's good also cause he gave us all the motivation!

went down popular hoping to fetch my girl from work since i ended training so early. luckily anida didn't went home by car if not i would have went down for nothing. haha. walk home together with anida and my girl.

okok, not really in the mood now to blog cause i got some club stuffs to settle before i go sleep. sorry to all my faithful readers who have been reading my blog. heez...

--- wo xiang shuo wo zhen de hen ai ni ---

my music my style
11:47 PM


Tuesday, March 28, 2006

oh well, i didn't went to help out cross training today for the polo guys. not going tonight's land training cause i'm going kbox. hehe...

trim my hair in the morning cause it's so long and untidy. thought of going swimming but realise i forgot to bring my towel along. when i was walking to the bus stop to take bus home, the new urban male staff call me to say that the request i send through e-mail to ask them help me reserve the plain white trekkers still have one last piece. went down heeren and approach one staff and he told me no more liao? i was like erm, the person just called me. haha! then he went to dig here and there for my name. lolx.

yeah! i got a new pair of slippers already. it has been long since i last buy slippers. woohoo! *delighted*

alright, going to watch "express boy" and tonight kbox-ing! it's going to be fun!!!


my music my style
3:12 PM


Monday, March 27, 2006

drizzling in the morning and i got a laziness of not wanting to wake up cause it's so nice sleeping in the cold weather. haha! in the end i took train to potong pasir cause like got bus can take down to kallang interchange. went around and see 853 but there never put can go leh. in the end i took cab down instead. 6 bucks. sianz. i'm wasting unnecessary money again. later 2-3 weeks later i will live like a beggar again cause no more money. eek! i must control. haha. cannot be like jiaying, cab here and there. haha...

anyway, training today was ok lah. my butt and side ache so much due to yesterday's training. nonetheless, i still told myself to continue practise my strokes. row t1 around the launching area cause no wakeboarding today. row until almost outside medeka bridge then saw one big fat thick long white snake curled up floating on the water. so yucks lah! i row past it and almost freak out. luckily it's dead or i'll just pray hard i survive the day. hehe...

out to sea later cause wakeboarding for njc. wah, their school so good right? haha. took k1 and paddle around. sianz. now that i can paddle, my balancing on the boat isn't that satisfying to me leh. haiz. i must conquer the boat and not capsize so many times. yeah! i can do it!!!

suntec for lunch and didn't manage to catch a movie cause dennis was talking to coach cher after training for quite some time. in the end, a lot of them went home and collin, serene, ethan and me went to marina to walk around.

went popular after that to see my dear girl and my godma. i didn't have a chance to go in sit down and talk to my godma cause boss working. lolx! just feel so weird lah cause she working. hehe. only when boss not around then can go in talk to her as if my own territory. haha! accompany desmond for his dinner and talk to him about lots of things. manage to talk to my girl a little while until boss come out then i siam home. lolx! not scare of him but then they are all working and i'm like talking to them. hehe...

--- just can't help but think of her sweet smile now and then ---

my music my style
9:29 PM


Sunday, March 26, 2006

i didn't blog yesterday cause i was practically rotting whole day at home until evening when i went to meet the sprinters to go down to east coast for that alumni chalet thingy. it was weird at first cause there were so many alumni people there which we don't even know. after a while, went to eat and slack around a bit until 10.30+ pm then went home. so funny sia. weiqiang and junsheng was like drunk? or high? weiqiang was like talking and talking non-stop which is so unlike him while junsheng was like blabbering unrelated stuffs and running about. wahaha!

alright, back to today's happening...

wake up kinda late at 7am and manage to leave home at 7.30+ am. in the end, i went to bank and check my salary and feeling a little rich and late, i took a cab all the way from sengkang to kallang! hehe. it's only 10 bucks lah. so cheap! just imagine everything i took from boon keng to kallang already 6.80+++ bucks. woo! next time if i'm late, might as well take all the way from sengkang then since it's so much cheaper. haha!

coach cher's training was gosh today. i kanna scold by him again and again cause my strokes not correct and i never stretch long enough. he keep on ask me to make use of my long hand and i really stretch to the max already mah. haha! got one time go in the bridge 1, i twist and see my strokes until i capsize lah. then i faster flip the boat back and see not so much water, climb back. haha! he saw already then come to me and ask me got water or not and i say a little bit. hehe. can see that he got soft heart de one side.

learning strokes is stress and taxing with him behind all of us scolding and scolding but if he doesn't scold, how would we improve. i still remember last time me in band kanna scold until like hell but in the end also improve a lot. hehe.

ahh! the most enjoyable part was games when cher ask those in t boat to try and stand up on the boat and those on k boat to give him their paddles and use hand to paddle one big round come back to claim back their paddles. in the end so many capsize while trying to complete the game. donghan so pro lah. he can stand on the boat and paddle also. wow! *thumbs up*.

weiqiang so funny lah. dennis was like saying watch out for weiqiang. if he capsize, his whole body would be damm wet and look like wet chicken. lolx! still, he didn't capsize cause he slowly try to stand up on the boat and only manage to stand up 3/4. haha! good job though.

finally i got to see my girl when i go down popular to pass her the rainie's cd and also accompany her to buy her dinner before i went home for my dinner. liwei was like telling me "hey! your nu ren says she miss you leh". lolx. me too. i didn't see her for like one week or more than that already?

here's angela zhang autograph. my too free kor kor went to let her sign the album yesterday. so bo liao right? haha...


--- wishing that i would have more than 24 hours everyday to spend with you ---


my music my style
9:08 PM


Friday, March 24, 2006

wake up at 8am today cause my stomach is so pain and i just can't keep thinking whether i will pass my networking module or not. after my toilet business, i went to check my results and yeah! it has been released already. so early from the actual time which is 9am.

woo! i pass my networking module. i must really believe the mind thing. when you think you will pass, then you will really will. my results for this semester isn't really good cause of my networking module. yucks. nevermind. i'm glad i manage to pass it cause i got F for common test. my gpa dropped from 3.4 to 2.6 this semester. no more As for this semester. wth?!? what am i doing this semester? eek! i want back my As for next semester and i mean it. *argh*

Business Information Systems - B+
Networking Fundamentals - D+
Object-Oriented Programming - C
User Interface Design B+

IS Modules:
Creativity and Applied Thinking Skills - B
Sports and Wellness - Pass

GPA - 2.6304 = 2.6 (So poor!!! how to go uni like that? eat grass then got lah!)

haiz. next semester is going to be more tough for the modules and even more stress cause junior come in and there will be lots of involvement in my cca. better time management! i must get back my gpa 3 at least.

alright, talking about the dragonboat regatta 2006 event yesterday, i've got the pictures from sprinting gmail. thanks to serene for putting up the pictures!


--- Ngee Ann Canoeing Club Rocks!!! ---

my music my style
10:11 PM


Thursday, March 23, 2006

dragonboat regatta 2006 -

met alfred at serangoon interchange there and took bus 853 to kallang interchange. hmm, not really late even though alfred turned up late. we still saw jiaying, dennis and weiqiang when walking down to scf. haha...

nacc was separated into 2 boats, committee (team A) and the rest (team B).

our boat, team A went first and wow, phew! manage to get 1st in the heats round cause we were shocked when engineering boat so fast beside us during starting. later slowly they lag behind because they got no endurance like us. haha!

team B went next and also got in 1st during the heats. lolx. so funny lah. it's like so obvious we can win the other ccas and departments taking part. hehe.

the funny part is when both teams got into the finals and to us, it's like eh no no, you can't get in 1st cause we want the gold. muahaha. the race began off and wah, i think only we 2 got competition while the rest all lagging behind like hell. eek! team A should have got the gold medal. we lost them by split second of 0:00:04 seconds? our boat are drifting to the back before it started and it's not fair. argh! nevermind, we shall practise good sportsmanship. in our heart, we should have got 1st if our boat is same as their boat before starting. anyway, we are glad that the canoeing team bagged home the 1st and 2nd position. well done nacc!!!

i just hope that the dragonboat will not ban us from sending 2 teams next year cause we snatch away the rest of the people medals. wahaha! took a lot of pictures and i don't know where will the pictures be available. will post it up as soon as i've got it.

for now, i shall show you the cap they gave and my silver medal. *i want the gold medal next year! lolx*


kbox with junxiang in the evening cause he said that got student price $6+++ from 7pm sing until closing which is 12am. well, we didn't sang unti that late. we went off at 11pm so that we could catch the last bus home from hougang plaza and yah, as expected, the total bill per person came up to about 10 bucks. so cheap cause can sing so many hours. woo! anyone wants to go next week? the promotion is only until end of this month.

oh gosh! it's a few hours away from results. i'm so worried for my networking grades. i wonder whether i will pass that module or not. haiz!

--- my heart is beating fast. not for my dear girl but for my results. eek! ---


my music my style
11:52 PM


Wednesday, March 22, 2006

wake up at 1pm today. whole body aching from yesterday's training. haha!

went school for night combined land training and 200 push ups is already to kill me cause my arms are aching from yesterday's shiong training. did crunches and other stuffs while the rest were running cause my feet got cuts cannot run.

gym after that and i did a few stations and rest the whole way until end of training. hehe. don't want to tax myself too much cause tomorrow is dragonboat race so i need to let my arms rest.

nothing much to blog already. wish me good luck tomorrow. first time rowing in a dragonboat. it's going to be fun! lolx...

--- results is going to be out so so soon. eek! 2 more days ---

my music my style
11:30 PM


Tuesday, March 21, 2006

training in the afternoon today. cross training and it's polo guys turn. went down to help out and woo, it was raining and the rain make me don't have the mood to canoe out. eventually we still canoe out after the rain had cleared. did one triangle and then was beside the beach there as we have to teach them proper strokes first before sprinting. let them learn k boat and after that went back as we got to rush down school for land training at night. hmm, did 100 push ups as punishment for dropping my paddle and banging my boat. hehe. pai seh ar people. i'm just doing my job. hope you all can understand.

dinner at suntec foodcourt although liang cheng was suggesting subway as today is the last day of the promotion. ate curry chicken rice and rush off back to school after that. i was so tired that i doze off in the bus to school. liang cheng so funny lah, the way he woke up from his sleep after clemence disturb him. lolx! liang cheng just got the cute face lah, especially when he is drunk. muahaha...

land training in school. did 200 push ups for warm up and 100 more for not being serious and 20 more for not shouting loud enough. gosh! jeremy was saying that we did almost close to 500 push ups today including morning? total madness. haha. well, the more we do, the more strength we will have so don't complain!

gym training i was trying to push myself hard cause i saw how jeremy is training so hard nowadays and i hope that our team can all train harder so that our physical fitness will increase. i hadn't be doing gym for quite long but then, i still try to push myself hard. now my body is starting to ache.

my girl is currently at her class chalet. so fun sia her. enjoying now since her results is so good. can play until damm HIGH already. hope she's fine cause she told me erm, girls stuffs and she feel giddy. duhz.

--- 3 more days to results! yucks ---

my music my style
11:53 PM


Monday, March 20, 2006

k boat again today. oh well, i didn't manage to get up and paddle well until a few times. luckily i got back the feeling of the boat. phew! the most challenging part was when i was paddling out sea during the polo girls cross training today. woo~ anyway, a few more cuts on my feet again. lolx! *ouch*

hmm, my girl msg me in the morning while i was having training and saw the message when i came up from sea. well, don't think about it anymore ok? i think that you are just stress over your results that we quarrel. everything's over so let it be over then.

eek! renfred got in the finals. i can't believe he won. yucks. perhaps being rich can rulez the world?

now the final battle for girls is geraldine and teresa. teresa rocks lah, after khiym. since khiym is out, i shall support teresa although i don't like middle range tone. as for guys, it's between renfred and zhi yang. hopes zhi yang win although he don't have the looks. at least he got the tao ze's voice.

hey my girl, you pass all your subjects! congrats! and yah, u owe me something for betting with me. muahaha. i shall think of something mean and make sure you regret it. wahaha. so now you can enjoy your chalet already. go have fun before school starts.

--- ye xu zhai zhe ge shi jie shang, mei you she me dong xi shi jiao zhuo gong ping de ---

my music my style
11:29 PM


lots of feelings now. i can't get to sleep after what happened again on msn earlier.

it's like the many times we've been quarreling and i thought after yesterday's quarrel, it would be fine but i don't know, i really don't know how come our relationship is heading for the worst. haiz. is it true that our characters are just so different? i don't seem to understand her anymore.

thinking about it, i guess i'm really hurt by her comments on msn everytime. i don't know is she joking about it and she don't mean it or am i just so serious when talking to her? hmm, i'm not really that serious. i have thought of replying her back something different from her reply but it's just that i'm getting weaker day by day by your reply. maybe it has really affect me and i really have no mood to answer back as i'm feeling so low in morale by her words.

it's true that she yearns for a sweet relationship, one that is like in "ou xiang ju" and i didn't say i can't give her that but it's just that we have been together for such a short time and we aren't realli that open up to each other yet and what can she really expect. now that it's the holiday and we still really didn't have any time to go out with each other. i know she and i are busy but if we didn't try to have a time of our own, there's bound to be communication breakdown between us.

maybe she like to look on the dark side, thinking that we won't last long cause we are just so different and things like that while i'm always the optimistic one saying that no, it's not going to be true and when's our turn to have neoprints. i'm trying my best to do sweet things to her but she's losing confident in our relationship which i don't know why. why must she think so much ahead and not just go out to enjoy everything that's happening now. maybe we would work out much better?

i don't wish to blame her for anything cause there surely must have been both sides fault for this to happen between us but all i can say is that i'm really hurt by her comments this few days. that is why i choose to reply her "i got no comments". at least this is the truth that i want to tell her instead of keeping from her.

hope you would understand my girl.

i pray that we would return to the lovely us then...

--- i wish i were in the rain now, at least my tears won't be made obvious from the rain ---

my music my style
12:31 AM


Sunday, March 19, 2006

i overslept this morning. wake up at 8am when my mama shouted for me to wake up. lolx! anyway, i still manage to reach on time cause they were late too. phew...

watch the finals race and wah, nus canoeist strokes so nice. gosh! the way their paddle entry into the water and come up so light de feeling. woo~

move boats back into kallang and went off to suntec after that for lunch. so fun at kfc when clemence was like playing mind game with jeremy until make him so fed up. wahaha!

went down popular after that to get my paint markers for the labelling of paddles. hmm, want to get my job done asap if not keep on drag until after holiday sure got no time already. "shun bian" see my girl also and today not so many customers. i think finally they feel that popular nothing much to buy already? lolx!

got to train harder so as to row faster. jia you!

--- wo xiang xing wo men de ai qing hui xiang ou xiang ju li, na me de tian mi ---

my music my style
10:41 PM


Saturday, March 18, 2006

mr500 race today was great! well done people for your efforts in trying your best to finish the race. although you all didn't get into the finals for tomorrow, but at least the timing improve so keep it up. one day we would all ditch them and row ahead of them. yeah~

suddenly i feel that i got the motivation to train even harder after watching the race today. hehe. mjc first time take part and their t boats all so "zai". woohoo! *thumbs up*

alright, my back is peeling now cause i didn't put sunblock today and the sun is so sorching hot. how i wish now it can rain heavily so that i would be feeling so cooling.

hmm, had a quarrel with my girl cause i was feeling rather moody and sorry lah girl, i didn't mean it but maybe bottling up what i felt all this few days wasn't good so i had to let you know how i feel. after today, we would still be as loving as before right? hehe. thanks hor for keep on calling me "mu tou". one day i shall find a way to kick jj out of your dream. *bleahz*

--- ngee ann kayaking team shall always shine forever! ---

my music my style
9:58 PM


Friday, March 17, 2006

wake up unwillingly this morning to go down kallang again, for moving of boats to lower seletar for mr500 race tomorrow. so tired! i was lying on my bed sleeping when my mama keep on nag that it's time to get up already. reach kallang on time for the moving of boats still. phew! me and dennis saw cher and he gave $30 for helping out yesterday. haha!

i was done with the shifting of boats around 12+ and went to yishun to meet billy so as to pass him the money for the old invoices as lex call me and say billy call mr jalal. duhz! i wanted to go like tomorrow or what and he call so fast.

alright, i'm done with payment and choice of boat colour. now i just hope that the gbiz reach billy fast so that he can make the boat. billy treated me drink leh. wow! he rocks lah. haha. actually his long winded character might seems GOSH at first but as time goes by, you will get used to it already.

i'm so tired. i want to go lie down on sofa and just watch tv all the way. lazy to get up and move around. i certainly need to replenish my sleep if not i'll just faint anytime and fall into a real deep sleep. lolx!

--- happy 2 months my dear girl! ---

my music my style
8:44 PM


Thursday, March 16, 2006

wake up early in the morning as usual cause i promise dennis to go down help cher. maybe got pay only. haha. well, help out with assistants to 2 instructors teaching star 1 course to tanjong katong sec ncc land people. i forgot their names but yah, it's quite fun and bored too.

bored because i'm out on sea the whole day under the hot sun watching them learn star 1 course. wah, suddenly i feel that star 1 course is so difficult? maybe it's the way they learn it as they are still young? so playful and capsize drill also don't know how to do after one briefing. haha. but nonetheless, they got it after lunch break when the instructor scolded them that they would fail the course if they still carry on like that.

fun because at least i got to see how people learn star 1 course and paddling out on sea with my single starlom boat is my first time though. hehe. glad i didn't capsize though if not it would sure throw face.

carry the paddles back after they beach up and the instructor say don't need help them de lah, why am i so kind, pamper them. aiya, can help then help mah. anyway used to my sai-kang job already also. hehe.

was on my way back to sengkang when i saw jonathan on the train. so coincidence. he went to renew his passport and chatted with him back to sengkang. accompany him go the music shop at compass point level 4 cause he want to buy clarinet pencils for his juniors. 22 pencils. how sweet of him? haha. went popular after that with the paddle i brought home from kallang for lex cause this saturday mr500 race. surprise or not suprise for my girl? haha. well, nevermind then. able to see her is good enough for me already.

btw, here is kelly's maybelline advertisement. finally out on magaizine already. wee!


--- you xing dan que wu li de qu zhuo wo xiang zhuo de shi ---

my music my style
10:17 PM


Wednesday, March 15, 2006

wake up at 12.50pm today. woo! piggy me. luckily i wasn't late for the dragonboat training. phew! i still had macdonald breakfast for my breakfast cum late lunch. bought by my mama. hehe...

dragonboat training was fun. we were taught by the dragonboaters people in our school. hmm, i'm in the committee boat on 23rd march. last year the committee got 1st placing leh. wow! hope we can do it too. hehe...

land training after that and gosh sia, we had to do 1450 push ups cause of the late comers. in the end, we did a lot of mix stuffs and some is shout loud, minus off at the later part. i think still got do about 1000+ of things. wow. so "chui". did gym cause i didn't run campus run as my feet is so eek!

ended training and went back home cause i want to give my girl a surprise by picking her up from work but sianz, i didn't manage to reach on time. call it lucky or not, i manage to reach on time when she was waiting for bus home. phew! at least i get to see her home. hehe...

another day of training tomorrow. woo! my life now is canoeing and canoeing. song bo? lolx...

--- the word "uncle" seems so EEK! call me that if you are older me by a lot or else i will "fan lian" with you ---

my music my style
11:09 PM


Tuesday, March 14, 2006

gosh lor! i can't imagine i took more than 10 mins to walk from home to workplace today. usually i only take 5 mins to work there. limp from home to work and yucks lah, i suddenly felt that i should listen to my girl and requested off but cannot! if i work finish today, i would have about 300 bucks for the coming pay. hehe...

work was so so today. did my favourite job, cashier and it's so bored without many customers. customers just like to come all together and pay and when really no people, then no people. kaoz! can anyone explain why like that? why all come and pay at the same time?

ate the first slot today and it's so early! luckily got alfred to accompany me though he's always full of philosophy. i didn't walk to interchange cause i would definitely take a hell long time to walk to and fro. hehe. sms my girl and she was shock why i could msg so early and i told her i ate the first slot. i didn't expect that she would turn up at popular after my dinner cause i thought she told me she end training at 4 and after my dinner it's about 6+ already? i told myself that she must be home eating dinner at that time but suddenly i do cashier until my customer turn out to my my dear girl! *shock*

read her blog for details on how she surprises me. haha. well, i really didn't notice her walking in cause i was busy serving customers. nice try my girl and really happy to see you today. well, don't be stress up by your ogl, band practice, work and me lah. it would be difficult to juggle at first but soon you would be used to it. must be like me. work, studies, canoe, u. lolx! i can still squeeze meeting up with friends in also. lolx. okok i'm blabbering crap. heez. feel stress up just come to me, see me can relieve stress le lah. muahaha!

oh yah, i almost short 34+ bucks today. it happen when there was a long queue and i was giving this uncle to sign the visa and it so happen that desmond suddenly come in and pack for me. he gave the customer the bag while i was collecting money from the next customer. before i knew it, the uncle customer walk off and thought that the visa paper was the customer copy for him. eek! don't know he act blur or what. sure must sign first de mah. visa leh!!! it's credit card. i got so stunned that i ask desmond whether he remember the uncle face or not and phew, the uncle was about to go out of the store and desmond gave chase. PHEW~ if not i must pay 30+ bucks so innocently when i'm like so broke now. hmm, desmond, claim your starbuck drink from me next month cause i this month no money, waiting for my pay this coming 26th. haha!

oops, my mama just nag me when she saw my cut on my feet when i reach home from work. she says that it has "zhong" then i see see, no leh. can say that i'm stubborn or what, but i won't die from the cut. i'm not that weak! if feet rot, then i will panic and worry but now, seems fine.

sms relay list not relay properly and lex and jeremy was so piss off by that. relax ok? maybe the relay list is done in a period where nobody know it existed. nobody will check the gmail everyday when the mailbox don't have messages like so often. whatever it is, just tell nicely to everyone if they ask although you might feel fedup repeating again and again the same old thing.

--- our love shall be like the river, always flowing with love for each other. wo ai wo xiang ni ---

my music my style
11:50 PM


Monday, March 13, 2006

went kallang for sea training in the morning. erm, not really training but to learn k boat. reach there late and saw that dennis was alone. waited for him to tape finish his paddle and went down to learn k boat first. suay sia! i put the k boat on the front beach of sdba and cut my feet cause the rocks there is like yucks. now i know why jeremy suffer so many cuts on both his feets. nonetheless, aww! under dennis's guidance, i manage to row the k boat eventually. i was shock at my performance also cause dennis only taught me how to get up the boat myself and after that, i just start to paddle and woo, there it goes! *stunned*

there was a few capsize here and there but eventually i manage to row for very long and yeah! i hope i can remember the feeling and be able to row next time and improve on it. k boat is so fun!!! 3rd time learning it and i can ride it liao, yippee~ i remember that the 1st time i couldn't get up the boat at all, 2nd time is when junsheng remove the seat and guide mi along where i could only paddle 5 strokes out to sea before capsizing. thanks dennis!

walk to kallang mrt station there to buy lunch back sdba to eat cause in the afternoon, the polo girls are coming down for the cross training thingy. apply sunblock again and went out sea. wah, the tide is like so low and the water outside is so dirty. eek! beach up at the toilet there and gosh, so many rocks. i suffer 2 more minor cuts on my legs when i try out k boat again. the undercurrent outside kallang is certainly wow, must jia you and train more!

yucks lah, my feet is hurting more and more and i can't walk properly. tomorrow working and i wonder whether i can wear slippers to work or not. hmm, it isn't bad after all since i master how to ride on a k boat already. muahaha... think my girl would be screaming at me row until mad already ar.

the deep cut on my feet. *pain*

close up of the wound. i think see live clearer, can see inside got flesh. lolx!

--- ye xu wo zhen de xiang tai duo le. wo bu ying gai hai huai yi ta dui wo de gan jue ---


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9:41 PM


Sunday, March 12, 2006

went working today instead of training cause teng shien ask me if i'm free to work as she need people. english cum cashier today. hate english department but then, just heck care also. "heck care is the only way to live your life alive" quoted from kai jie's msn nick.

met my dear girl at control station and walk to work and yucks lah, my left ear got double eyelid and it never go back to the single eyelid even after i rub and rub and wore my contact lenses so i told my girl today i'm so ugly! haha. normally one of my double eyelid eyes can go back single eyelid after wearing lens. in the end, it change back when i was working i guess. single eyelid nicer, that's why i didn't mind having single eyelid although so many people yearn for a double eyelid. hehe...

working life was the same as usual. the only part was when me, my girl and alfred png (not canoe de) was at the service counter and don't know why talk until the tammy video, whether he has seen it or not. talk until don't know why alfred say aiya guys think about sex is normal cause in a guy's brain, 60% of it is thinking about sex? pengz. as for girls, he say most of it is being loyal to the one she loves. hmm...it's quite true right? haha. then my girl was like yah lor, no matter how shy and quiet a guy is, she still don't believe that he is innocent and pure. then alfred was like saying some of the people in ns will bring you go geylang then push you inside to sabo you? duhz. i don't think it would be so bad in ns? hehe.

dinner at bk and oi lian was like asking what's inside the english chicken sandwich and i said i don't know what's it but just eat lor. haha! alfred then say that it's bacon and i ask "si meh?" and he was like yah lor, then what. then he say i so innocent later next time go ns how? sure let people ask to do this and that for them. dotz! yah lor, so true. maybe i shall learn to change to become a more not soft hearted person?

lots of feelings today. i'm glad that my girl still behave normally after our quarrel but i just feel weird for a moment when i meet her in the morning at the control station. maybe i'm sensitive but i don't know lah. i just feel that we are so stranger to each other. however, i try to break the ice by talking first. hmm, she said that guys who finish ns is much more better when alfred was talking about the ns thing today. she also said that she won't marry me when suddenly talk until when will we marry. maybe i'm thinking too much when things aren't even long yet? however what makes me wonder suddenly is which part of me does she likes? i don't think i got anything good for her to like. haiz. maybe i'm just thinking too much or maybe because i'm just lack of confidence? i guess i am tired from the lack of sleep everyday! haiz...

--- wo ai ni shuo yi wo xuan zhe jing jing de wo zhu ni bu yao fang, ke shi wo bu zhi dao ni de xing shi fou ye bei wo jing jing de wo zhu zhe ---

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11:50 PM


Saturday, March 11, 2006

10 March 2006 (Fri)

working popular bookfare sales for the march holiday at expo. how suay am i? in the morning i pack my bag for the overnight camp that night in school for the committee and realise that i forgot to bring my spectacles along. alighted at compassvale sec and walk home again to take. well, i wasn't late for work luckily. hoon sung called me at 8am to tell me to go eat breakfast first cause the time has been change to 8.30am. pengz. last year bluff me early go, this year also. duhz...


the event higlights for the whole of popular bookfare sales outside the hall. got kelly poon on 11 march, satuday!

anyway, it was so confusing as usual. hoon sung didn't tell me where to go and cashier got so many parts. dotz. work here and there finding out where i belong and saw waisee and kuanyow. in the end waisee ask me go back ask hoon sung again and after that i went to the main cashier part and told the person in charge there and yah, in the end, i become packer. so surprise! the cashier which i was suppose to replace has already found a replace so i become packer for one of the cashier. yeah! easy money? well, i pack until there are 2 times when i almost doze off while standing. hehe. so boring lah. maybe it's the first day of sales and holiday have not start yet or because there are cashiers at every "country" department also.

got to know of the cashier whom i pack for. she work at white sands outlet while the other cashier in front whom we go for lunch together, she work at orchard. gosh! that's so coincidence. i saw zack at the entrance when going for dinner then i call him and she shock that i know zack. haha. bee choo, lucy, meow choo, doris, zack all went expo to shop around? was looking at the stage beside the counter at the performance when bee choo tap my hand and say very free hor. lolx! all the cashiers are like posing around lor. so no people.

oh yah, there's a cheerful, lively and talkative girl beside me who is a packer for this other girl at don't know which outlet, never ask. she's chio sia. looks like hebe? but no, she's not like hebe "bing shan mei ren". she so talkative. "huo shan" then got. she's just got enrol into nyp nursing and say that nursing good mah, don't need sit on the table and study and can see people from all sorts of life. however it is a "dirty job". she keep asking me to talk and ask me about my profile until the cashier whom i'm packing for say like me ar. pengz! her name is lau wei en? saw on her lanyard that she wore. she ask me if the girl cashier whom she's packing for wants my hp no, would i give or not? dotz. i don't know what they two are up to though. didn't give in the end. haha! she keep on calling me "bing shan" cause she say why i so quiet don't talk de. then says she will melt the ice mountain. haha...

didn't stay to help out cause i got to rush back school for the committee bonding camp in school. return khiym the white polo tee which hoon sung lend to me cause she say don't need lah, hoon sung wants to wash himself. thanks to hoon sung for lending me the white polo tee!

reach school at 11.50+pm. luckily i am smart. i alighted at kallang and catch the last bus 985 back to school. if not take train all the way to clementi and take bus down, sure over 11.30pm miss the last bus. yeah! cab money saved. *applause*

so hungry after bathing and thanks to jeremy cause he brought chicken wings from his birthday celebration before that or what? well, it's nice especially when i'm feeling hungry. slept in the air con room beside sdar and so cold lah. lex still on the fan and blow. eek! mr iceman who feel that the coldness is still not yet cold yet. slept with the songs from benson's laptop. he play it in speakers and so many wang lee hom's "xin zhong de ri ye" album songs. nice sia! i'm tempted to buy the album. hehe...

11 March 2006 (Sat)

the night was freaking cold and heard from some who wake up in the middle of the night cause it's so cold that the temperature was 16 degrees. lowest! orh. lex ar lex ar, why you so iceman sia? *shivers* that's what i hate about air con room. my house room, one fan enough to last me for the whole night already. when feeling a little cold, just cover with blanket or switch off. so easy!

ate lunch in canteen 2 and rush down to kallang cause training was at 8.30am. luckily we manage to reach on time plus the 10 min grace time inside. phew! if not 6 committee members (alfred, jiaying, jeremy, lex, dennis, me), sure do pumping like hell. did sprinting training out sea on t1 and yucks, long time never take singles and capsize 3 times? break my clean record which i sustain that time. got encouragement from clemence, jeremy, junsheng and jiaying as they told me not to be afraid of the waves and turning part. jiaying said that last time she got keep a canoe diary to write down how poor she was and how she aspire to improve for every training sessions. now that my balancing is somewhat there already, i shall brush up on my sprinting.

learn k boat when we reach back launching point and under junsheng and kel's guidance, i manage to row about 5 strokes out. *wee wee* it's the 2nd time i learn and the first time i couldn't even get up on boat. lolx! that's how tough k boat is. but who cares! we all must conquer the boat cause the competitions in the future all k boats.

squeeze into kel's car and went suntec for lunch. jiaying in the front seat while jeremy, alfred, collin, me and junsheng behind the car. WOW. overloading!!! haha. was on the way into suntec's carpark where there was a long long queue cause of the IT fair? kel's car got bumped at the back by a bus coming out of suntec. he so fierce sia. got off the car and like ah beng like that, ask the bus driver for details. maybe it's because it's his papa car so he have to get an answer for the accident.

went up the IT fair after lunch at foodcourt cause junsheng bought food for weiqiang, dennis and lex who are working there. so many people. macham cny sales. "ren ji ren". went off after they finish up their food and went downstairs to see the branded sales. nothing much also. chey! headed home after that and alfred, jeremy and collin bought the same design of ripcurl bag at flash n surf shop. left clemence to see whether he want to buy also. ACJC (alfred, clemence, jeremy, collin). haha...

slept on the way back on train. so tired from today's training. my body is aching from all the holiday training and that's a good sign that i'm doing more of my pontential. yeah! hmm, not going training tomorrow cause teng shien needs me back for work. english department cum cashier when in need. eek! i hate english department. doris is working tomorrow. how? i hate the sight of her. yucks~ that poogle dog hair of her irks me off. act chio buay chio. act high class macham low class. *pui pui*

for the sake of money, i shall "REN" and heck care her. nahz, i'm not going to stood low on her demands for me to do this and that. i got my right as a worker though. if she dares ill-treat me, i will report her to authority of manpower? don't know what's the correct name for that. haha. lame me. alright, god bless me for tomorrow.

--- good luck to people taking part in legs and paddles tomorrow! ---


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8:37 PM


Thursday, March 09, 2006

sea training in the morning. i was suppose to reach at 8am to open shack for ruikun cause he told me the night before that he wants to row at 8am. was late cause i wake up late. tired from the late night sleep. anyway row t2 today with weizheng and after doing warm up round, we did 2 times of 1000m sprinting and 2 rounds of 500m sprinting. ended off with another round of warm down round. sianz. not on form today. i guess it's the lack of training and late night sleep. sorry weizheng that i didn't do well today although i tried real hard to focus and sprint all the way. i shall make true my promise to you that i will train harder.

clemence was also not on form today and had a talk with him and found out about his mother. his mother went for an x-ray and had to go back for further follow up because they discover small things inside her body. he told me until he want to cry. haiz. this is the first time i see him so not happy. cheer up clemence. everything would turn out well. i know that it's difficult to balance everything but as long as you do try your best to handle it well, it's fine already. anything if you need someone to talk to, feel free to call me.

met si bao to go back secondary school for band today cause she want to interview mr er for her poly profiling thingy. haha. i got scolded by the security when i went in the school cause i was wearing singlet and slippers. sat around in the band room and mr er was in bad mood today. scolded the juniors like hell and we waited for him to finish his class until about 7+ pm and in the end, si bao gave up on interviewing him. i went back compass point popular to get a temp card and lanyard cause hoon sung sms me to ask me and go back get it.


alumni band t-shirt logo. aww. the design is so nice!

haiz, i don't know why i so no mood today. maybe since morning my girl sms me to say that she can sense that my mama would surely disapprove us of being together and if this is so, she would definitely not want to go against it. talk on her in msn at night until we quarrel. i don't know why but i just feel that our love should be able to brave all sorts of obstacles and tests. maybe i should not assume that our obstacles would just be like others. perhaps i'm immature to have the idea that what happened to others and what others had gone through would be the same for me?

i know that i still have a place in her heart but i just got so irritated by her comments on msn that i ask her whether is it she have no more feelings for me anymore. orh! i've made things even worst. sorry girl. i didn't mean it. i just fear the thought of losing you at that moment that i just can't contol what am i saying to you that time. i hope that it's just that you didn't have enough sleep since you just came back from camp that we both quarrel. hope that tomorrow would be a better day for both of us cause i will still love you like any other day.

--- the 1st quarrel between us which makes me feel so inferior ---


my music my style
11:59 PM


Wednesday, March 08, 2006

meet billy, our supplier in the morning to decide the k boats colour and had a talk with him about which blue is nice to match black. hehe. billy is long winded but aiya, he's good lor. at least he tells you the truth about what to buy and not buy things like that.

the blue i've chosen. so nice. see in the place the colour is like wow. thumbs up! btw, this is acjc's k boat colour. haha...

billy asked me that i alone come down is it then i say yah. haha. initially want to go down with alfred but he last minute say he got to make calls to find the job so he didn't join me. had lunch at northpoint and headed down to kallang for the next thing to be done. clean shack!

so shock when i went down and saw that the lower bottom of the shack isn't lock. gosh! i immediately msg lex and ask him who was the last one to lock the shack. eek. i can't imagine that the shack is not lock properly. soon after, dennis and jeremy call me to tell me that there is an extra pair of shack keys inside the wooden cabinet used to put bags but i still can't find it. sianz! waited like 1 hour later before i finally see alfred. help him clean the adventure shack while waiting for jeremy to go down np and get the keys from dennis and come down kallang. haha. thanks jeremy for the hard work!

the unlock bottom half of the shack. haiz! who will go lock it when there is nothing beside to slide in and lock. pengz.

well, i just hope that dennis investigate it out and yah, next time no more such stuffs. just imagine if i didn't go down today. i think next training we go down, more more paddles left already. they look useless to a non-canoeist but kallang so many canoeist. better be careful though. i feel like changing the hinges to a thick one cause even with a good thick lock, people can also break open by pulling the lock to break the hinges cause it's so thin.

thanks to cher who tried to help me break open the lock first using the spoon of his. haha. i know it's impossible but he still tried it. hmm, poor alfred, his adventure shack so dirty and messy. i think after today his shack would be as clean and as tidy as my sprinting shack? wahaha.

the many orange big ants or termites on the adventure shack door. eek! yucks~ *poor alfred*

i did my spring cleaning for sprinting shack right from the top to bottom and i rearrange the shoes nicely. clean all the twigs down and arrange neatly every single item. woo! so tired after that but it's all worth it seeing how tidy the shack is now. i shall make sure nobody makes it untidy again if not i would kill him or her! haha.

tidy cabinet. see the tapes? so neatly arranged. hehe...

so neat at the bottom. aww! i'm so satisfied but there can still be improvement.

nyp after done with my shack. went down to pick her up from her 2nd day of camp. yeah! although waited for her like hours but being able to see her is great. oh well, the girl is knowing me inside out more and more. she ask why am i so quiet? is it something happen? so sweet of her and yah, in the end i still told her what happened cause we promise to share with each other our problems and not bottled it up. haiz.

the tired girl fell asleep on the bus back to sengkang and i didn't disturb her cause i know she's tired. next time i shall take a picture of her dozing her and post it up. muahaha. *evil grins* oh yah, i saw justina while we were waiting for bus back to sengkang. almost couldn't recognise her cause she look so different.

no newspaper entry of my girl to read now that she's busy with camp. by the time she reach home, she would have bath, dry her hair and head straight to bed. anyway tomorrow is her last day of camp but she would still have her class chalet to plan. orh! i'm also busy with training, work and committee meeting this week so yah, both of us can't see each other much this week. sianz.

--- my brain my heart seems so transparent that she could even know and see what i'm thinking and feeling every single moment ---


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11:22 PM


Tuesday, March 07, 2006

work today cause i got no training so i call teng shien the day before and she say can go down to work. i belong to the stream wrap department today. full time stream wrapping books and stuffs. haha. so bored lah. wrap until i feel so hot from the machine then i walk out to the service counter and talk with liwei and desmond. you can guess how free am i cause the whole stall is not packed because of examination period i guess.

oh yah desmond is back to work due to something which happened at sentosa. so poor thing lah him but that shows that worklife people are just so vicious. it's just the world - there are good people and bad people out there.

ate lunch with desmond and melvin cause the rest got "da bao" and ate kfc cause got coupons. haha. stupid desmond lah, forever so irritating, keep on make melvin. see someone good looking then he will anyhow behave already. pengz! dinner was with teng shien, anida, cai ting, desmond, melvin and kai jie (came down becoz he's free). had bk for dinner cause also got coupons. lolx! 2 fast foods in a day. i better drink more water and pray hard i don't fall sick. teng shien is already down with flu until now and i think it's getting worst.

i enjoy work today because no doris to "qi" me and also got my godma gek choo. i was in the receiving room wrapping books and talking to her. love her to bits lah. her jokes and laughter really cheer me up. she's just so carefree. any problems talk to her she will also give me her opinions. she ask me why go one big round then come back like vickie. one year plus already. haha. then she ask me who ask who ar and i was like don't ask lah. *shy* this kind of thing just like that happen lah. duhz. then she say can see that vickie really like me a lot. haha! oh well, i miss my girl too. i really miss her like hell suddenly today. i don't know why. vickie-sickness i guess.

she's currently going for leadership camp and the girl msg me to tell me how she dread going for the camp if must do punishment all this. haha. silly girl. camp is always like that unless you are in the committee and you plan games to see people suffer. my turn for training camps would be in the later part of this month. how i wish i can pack her in my bag and bring her along with me. heez...

sianz part now. teng shien told me this year expo sales no meals provided. that's like kaoz. like that i work there for what. the pay would be used up to pay for the expensive meals over there. yucks! also i request to work on every tuesday cause i'm free and teng shien say see first cause a lot of staffs and she don't need it. if not like what happen today. overcrowding! all like nothing to do. haiz! next month my pay sure damm pathetic lah. only 2 days in the whole schedule. like that i eat grass? i still need to pay for my insurance policy. $100 leh. dead! i think if still like that, don't blame me for leaving popular to find for other job.

on top of that it's not i want to say or what. i guess li wei is right about those 2 girls who are slacking over at the service counter. today zhi feng whole day at the service counter use the computer to do some admin on 4 pages of serial numbers? that's like WHOLE DAY! wth? teng shien say 4 people in english department today - rani, helen, zhi feng, andrea and still need me to full time wrap books for english department? that's like so dotz.

whatever lah. i should request to work more for next new schedule. if still like that, then byebye popular. just quarrel with my mother cause i told her about it and she scold me, say "see go training until your boss employ more and more people. now want to work also too many people lah, sooner or later you will get sack!". haiz. headache ar! how i wish i'm born with lots and lots of money to last me so that i don't need to worry about no money. she also suddenly questioned me with a fierce tone. "how come the popular girl waiting downstairs for you?" i was like "aiya, go work together nia mah". haiz. suddenly the courage which i want to tell her about the truth is gone by the way she ask me. if i tell her, i don't know how she will react. kill me or accept it?

i feel that my godma is way more better than her suddenly. i feel so bad for saying that but yah at least gek choo say "stead only mah, as long as can handle can already. some people stead also very long mah. like melvin with his gf, 2 years liao". hmm. maybe if she's my mother, she won't say like that? don't know lah but i think godma's character is much more open-minded.

--- is there any medicine to cure my vickie-sickness? i miss her a lot lot lot!!! ---

my music my style
11:50 PM


6 march 2005 (Mon)

was late for land training in the morning cause on the way from sengkang to woodlands, there was a long traffic jam along the highway. only manage to reach woodlands at 9.15am and eventually i went to wait for a cab cause i know it's impossible to reach by a bus to np within one hour. sianz. alighted from the bus after taking it out of woodlands interchange and went to wait for a cab. haiz! i wait until 9.50am also don't have any sights of available cab. call serene and told her i would just miss training if i'm late. don't want to let the whole team do push ups as punishment because of my lateness. 1 min late = 30 push ups for the team lor. however i manage to board the cab although the driver ask me whether i would mind if his wife is inside. of cause NO lah! i just want to reach ngee ann by 10am! well, i can say that he drive very fast and i reach the school at 10.01am. sms serene and she say faster run cause got 10mins grace. in the end, i ran like siao to the clubhouse. manage to reach by 10.07am. phew~ stomach was so pain cause don't know why keep on diarrhoea in the morning.

training was quite shiong to me today maybe because i never ran for very long. the 50 warm up push ups was not a problem cause i got do push ups at home when i'm free. hehe. ran from school to holland v after that and i was like so shagged. initially want to run to orchard but dennis see us cannot make it already and say first time ran so far so take it as a warm up. next time have to run to orchard liao. the way back from holland v was killing for me. stomach pain like hell and i ran with discomfort cause i don't know when will diarrhoea. haha! did warm down upon reaching school and 60 push ups. after debrief went to do pull up and wah, i seem to be able to pull already leh. omg! i'm shocked! must train hard liao. juniors are coming in next semester and our physical condition should be better than them.

ate lunch at SIM. went back to the clubhouse and sleep until 5+ pm cause committee meeting was at 6pm. so tired from the training. haha. meeting was long until 10pm and ate dinner at king albert park macdonald. discuss for a while about our training until 11.30++pm and went home. walk to bus stop with alfred and waited for 74. waited for very long until 12.10am and we realise that we had missed the last bus. took cab home and i alighted at hougang to buy something for my mother at 7-11 shop.

guess what? i did something which i guess is quite madness. i walk home from hougang all the way back to sengkang and i took like 40mins? lolx! i walk the 161 route. i didn't want to call a cab again cause it's so expensive. from np to hougang $11.50 after splitting among we 2. i didn't told my mama about it cause she will really scold me MAD if she knew that i walk home from hougang. well, the way home wasn't bored at all though cause i sang many songs on the way back. hehe. i'm not scare of lonely i guess. that's just me. so "zhi bi". hehe...

tomorrow working and friday i agreed to help hoon sung on the expo fare. hope i can earn as much money as possible cause i'm going to cancel off lots of saturday for my work cause i got training camp and competitions and trainings.

my girl is going off for her school leadership camp tomorrow. hope she enjoy herself and also meanwhile take care of herself by drinking lots of water. play hard and yah, don't "hua chi" until go "tou qing" hor. want to "tou qing" also find me mah. muahaha. go marina? your favourite place? lolx! oops. think she see liao this entry sure kill me. *stick out tongue*

--- 1 week of missing her. how i wish i could keep her in my pocket and bring her along with me everywhere ---

my music my style
2:17 AM


Sunday, March 05, 2006

meet my girl and walk over to compass point in the morning. saw junxiang at the interchange cause he reach already also and went to withdraw money. met up with waisee and kuan yow at dhoby ghaut station and zack! still on his way out from home when we call him. gosh. so "hao yi si" of him right.

started off singing kbox and i'm like so "high" the moment we step in lah. lolx! however not as HIGH as waisee. she stand on the chair and sing her first song. wow! haha. my voice today hmm, so-so. hehe. now my girl hear my voice liao right? it's thin and not nice lah. haha! her voice wah, power, so like elva. really "zhen ren bu ke mao xiang". alright, superstar II is so near yet so far for me. wahaha. *dreaming*

took pictures in the kbox room but due to the dim lighting, only manage to get from my dear girl the pictures from junxiang's camera.

jun xiang, zack, me, waisee, kuan yow, my girl

kbox fun ~

enjoy my kbox session with them. sang duet with waisee on fir's song and had a great time screaming out high notes. yeah! kuan yow's voice is nice too! his voice like power station or rather ah du. woo! zack voice wah, nice too! as for junxiang's voice, hear until don't want hear already cause he's the one who sing with me in kbox. lolx. hmm, the only duet love song with my girl "ni zhui zhen gui" was the song which i not quite familiar though. haha. pai seh ar. however, the rest of the duet songs was nice with her. match leh surprisingly? "shun zi - hui jia" was so nice! i'm shock when i sang it myself also. first time sing it and i can reach the high note. yeah...

steamboat dinner at marina for dinner. thanks to zack for pang seh-ing us. left me, my girl and junxiang for the dinner. feel so weird that 3 person share one big table to eat. however quite ok also lah. had fun bbq-ing our food and yah, eat so much meat today. tomorrow better train hard and convert all those fats into muscles. haha! as for my girl, eat grass for the rest of the week ya? hehe. keep on bbq and give food to each other. fun! give a lot to my girl especially cause i want her to eat! keep on say full don't want eat DOTZ leh you.

arcade a while after dinner cause junxiang want to play daytona for a while cause tomorrow his attachment start already and he would not have time to play again. saw my girl and him play the push circle plate thingy? starting so pro but later still lose lah. well, not bad already worx. muahaha. okok, you are always great! bleahz.

home sweet home after the whole day of enjoyment. now my "nu ren" is nagging me to hurry up and type finish my blog. alright. here it is. will upload the pictures and you shall see tomorrow when you are free then.

our 1st couple picture. though not in neoprint form but aiya, pass her lah. hehe.

--- my girl clear all her "du zhu" by holding hands with me just now. muahaha! so bad of me, but i like it and so does she i guess. lolx ---


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11:09 PM


Saturday, March 04, 2006

life is pretty boring today especially when i got no department and kind hearted me went to help english department. arrange like hell for them. i rearrange the whole ladybird section and disney section and what i got in the end? orders from doris to move this here and there. yucks. i know i should help but i just don't like her way of calling me to do things.

i got so utterly pissed off by her when it was about dinner time when i move back the table to the stationery department after mr midnight's author signing and i accidentally knock on a woman's leg. i said "sorry" to the woman and the woman was like "knock on people still never say sorry. still give that angry face". i was like "huh!". okok, i said "sorry" again this time to the woman and said that "i'm real sorry if she doesn't hear it." just then doris walk pass and ask the woman what happened. without asking me whether i have apologise to the woman, she just scold me right in front of the woman and apologise to her, saying that it was on my behalf. kaoz! that woman is simply unreasonable sia. how many "sorry" does she want to hear. eek! customer nowadays are getting so demanding. just a knock and she kick up such a big fuss. yucks.

alright, i was extremely HOT when i saw doris going to the back and tell everyone i knock on a customer and didn't apologise. i went straight to her and scolded her right in front of everybody. i said "i really apologise to the woman, if she wants to complain, go ahead!". only then she saw that i was angry and ask me to relax. f*** lah! i hate people who malign me.

i guess everybody there saw me scold doris. this is the first time i BOOM in popular but i must say that i'm really fed up with her attitude. supervisor so what? i don't work to let her push me around.

sianz. i don't know why am i soft hearted. after dinner she ask me to help her out with the books things and i help her. my girl was like O_0 when she saw me help her. suan le lah. i'm just that haiz, no comments. i hate myself for being so soft hearted. maybe i shall be bad to the people who treat me bad.

help out text and assessment department at night cause i don't want to tidy up english department. it's like damm messy and even if i tidy up already also won't be appreciated by that doris so what for i slog like bull for her. let her do herself. i enjoy the time when i help out wendy on her beta mp3 stuffs and i got a "thank you" from her. at least i know she appreciated my help. slacking around after closing with junxiang and my girl was also enjoyable although i find the book to put back find like hell. haha!

sianz. i suddenly feel that working in popular is so meaningless. maybe it's time for a change of environment. any job recommendation?

--- ren de xin qing shi bu ke yi shui yi rang ren bai bu de ---

my music my style
11:55 PM


Friday, March 03, 2006

wake up at 1pm today. can you imagine it? wahaha. i'm a pig lah. hehe...

ate lunch and online a little until i am so BORED! went out to serangoon swimming pool to tan since got sun but wait for the bus so long until haiz. reach there and tan for a while cause not much sun. sianz. wasted my time.

currently addicted to angela's album "pan-do-ra". it's awsome. the way she slur over each of her note is wow, not easy. somehow i think that angela looks like someone i know after watching her dvd mv yesterday night. she look like my dear girl lah. really! i'm not joking. i don't know how to describe the similarity between both of them but yah, see for yourself if you got the chance to know my dear girl. hehe.

angela zhang shao han "gai ban" album

her pictorial book of pictures ~

angela's new show. i think it's nice. go watch the preview and you'll know.

her lyrics book pictures...

hehe. hope you enjoy the long entry of pictures for today...


my music my style
8:12 PM


Only Me

Duncan Chew
12/09/1987
Virgo
Info Comm Tech
Canoe Sprinting

Wishes

*Clothes accessories
*Crumpler - Quarfie size
*DS Lite (Blue)
*Earphone
*White shorts, white jeans
*Cardigan, Vest, t-shirts
*Levis Signature jeans
*Oakley shades
*Powerboat license
*Puma jacket
Running shoes
S.H.E - Play album
*Olympus/Lumix Camera
*MP4/Zen Stone
2GB Mini memory stick for k800i

Gossips

Loves

Nacc
Caps.Hotel
Caps.India
The Group

Adelene
Adrian
Aizat
AlexNg
Alfred
AlvinLee
AlvinSoo

Bernard
Brian

ChengFu
ChinKoon
Christabel
Clemence
Collin
Corinne
Cresencia

Daphne
Debbie
DeniseOh
Dennis

Edna
Edward
Eileen
Elva
Emily
EnQi
Ethan

FeliciaChin

Geraldine

Jacquelyn
Jappo
JeremyChua
JeremyLim
Jeric
JiaJun
JiaWei
JiaYing
JingJing
Jiun
JoleneChong
JoleneYeo
JolinTsai
JunHan
JunSheng
JunWei
Justina

KaiJie
KaMei
Karen
KellyPoon
Ken
Kevin

Lex
LiangCheng
LiWei
LingZhen

Marc
MeiTeng
Meng
Michelle
Minzhen

Nicole

PeiLin

Regina
Romeo

Serene
Shaun
ShiHua
ShuHui
Stanley
Stanwin

Vickie
Vincent

WeiQiang
WeiZheng

XiuLing

YongKang

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Reuben Kee - Back Home

There's a place that you will always know
It is where your heart knows it's home
And if you need to run from trouble or despair
It is where to go
Run back home

I went faraway to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dreams came when I was dreaming them at home

Every bird sees the sky as its home
To just fly and be free is a joy
Each night I have dreamt of being free to fly
But I've always known
The sky is not home

I went far away to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dream came
When I was dreaming them at home
The best dreams came
When I was dreaming them at home
Back Home

"回家"

你会永远知道有个地方
就是你心里的家
如果你要逃离烦恼和绝望
那就是你要去的地方
回家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦只有在家中做梦时才会浮现

鸟儿把天空当成家
能自由飞翔就是一种快乐
我每晚都梦见自己能像自由地飞
但我永远知道
天空不是我的家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
回家