Tuesday, January 31, 2006

cny chu 3 today and i went to work early in the morning. sad case right? i should not have mouth itchy agree to help hoon sung by going back to work but yah, suan le. earn more money and can see my darling also since she's working. anway, alfred let me work until 8pm cause i next day got school. muahaha. so good!

sianz. cny also so many people come buy BOOKS. thought cny cannot buy "shu" if not will LOSE all. well, let's bless that the lose all. lolx! evil me. *grins*

dotz. i went to buy concession for today cause wanna accompany my darling take bus home with her but in the end she want to walk home. haha! suan le. walk her until her house downstairs cause it's late and yah, not by any obligations but from the bottom of my heart! it's my honour leh...hehe...

eh, yah, you are not being thick-skinned. shi ni tai liao jie wo hai shi xing you ling xing? thought of fetching you home tomorrow since i end early but you don't know what time end so yah. hmm, nvm, next time bah. now to end of semester is so short yet so long. must remain focus and finish this semester well with decent grades ok? jia you~

Monday, January 30, 2006

wake up at 10+ am today cause i'm making spaghetti for lunch for the whole family! haha. got my mama's help in making the ingredients cause she want to have chicken in the ingredients and i don't know how to boil so yah...lolx! not bad lah the whole meal. hehe...

went out to temple in the afternoon after eating lunch. so bored lah. cny is so sianz suddenly so sianz for me. every year also same stuffs. visited sentosa after that cause my didi say want to go visit the flower exhibition there. nothing much when we went there. same old flowers display as last year and this year they use flowers to make the dog until so not like dog. look like pig or teddy bear lor. gosh! horrible.

tomorrow working. finally i got something to do instead of rotting at home. hope no customers so that i can slack and earn easy money. well, that's all! nothing interesting today...

Sunday, January 29, 2006

so early wake up today! 10+ am. so tired. rush like hell dressing up later cause everybody done with their dressing except me. still slowly dilly-dally with my clothes and hair. haha. went bai nian and yah, same old few places that we will usually go first every year. kinda boring but for the sake of ang paos. just go lor!

i like the time when i reach my grandma's house cause i can eat lunch. however this year couldn't get to taste her curry. she say the taste something wrong so think spoil already. eek. luckily yesterday my mama brought home some of her curry for lunch. so nice! her curry very nice. nonetheless, i still get to taste her dishes. her vegetables taste nice also. don't know how to describe but got a special taste lah. hmm, maybe "wai po jia de wei dao"?

kanna shoot as usual. my "gugu" and "ah yi" all ask me got gf or not, say so handsome, surely have de right? then i will erm...

my ah yi still say sure got a lot of girls in my class offer to help me buy things right? den i huh?!? DOTZ...think too much liao lah. i'm so ugly where will have such good things.

went to temple to pray in the afternoon and after that went for dinner at pizza hut. my papa treat. every year also eat pizza hut, quite sian already so suggested seoul garden but my papa see the food say not nice leh so in the end eat back same. dotz...

home sweet home after dinner. so lazy. ate new year goodies and slack around watching tv for the rest of the night. so tired so i want to rest more! hehe...

well, here is some pictures which i took on my parents car today when going out to bai nian.

me and my didi~

my cute didi!

myself...

--- wish everyone a happy chinese new year!!! ---

Saturday, January 28, 2006

wake up at 7+ am today though i was suppose to meet desmond at 7am. in the end, i msg him to change the time to 8am cause i'm so tired! hate waking up so early. how can you kill an night owl by asking him to wake up so early. haha...

went to have breakfast at 4th level foodcourt and went over to hougang to pei desmond dye his hair. waited so long and sat until i fall asleep in the salon. hehe. the red colour he dye not successful although susan (hairstylist) put until very light. she offer to dye for him again but he say forget it cause wait and sit until his butt pain already. lolx!

after that we went to swimming pool to tan cause i wanna maintain the tan look in me if not fade already so ugly how to go visit house for cny. haha. "ai mei de nan ren". finished tanning at around 2+ and look at my hp. gosh! darling is angry with me for not bringing her along. oh oh, don't know you want to tan mah. or you want to see fit guys at the pool? see me can already lah. wahaha...

rotting at home in the late afternoon. i help my parents to make ang paos to hang the plants outside my house and clean up my room. tv all the way while i was helping. now i shall enjoy the few days of slacking around not doing anything. i just love the feeling!

--- ni shi shi jie shang zhui mei de feng jing ---


27 Jan 2006 (Fri)

submitted everything of uid today. no more uid things! yeah~

oop on the way. shi hua has finished all the basic requirement so i've ask her to lend me her codes to study during cny break. hope i got time to do it. stress until i got 2 pimples on my face. so ugly la!

went to causeway point giordano to buy the belt. initially wanted to get brown colour cause darling say nicer for guys but no more XL so in the end, i got white instead. whatever i guess, as long as got decent belt to wear. the belt i'm wearing now so childish as what she say. haha!

took bus to hougang to dye my hair and so many people! sianz, the colour of my hair so bright and i don't like it. i think the hairstylist put too long already. i want my mama's hair colour! it's so dark and natural. haiz...suan le what's done is done.

i went back to popular to help them hang the "dui nian" promotion posters up and desmond as usual shouted so loud when he see me. pengz! didn't punch my card so yah, work FOC for popular tonight. hehe.

tomorrow going to accompany desmond to dye hair early in the morning at 7.30am cause salon 7am open already. hope there is sun after that cause we want to go tanning. hehe. gonna go sleep already. nitez!

Thursday, January 26, 2006

networking ca test today. so scary lah! imagine i do the online test with so much fear in my heart. phew! i didn't flung it. got 10 out of 15 marks. woohoo...

love the shopping part after school. i'm starting to have cny mood as i shop. hehe. thanks si bao for waiting so long for me to finish my school lesson and go shopping with me. i appreciate it a lot cause i know how i "torture" people when i start to shop. haha!

went cineleisure "jean perrie" shop and bought 2 tops cause i want to get the discount card and need to accumulate $200 receipt within a month. the sales guy recognise me lah. dotz! see, i must be too picky already when i try clothes until he remember me. hehe. $82.90 for both tops and i end up paying $72.90 cause i got 10 bucks voucher.

heeren side after that. i went to flesh imp to buy 1 top and 1 bottom cause now 18% off bottom with any top purchase. $97 in total and i paid $87 cause got 10 bucks voucher also. haha. gosh! i think the person somewhat recognise me also. eek! so eerie la. well, who cares as long as i'm done with my cny shopping.

saw cvss band juniors when i walk home. they just finished dinner after band practice and tomorrow school celebration until 12.30pm. orh! i miss sec sch but i got lesson until 3pm tomorrow and all the lessons very important so can't pon. sianz.

the grey lining got pictures like carved kind of design on it. so unique!

green tight fit v-neck tee. so nice lah! love it~

flesh imp top. the golden design so striking, haha...

street pants designed~

--- you are the one who can make me believe there's nothing i can't do ---

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

oop all the day. haiz, java really kills but i shall not give up since it is the course which i choose to go in. no matter what, i must endure and get my diploma!

don't feel like going to training today after school cause i got networking test tomorrow and friday must pass up stage 1 of oop, on how far we have done our codes. however, in the end i still went cause i don't want to feel guilty of skipping trainings. as usual, training was quite shiong. sprint 6 rounds around the track and 8 times up the grand stand. gosh! so shagged but the more shiong, the more we will improve! haha. i'm a bit crazy over canoeing now so don't bother about me. hehe...

oh. i saw bernard and henry at the gym. i was doing gym when i notice them and henry seem so shock to see me when he call me. haha. it has been a long time since i last saw them. to think that they from sp come over to np for some activity.

went home with clemence and alfred and clemence suddenly said that oh yah hor, we three are "xing fu de nan ren". all got gfs. then he say nono, alfred not consider cause of how he treat his gf. lolx! so funny la. talk about how he should treat his gf at times in the bus and yah, alfred ar, sometimes "tui rang" can solve everything de. don't too ego cause girls need to pamper too.

i finally got to listen to kelly's new album "ai wu li" songs. have been listening to 93.3fm everyday when i reach home. nice slow song sung by her. her album will be launch on 14 feb, valentine's day! haha...

--- wo hao xiang ni, ting jian le mah ---

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

wake up at 10+ am almost 11am today. so tired!!! i have difficulty sitting up of my bed cause my whole back so numb. rush and took bus to school. on time for my CATS lesson. skipped lunch cause i don't have time to eat as i wake up late. nonetheless, our class presented finish all our projects artifact and went off after 1/2 hour. so fast la! in the end, i went canteen 2 with yeepeng to have lunch while waiting for out snw class at 3pm. finish our lunch and rot for the next hour plus. so sianz! in the end i msg darling to chat with her. haha.

snw was hell for me la. first time i play badminton with so much force. keep on need to pick up shuttle and my pain so pain when bend down. after that still got badminton games. the side which lose do push ups. i was like huh! crazy sia~ haha, i never do push ups when our side lose cause i don't want to make it more worse if not tomorrow how to go training.

sianz! this week so many things to rush and hand in. BIS assignment must submit by tomorrow. gosh lor. orh...don't disturb me tonight!!!

Monday, January 23, 2006

the new start of the week. this weekend is cny liao but i still don't really have the mood leh when my group members all say they got no heart to study this week. did uid project after school at e-square and i was their dj while i was doing cause they say my laptop a lot of nice songs. pengz.

darling msg me in the afternoon and tell me that she's going to do badly for her marketing test. well, don't think too much ok since you have studied so hard on sunday. everything would just be fine. see my java so lan OOP common test get D leh. wahaha. i'm so happy i finally pass my java. maybe this semester i can get B for java already. yeah!

training was so-so today. everything was ok except the frog jump on the grand stand there steps. so steep and huge and we got to jump up 10 times. in the end my back so numb and pain that i can't even bend down and have to stand straight most of the time. dotz sia...gym was great with lex in my group. motivate me to do even heavier weights with him. haha...

after bathing, ruikun went to took serene's laptop and shoebag and went to hide at one corner when he saw serene. in the end, me and adrian have to act that we don't know her things are with us. so bad lah. make until she want to cry already then i soft hearted, wanted to tell her where her things are.

took bus from market back to kap opposite to take bus 74 back home with alfred. guess what? alfred and adrian was arguing that bus 61 cannot take to kap opposite when alfred keep on insist that he took with clemence before. quarrel until they two bet on whoever lose give the person maplestory money. 500 mesos. dotz! adrian won cause yah, bus 61 never go that bus stop. it go straight to np outside. haha.

orh! i'm so tired now. eyes closing already. i want to go sleep already. tomorrow lesson at 1pm. shiok ar. goodnitez...

Sunday, January 22, 2006

took nel train to boon keng in the morning and took cab down to kallang. reach within half an hour. that's so fast! haha. but that also means that i'm broke by the cab fee. actually i wanted to reach there at 7am to tape the paddles but wake up late cause i keep on press away my hp alarm when it rang. so tired! luckily in the end i was still able to tape the paddle.

was on t2 boat today with dennis senior. we didn't manage to paddle straight at first but later on, we get use to it le bah. he taught me some correct strokes and did sprinting training as usual follow by triangles. after sea training, we did punishments cause we bring out an extra t2 boat and there wasn't any seats in the boat. dotz. did 100 push ups that is hold down until 5 count then come up kind. did canoe PT also. lift the boat up with both our hands and switch sides after each counts by coach cher.

hmm, i'm not sunburnt today but the sun didn't cover up the peel skin on my hand. it's still quite obvious. gosh! i'll sure look bad on cny when i wear clothes. eek. hope got time go do sun tanning on my own the coming new week but i guess there's no time for me to do so cause so many projects to rush. sianz. suan le then. i don't need to appeal to anyone since i got my vickie darling already. hehe...

darling, sorry if sometimes i'm so quiet. i guess that's me bah but i will try to speak up more ok? hope that you won't feel weird with me cause i'm so to myself sometimes. whatever it is, let's just hope that this time, our relationship would be much more smooth going.

--- you will always gonna be my love, now and forever ---

Saturday, January 21, 2006

almost late for work today cause i overslept and forget to take my nametag after i left home. haha. so blur of me!

not many people today maybe it's because of the cny season. people are busy buying clothes and goodies rather than buying books. eat same slot with my darling because liwei say she don't want to eat 1pm slot. haha. thanks liwei! i'm so blessed to spend my time with her even though it's just 1 day/week that i get to see her.

went metro to walk after work cause liwei want to look for some stuffs. saw jacquelyn at metro when she use her shoe bag to beat me. haha. went home after that and yah, i feel bad for not seeing my darling to at least her house downstairs.

tomorrow got sea training early in the morning. this time i'm going to tell myself to be early and not repeat the same mistake last sunday.

Friday, January 20, 2006

school life was busy today. rush to hand up bis project cause give the lecturer check last minute still got typo error and some phrasing problems here and there. in the end we went to change it and realise that we couldn't upload it again. in the end e-mail the whole work to the lecturer to help us change it. so dotz lor.

rush off to do cats project. when i reach there, my group members finish about half the model already so the remaining i just sit there and help out a bit lor. hehe. they are so fast sia. finish the whole thing before 5pm.

rush off again to block 18 for committee meeting after that. i thought i was late but when i reach there, onli saw alvin, lianne and lex. went toilet after putting my stuffs down cause i haven't been to toilet almost the whole day! so busy sia me today. hehe...

hmm, comm meeting was quite fun. seen the other side of the seniors. they aren't really that serious and strict. yah, i guess everyone got their fun side too. AGM is coming soon after cny. i'm in charge of treasurer work together with rudith. collect money ar so sprinters, hand up money on time if not i will bug you all like hell liao. wahaha...i guess agm is going to be fun cause they plan until very nice so don't need to regret. it's going to be fun!

talentquest audition results out already. nahz i'm not in. phew! don't need go on stage sing for the remaining rounds but this shows that there are more pro people in singing than me. hmm. jia you bah. my dreams is so far yet so near de feeling. lolx~

Thursday, January 19, 2006

lesson was pretty ok today except for networking. mr sunir taught the calculation stuffs and it's so confusing la! gosh...i must revise myself already cause next week got test.

went school a bit early in the morning cause it's chin chuan's birthday and my group people bought cake and spray to celebrate for him. waited at the corridor for him but in the end, he was at the toilet cause he say he know we waiting for him. wahaha. spray like hell on him. after that cut cake already karen poke in 1 of the candle in the cake and ask him to use his mouth to take out. he was quite unwilling at first but later he did. while he was taking out the candle using his mouth, i went to push him down but he didn't went down. in the end i push the cake on his face. lolx! oops, i'm so bad. i better escape during my birthday cause i make so many people on their birthday. hehe...

completed bis assignment already. phew! uid project on the way to completion and yah, the BIG headache assignment will start next monday and that's JAVA OOP!!! eek. 3 weeks to finish up the programme and i guess i will mai tou ku gan during cny also since the time frame is so short.

oh yah, got 19/25 for my uid common test. that's like 76/100 when converted. if everything goes well, this semester confirm got 1 B already if not even A. hehe. meiteng and shi hua say i die le la, get so high for uid, later major go into e-business then no future leh. it's like anybody also can design website. how?!? i don't want to go into e-business! that's why i put it behind behind in the choices. haiz. i must chiong even harder for networking. i want to major in networking!!!

hmm... my darling seems so stress up by her projectsss. relax ok? everything will be fine de. remember to sleep well and eat well even though you are thinking of finishing your projects every moment. don't overwork yourself until sick ok? me heart pain de leh and also if you sick, cannot enjoy cny. it's just next weekend so take good care of yourself can?

--- ru guo wo neng gou mai yi shu mei gui hua gei ni, wo hui ba yi zhi shu jiao mei gui fang zhai na shu mei gui hua de zhong jian rang hou gao shu ni, we men de ai qing zhi hui jie shu ru guo mei ge mei gui hua dou ku wei le ---

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

i message vickie in the morning and ask her and yah, she really agreed! wahaha. i promise that i will treat you well ok. love you darling! *muacks* lolx...

don't be affected by anything ok cause yah, ai qing shi bu neng mian qiang de and once you have found the correct person then don't fang qi bah. don't fang qi me leh! hehe...okok, i better stop before my darling puke in front of her computer with all the dotz lines on her face.

training today was great. did gym sessions only after warm up. didn't run campus cause it was still raining heavily after we finish gym. celebrated syaz, regina, dennis and hazmi's birthday cause it's all around the corner. alvin suggested us to play "blood brothers" then after playing all of us can grab hold of them and dump them into the bin. hiak hiak. so evil of us all. dennis so cham sia. kanna spray cold water then carried into the bin. gosh! still got shampoo pour on top of his hair. regina escaped and was walking beside jiaying when everyone was playing. in the end, i went to chase her and pull her cause jiaying was like pointing to me to pull regina. lolx. luckily got more and more people come and help me carry her in the bin. pai seh ar regina. hope you enjoy the bin session. muahaha...

after the birthday girls and guys got out of the bin, they went around chasing people to make the soap on them and regina so scary la. keep on run away from her to avoid her cause she's like a mad woman running about to make people. dennis kanna cake on his face after he went to chase liang cheng and lost him. in the end liang cheng was behind him without him knowing. so funny!

went home after that cause i suppose my mama has left food for me. in the end, no! i went to cook maggi mee after bathing and yah, it has been a long time since i ate maggi mee. nice sia.

this week gonna be busy clearing projects. uid, bis and cats. hang on sia! soon it will be cny break + open house break straight so i can rot like hell. i miss rotting now!!!

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

cats n snw was real bored today. i'm beginning to hate IS. it's just an extra thing so as to make us an all rounder person. lame isn't it? sianz...

maybe it's a good day after all? vickie mark the questions she post me yesterday which i do until 2+ cause i reach home kinda late after training and eating dinner with the sprinters. hmm, i msg her after that and ask her where's my chance cause her friend Yu give the guy a chance after doing the questions. she replied me that "ok" which i thought was referring to other things and she say suan le, my chance just flown pass, try next time bah. i was like huh?!? in the end, i told her that i don't care, the "ok" is agree le right and she say she studying and her handphone vibrating and irritating her. dotz. why am i so "wood" leh. eek!

so vickie, you are my official darling now le is it? i take it as a YES ok since you say until like that. i know you shy la. wahaha...

hmm, guo mei mei's new album containing good songs are out already. not sure whether it's sold in singapore cause the net put taiwan's version. she show her face already leh! got the song she sang as the ending show song in "ai de zhang meng ren".

click here to see the album + her face >>> Guo Mei Mei

--- yuan lai ai qing shi xing fu de ---

Monday, January 16, 2006

lessons today was horrible. reach class quite late and on my laptop. after a while do group activity already without me having the time to know what mr phoon had just teach. dotz. in the end, i spend the rest of the java lessons surfing net. networking lesson got a difficult chapter today. the whole chapter that mr sunir teach i was like huh?!? so chim leh. gosh. i better make sure i don't break the promise to myself. i must pass the final paper no matter what!

training was so-so. there wasn't many people cause some of them were still involved in the agm interview. i just felt i didn't do my best for gym. i thought i could do better in gym. jia you bah, i can do it! almost kill lex and jeremy while doing biceps station. 2 times drop the weights while they were assisting me and lex got a shock out of his life cause he was standing in front of me. haha. he even said that he want to remember the time go and buy 4D. pengz.

had dinner with them at the market and went home after that. just visited talentquest website for updates and they put that the audition results will be out next wednesday 25 jan 2006. gosh! should i pray hard to be in or what? if in must go on stage to sing leh. gosh. hmm, let god decide for me then. haha!


i found a website in jiaying's blog about handwriting analysis. quite interesting though although the analysis true to some extent only.

Handwriting Analysis >>> Click to do if you want!

Here's my handwriting and my analysis...

The results of your analysis say:
You plan ahead, and are interested in beauty, design, outward appearance, and symmetry. You are a person who thinks before acting, intelligent and thorough. You are diplomatic, objective, and live in the present. You are not very reserved, impatient, self-confident and fond of action. You enjoy life in your own way and do not depend on the opinions of others.

- true meh? haha...i not very reserved meh? thought i so zhi bi at times. lolx. patient i agree cause i can wait for somebody for hours if the person is late when i'm meeting him/her. anyway, just a website to kill boredom! -

Sunday, January 15, 2006

training early in the morning at 8.30am. i was late by so long cause i pack my bag until very long then leave the house. got to make sure i brought along my cds, passport size pic for the talentquest audition. when i wake up in the morning to make milo for my breakfast, scald my left hand cause i press the hot water that time suddenly sneeze, then all the hot water on my hand. pain si wo le!

did 100 push ups as punishment for being late and 50 push ups for warm ups. did stations after that. waited for cher to come after doing and went out to sea. did 1000m, 500m sprint dash and 6-30, 6-25, 6-20. totally shagged after that. stepped the footrest so hard while sprinting that the last hole of the footrest broke. dotz! did stations again after washing boats. after that, lex call those who reach on time this morning to do 200 push ups as a way of showing that we are as a team. haiz, i feel so guilty to go late for training today seeing how they do when everyone is like so shagged. ok i shall make sure i reach early for training from today onwards. i don't want people to do punishments for me.

rush to tanjong pagar tinybox music school for my audition cause it was suppose to be at 3pm but i ended training late. luckily a lot of people there and the person just ask me to queue up. not bad this time i guess. sing clear voice with mike. starting a bit choke but after that ok le. hehe. pray hard for the best bah. hope my "jie kou" song have touched the judge heart. haha.

cut my hair after that and went home for dinner. so tired now but i still got bis assignment to do. i want to sleep!!!

Saturday, January 14, 2006

omg, i did cashier again today cause hoon sung said that ivy quitted. hmm, i wonder why she quit. cashier so scary meh? it's the most slackest job although most of the time stress when long queue. hehe...but then, at least don't need to carry stocks here and there and walk here and there mah. dotz leh. "shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu".

alright, i change my phone number already so guys and girls, please save my number!

my new number is 91262404 -

next time try not to sms me although i got 1000sms (500 to anyone, 500 to singtel users).

call me ok? i got free incoming calls. wahaha...

so cheap sia singtel student plan. now $19.90 for 1st year then 2nd year onwards normal price of $25.20. still got free nokia 6610i phone, bu na bai bu na. can use as spare phone. got a lot more freebies (hongbaos, stationery, small mini radio etc).

think i got to start copying down all the contacts on a paper and put in my new sim card le. will tell everybody when i'm done with copying my contact numbers. meanwhile, those who see my blog, can help me spread my new number also. thankz...

--- wo xiang ai shang ni yi jing chen le wo de xi guang le ---

Friday, January 13, 2006

today is the friday 13th. finally i see the SUN when i wake up. it's finally sun after so many days of rain. not really sleepy today cause all the 3 buses to school got seats to sit and sleep. haha! bus 184 got lots of seats today especially. i wonder how come not so many people at that time when it should be damm squeezy.

bis assignment and uid website is going to complete soon and i'm glad that my group members are so hardworking. they really spur me on not to slack.

went to find mr jalal after school but he was having snw lesson. in the end, i went to the library to rot cause i got agm interview at 6pm. saw vickie online and chatted with her. hmm, i just read her blog entry and yah, maybe i don't understand her sometimes. i don't know really whether we can last how long suddenly. all i can say that i just want to be clear-hearted like what i use to be before i fall in love with her. perhaps falling in love with a gemini is a mistake and i have been cheating myself all this while. sometimes i tell myself to give you time but often i realise that time is starting to show my unsecure feeling for you.

alright, now for the agm meeting part. i went to the venue and was suppose to wait outside for my slot and meanwhile i was suppose to fill up the person i had in mind for each of the post. i had a difficult time filling up the posts for the polo side cause i don't know them well and we didn't really have time to mix with each other because of the trainings for our individual competitions. the waiting was quite long cause dennis was being questioned for about 1/2 hour. gosh! in the end, i went to find mr jalal again to tell him about the boat and paddles stuffs.

when it was my turn, i went into the room and start to answer the questions alvin, lianne, weiqiang, lex was asking me. peter was sitting beside listening quietly. phew! if not 1 more person to shoot me. so pai seh sia. i start to talk in english and soon after, i break into chinese and keep on talk in chinese. dotz. in the end, alvin say "if you feel comfortable with chinese then go ahead, wo de hua yu bu cuo de worx". orh! make me so malu sia. hehe...

heard that alvin and lianne got video down the interviews and i never even notice when i'm talking all the while. really WOOD leh. die le. agm meeting just post up the video of mine and name it "the most CHINESE of the meeting". argh, i'm going to be a real laughing stock. maybe i was too nervous cause i'm being shoot with so many difficult questions and there is even a part when i was ask to act out. pengz! nonetheless, the interview ended with some guidance from the seniors. they aren't that scary anyway. lolx...

waited for the rest of them to finish their interviews and was introduced to this game "Who What Huh" by geraldine or jiaying. so fun sia minus the part when jeremy lim and hazmi was taking on my retardness and keep on pass through me to each other until i go so BLUR! nice game. i shall play more to practice so that i make them next time. wahaha...

dead tired now. i just want to sleep and have energy to work tomorrow. hope that tomorrow will be a free and easy day for me. keke...

Thursday, January 12, 2006

haiz...guess what i got for today as a present from mr sunir?

networking common test result. as expected, i flung it cause i didn't write so well. all those which i memorise i don't know the question wants so i never put in. haiz. wasted all my efforts. i promise i will chiong and pass this module no matter what. a promise should not be broken and i will abide by it. yah, i can do it!

--- zai wo zui hei an cui luo de shi ke, wo zhi kan jian ni ---

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

cold morning. this week has been raining almost everyday non-stop. bus traffic today was quite smooth despite the bad weather. phew! however i don't have seats to sleep. so tired sia. orh, i'm almost dozing off every lesson today. shucks...

hmm, assignments are coming up and BIS assignment must hand in before going off for cny. why like that? orh. torture us sia. sianz...

i'm still reminded of yesterday's "pei ni qu shopping" show. they got show Ministry of Sound. i think it's a pub or something bah. so nice sia. i want to go! haha...i want to sing kbox also. must REN ar. let this semester faster finish so that i can go out play like hell. yeah!

alright, nothing much to mention about today already. just hope i can do something for training later with my injured hands. hehe...

--- ni rang wo huo de geng jing cai ---

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

raining all day long! eek. nonetheless, i still meet si bao to go shopping. went heeren, cineleisure and ps. guess what? i spend so much within a few hours that i feel so bad. hehe...

bought a jacket/blazer at jean perrie shop in cineleisure and it cost me a bomb already. so expensive sia. $142.40 after 5% discount. the person very good, still give me a lot of clothes to try but try until i very scare cause i won't buy so many and he treat me like big customer. pengz! in the end i also never buy jeans and tees cause too expensive already. 1 jeans 100+. dotz!

went over to ps to buy the shoes i want cause heeren don't have the size i want and ps got the stock. luckily i still manage to get the shoes when i reash ps cause got one customer trying the shoes. haha...

well, lazy to explain. see the pictures i have taken. wahaha...

my new nike shoe! cost $124.95. so exp!

side view...

my new blazer, eh, it's not this colour! a bit dark greenish kind.

combine with tee. i wanna get v-neck tee also. hehe...

--- bing leng de tian qi, rang wo gan dao ai de wen nuan ---

Monday, January 09, 2006

rainy day today. the whole day the sky was raining. so cold!!! went school for lessons as normal and went king albert park for lunch in the afternoon cause roslind was coming to join us for lunch. chatted with her for quite a while and went off back to school for my cca.

training was great today with a warm-up objective i guess cause we did rather light physical activity. i guess it is to let our body warm up cause we have not being exercising for about 3 weeks. campus run with stops in between to do jumping jet, leg lifts and birdies almost kill me. i told myself not to give up and continue running. how can i be so weak just because of a few weeks of no trainings. hehe...gym sessions was not enough for me cause i can only do some station. i went to do the biceps station and my hands ended up bleeding. sianz...in the end do sit ups. haha...

tomorrow is public holiday! yeah, my rest day has finally come. i want to sleep longer and go out shopping for my cny clothes. i shall enjoy myself tomorrow. wahaha...

now i'm so bored cause vickie just went offline about 5 mins ago. it reminded me of many times when i went online and she went offline just a few minutes also. wow, why are we like always walking in different direction but ended up meeting each other after a while later? hmm, just a sudden thought. don't need care about what am i saying. hehe...

clemence just told me that he's attached. wow. lian ai zhong de zhi wei zhen hao right? too bad i'm still waiting for the someone to nod her head. hmm. maybe deng dai zhong de guo chen ye shuan shi lian ai bah.

--- you ni shuo de ai, zhai yong xing fu chu mo you shang ---

Sunday, January 08, 2006

today is my last day in cashier department cause there are a lot of cashiers working on saturday so i kanna transfer to receiving room to do stocks. gosh, i will miss cashier but yah, do stocks don't need to serve customers, so shiok ar. i don't need to increase my blood pressure level cause i will not have any idiot customers to "qi" me. yeah!

was suppose to do counter 1 today but hoon sung ask me to let yvonne learn how to do. hmm, at first still ok with her but then when long queue, gosh, she still can slowly gentle do de. the way she do irks me. she can talk so softly until the customers cannot hear her. orh! i don't know how to explain la but those of you who seen her do cashiering can really faint. now i will realli change my impression of demure girls. they are so "wen rou" and yucky. wah, luckily when i teach vickie cashier, she not so gentle, if not i will scold her until like hell. aww, suddenly i feel that vickie is so perfect. just the perfect angel for me. muahaha...

guess what? short $17.77 when i close the cashier tonight. orh! i hate it. i never touch much and i have to pay also cause i got touch counter. yucks. i'm so damm broke liao. hope hoon sung don't ask me to pay him. sianz.

oh yah, my hand condition is getting more and more bad. keep on poke by books and file today as i pack until it bleed and dry up. gosh! tomorrow how to do push ups and gym. haiz...

--- rang wo xiang qi le we men shi zhe me ren shi de ---

Saturday, January 07, 2006

my hand. "man" or not? hehe...

close-up view...

--- suddenly i feel so drifted apart from you ---

Friday, January 06, 2006

oop was easy today but no time do finish. the last question so easy to earn marks la. eek! i no time to do it. sianz. i hope i won't get an F back this time. hate to chiong like hell just because i don't want to fail the module.

went east coast park after my last paper with my classmates. yeah! they learn roller blading cause they are joining the inline skating cca while i rent a bicycle. $6 for one hour and free one hour cause weekdays. zhi hao teach me how to balance at first and give me a lecture on how to ride bicycle. after that i try on my own and suddenly i dunno why, i just push myself forward very fast and put my legs on it and yah, wee! i know how to cycle le. so shock also myself. got a few times when i lost control but i slowly learn how to control. shi hua say am i human or not, learn so fast within an hour. haha...i guess it's due to canoeing cause balancing.

weiqiang captain, i know how to cycle already! i still remember when i start to paddle on T1, i couldn't balance and keep on capsize so you told me to go learn bicycle when i'm free so that i can balance well on my boat. "wo zhuo dao le!" hehe...

cycle to bedok jetty and was trying to learn how to u-turn and guess what? my bike went so fast that it lost control and BANG the lampost. phew i ejected out of the bicycle fast. in the end, the bicycle's chain came out so i walk back from bedok jetty. dotz!

so many blisters on my hand now. pain si wo le. guess i grip too hard when i start to learn that time. sianz. tomorrow how to paddle like that? orh. nvm, like that then "man" mah. lolx...

--- all i can think of is to live with you happily ever after ---

Thursday, January 05, 2006

got a shock out of my life when i wake up at 12+ today. thought it's still early but when i see my hp, gosh la! ask my mama whether she's free to drive me to np to collect things from weizheng cause i don't want to travel by bus to and fro like hell. thanks mama for driving me there. hehe...on the way back home, she ask me whether want to learn car driving or not, can go register liao. wah, nan dao she want to pay for me? i want to learn! but like no time to dig out to learn leh. haiz...sat work, sunday canoeing. where still got time?

as i was in my mama's car. i heard a woman call in the fm to ask billy for help cause she's already in her 4th stage of "wei ai" (gastric cancer). last stage of cancer already. so poor thing, then talk until she want to cry like that. my mama then tell me that must eat regularly if not stomach nothing to digest will prone to get this illness. she say that my uncle's wife got nose cancer and die also. haiz. later the dj say that more and more people are being diagnosed with cancer nowadays. hmm, at that point of time i was thinking how come last time people so strong and healthy with no illness while we people now are being found out to have this and that illness.

thinking back, i recall the one time when i never eat in the morning and just drank cold milk from the fridge and went out. halfway outside, my stomach so pain until i cannot stand up straight and i even cry out. that's really so painful lor. hope i don't get that again cause since young, my gastric always got problem. eek...

so vickie darling, you better eat your meals and not skip ok? don't need to scare that you fat or what, i will still want you de! just eat when it's mealtime.

suddenly in msn, she ask me a suspicious question...

vickie: "ehh if u start cca, i wun see u on9 daily liao right"

me: "hmm, yah lor?"

me: "y"

me: "coz in sch cannot sign in msn"

me: "n if i end early for tt day, will do project until nite den go home lor"

vickie: "nth luh,just asking ):"

eh, what was that suppose to mean? haha...is it really just purely asking or not? i certainly hope there's more to it. haha...

--- you shi hou wo hui xiang ru guo wo men hai zai yi qi, ye xu wo men ye hui xiang bie ren na yang xin fu ---

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

uid paper was pretty easy today. so happy! confirm can pass, only thing what grade will i get? haha..die le la, my nf confirm come out F. i'm so scare...*jaws trembling* lolx.

thanks to my classmate for telling me that there's no paper tomorrow. i thought it's friday tomorrow and there is oop paper. phew! if not later i go school for nothing make a fool out of myself. dotz.

alright, got read nacc blog? gosh la. lex say qm maybe cut down to 1 qm. omg. i hope we 3 can remain cause jaime ownself do also so "xing ku" le. 3 is to lighten our burden mah. just hope for the best bah.

got scolded by mr lim (sdba) cause the dragonboat race pay paper and borrowed lifevests for marathon not yet return. he hang up my phone after lecturing me. dotz! hope sat meet him to return don't get kill by him. lolx.

--- ni shi wo xin zhong wei yi de nu hai ---

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

networking paper was horrible sia. think i'm going to get a F for the paper. even mcq also dunno tikam which choice. sianz. memorise so much information go in end up never fa hui out. so yucks. just hope that i can get at least a D. i don't want an F!!! haiz...

tomorrow uid paper. hope it's going to be easy. although 25 mcq only, but hope don't have those choices that you don't even know choose what.

god bless me for my common test. i want to pass all of the papers...

--- wo xiang wo hui yi zhi den xia qu de ---

Monday, January 02, 2006

went king albert park macdonald to study with my classmates together. revise through networking for tomorrow and now i must say i know where is the important thing to focus on studying.

hmm, after reading her blog entry. i feel so disappointed and sad. perhaps she's true that maybe it's because of the holiday break that we became so close. i know that i always place my cca as one of my important priority. cca is important than work, that i know that she can see especially when i even want to sacrifice to give up work just for marathon. maybe that's why she got to be understanding if ever she is my gf. i know that i can't provide adequate time for her but i think that time is not a factor in a relationship. it's the amount of quality time spend on each other.

okok, i should not be so chim. it's a bit difficult to digest what am i thinking and saying it out but frankly speaking, i am hurt by her post but yah, i am glad she didn't hide her thoughts thereby saying out in her blog entry. maybe i still cannot give her the confirmation that she wants. maybe she thinks that she will be neglected if ever we are together.

she said that as long as our heart remain as one, nothing can ever change but i don't like what we are now. maybe that's just my opinion but i feel insecure at times also. i'm afraid i put all my feelings in her for nothing in the end. i'm afraid someday i will fall for other girls seriously cause people are telling me to give her up. why wait so long? i'm afraid that one day i don't understand her anymore. so many afraidsSs!!!

whatever it is, i don't want to influence her decision. maybe as what she said, no amount of obstacles can block us if our heart remains as one.

--- ye xu wo men dou zhai xun zhao, shu yu ai qing tou ming de ju hao ---

Sunday, January 01, 2006

i hate the day! last day of 20% promotion and there is the never ending long queues with people buying and buying like nobody's business. even though i had ivy as my packer, but it's still torturing. my back so pain sia. haiz. luckily ivy isn't so gentle like yvonne if not i will SCREAM! gosh la. kawaii mei so nice meh? muahaha...oops! i still thought which new chio bu cashier come work, chey!

vickie, you are still mine!!! don't run away. hehe...

thought she won't turn up but in the end when i saw her, i was so happy. she brightens up my day!

saw cvss canteen sell drinks de auntie at night at my queue and i gave her 20% discount. haha. glad she recognise me cause always back school during holidays for band practice last time. she ask me why so long never go back le. no heart sia. dotz! no time mah, hehe...i also want to go back de. i miss band!

--- i hope we can be more than now cause i hope to do more things for you ---

Only Me

Duncan Chew
12/09/1987
Virgo
Info Comm Tech
Canoe Sprinting

Wishes

*Clothes accessories
*Crumpler - Quarfie size
*DS Lite (Blue)
*Earphone
*White shorts, white jeans
*Cardigan, Vest, t-shirts
*Levis Signature jeans
*Oakley shades
*Powerboat license
*Puma jacket
Running shoes
S.H.E - Play album
*Olympus/Lumix Camera
*MP4/Zen Stone
2GB Mini memory stick for k800i

Gossips

Loves

Nacc
Caps.Hotel
Caps.India
The Group

Adelene
Adrian
Aizat
AlexNg
Alfred
AlvinLee
AlvinSoo

Bernard
Brian

ChengFu
ChinKoon
Christabel
Clemence
Collin
Corinne
Cresencia

Daphne
Debbie
DeniseOh
Dennis

Edna
Edward
Eileen
Elva
Emily
EnQi
Ethan

FeliciaChin

Geraldine

Jacquelyn
Jappo
JeremyChua
JeremyLim
Jeric
JiaJun
JiaWei
JiaYing
JingJing
Jiun
JoleneChong
JoleneYeo
JolinTsai
JunHan
JunSheng
JunWei
Justina

KaiJie
KaMei
Karen
KellyPoon
Ken
Kevin

Lex
LiangCheng
LiWei
LingZhen

Marc
MeiTeng
Meng
Michelle
Minzhen

Nicole

PeiLin

Regina
Romeo

Serene
Shaun
ShiHua
ShuHui
Stanley
Stanwin

Vickie
Vincent

WeiQiang
WeiZheng

XiuLing

YongKang

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Reuben Kee - Back Home

There's a place that you will always know
It is where your heart knows it's home
And if you need to run from trouble or despair
It is where to go
Run back home

I went faraway to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dreams came when I was dreaming them at home

Every bird sees the sky as its home
To just fly and be free is a joy
Each night I have dreamt of being free to fly
But I've always known
The sky is not home

I went far away to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dream came
When I was dreaming them at home
The best dreams came
When I was dreaming them at home
Back Home

"回家"

你会永远知道有个地方
就是你心里的家
如果你要逃离烦恼和绝望
那就是你要去的地方
回家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦只有在家中做梦时才会浮现

鸟儿把天空当成家
能自由飞翔就是一种快乐
我每晚都梦见自己能像自由地飞
但我永远知道
天空不是我的家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
回家