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Saturday, September 30, 2006

i'm dead tired now. regretted being a nice guy by agreeing jiaying to help out at the breast cancer dragonboat event today. it's a charity event so there's no pay.

had to reach there like early in the morning 8am and it was a rainy day. halfway through it began to pour heavy and it's like damm freaking cold staying under the shelter with strong cold winds blowing against you. total madness.

sorry to you guys (jiaying, elva, serene, junsheng, geraldine) if i appear to be dead tired and extremly quiet today. my brain juice is dead from caps hotel and maybe i should have stayed home to hibernate.

well, i shall sleep early tonight and hopefully i got strength for training tomorrow. i haven't been training since last saturday. so afraid to lose my feel-ing for k1.

elva, blue havaianas slippers rocks right?

geraldine, you got nice fringe. muahahahaha!!!!!

--- thanks to all who tagged. without you all, caps hotel won't be a success too *applause* ---

my music my style
9:09 PM


Friday, September 29, 2006

back from my long MIA-ing. apologise to all my blog fans for not updating cause i'm like super duper busy for the many days. now that caps hotel has come to an end, i can finally rest my brain and REST till all i want. *phew*

23 September 2006 (Sat) & 24 September (Sun)

i was busy helping out sava sprint, dragonboat event at bedok reservoir the 2 days. wee! i'm so happy that we didn't have to move dragonboats. just mainly slacking there with the canoeist and later on i was called to be the video-man for the races. haha.

we are so free that lex and jeremy are playing games on jeremy's checkered slipper. so embarrasing ok? all people who walk by came to see them play.

120 bucks in total for both days and what's more satisfying is that we got free havaianas slippers voucher. it was suppose to be the prizes for the dragonboat people but in the end there were still leftover so jason gave us. woohoo! it's like 10 of us are helping out and we earn 2 slippers each cause the prize is for a 25 crew dragonboat.

i top up 5 bucks for each pair of my slippers and i'm so happy now that i got new slippers. yeah! another wishlist item cleared. now i have new slippers when school reopen. yippee.

new pretty slippers i had. elva is so jealous my size got that yellow-green design slipper. muahaha. elva, i rock!

25 September 2006 - 29 September 2006 (Mon-Fri)

it's CAPS Hotel. like finally!

we had lots and lots of things to do for the whole caps. like checking of boats, buying of this and that for the expedition and even the schedule for it.

1st day of camp was a bit unexpected for the games and i had to send brian to control the situation while me and benedict was settling the day 2 launching off stuffs. i'm glad after debriefing that day night, all of them listen to our comments and choose to participate more actively. at night after everything me, brian, benedict, lianghuo and yang still have to go around the petrol stations nearby school just to buy petrol for the speedboat. the back gate was locked and we had to walk out from the front gate all the way to the 3 petrol stations. goodness!

after filling it, we still have to bring back all the many tins of petrol back to school. night shift after that to look after the petrols cause we were afraid it might explode if we put inside the air-con room so we took turns to stay outside to watch the petrols.

the 2nd day of expedition was kind of alright besides the sorting out of boats. mr jalal, our club advisor was down at kallang to watch us launch off. so thoughtful of him. he even gave me his malaysia house no. so that i can contact him anytime. well, just to ensure that he has a good night sleep every night, i promise to sms him of our happenings every night. lol.

luckily the slight rain clear after that and we continue on our plan to set off to st. john island. everything went smooth throughout until the last part when we were reaching st. john. the cheif expedition leader alvin and romeo capsize due to the strong waves and it just so happen that their doubles boat is short of 1 buoyancy. the whole boat was like half submerged into the sea and alfred had to jump off his speedboat to save the whole situation. kinda kind of scary if the whole boat really submerge into the sea.

sleeping at the island was like so SHIOK. once i lie on my bed, i fell into dreamland like instantly. sleep was like few minutes, few hours until the night when me and brian lied on bed from 12am until the next day 10am. wahaha! after that we realise that the more we sleep, the more we feel tired so we decided to go walk around and make sure everything is going on well.

pretty glad that everything went on smoothly and the campfire night was fun! never had i expect we seniors to draw different faces emotions on our stomach and cheering. hehe. peter's chinese certainly shock us all. no one knew his chinese is so good. haha! the people also roll brian over the sand cause it's his birthday. poor brian.

last night of debrief was a unique one. the one which jaime did for all committee members if caps golf comm people still remember. sorry guys, i couldn't control my emotions and broke down during the opening even though i had like prepare a brief idea of what i want to say. hope you people enjoy the last night's debrief though it's a long one. heez.

you people did great for the whole expedition and i hope that your passion for canoeing club will always burn as strong as the fire burning the candle.

well, lots of things to write still but if i continue blabbering on, the whole page of my blog would be filled with caps hotel stuffs.

just wanna say i really enjoy myself a lot and it certainly feels great to see all of the juniors strongly bonded together after the whole expedition. well, let's all meet again at caps reloaded!

for now, i shall take some time off to slack for a little before chiong-ing again for caps reloaded and my trainings. hee.

benedict: if you want to recover fast and go back to polo trainings, then please please please take care of your back. stop carrying heavy things, playing games and all sports when your back isn't ok yet. promise me ok? i don't want to lose such a good member like you in nacc.

--- memories of caps hotel are unforgettable with great juniors like you all ---


my music my style
11:02 PM


Friday, September 22, 2006

wake up in the late morning and slowly get ready to meet benedict to go mpa for the permit once again. so glad that the permit is on the way to be approve. just left some left-out details to fill in and change. like FINALLY!

i'm so happy! chin chuan sms me in the morning and ask me to check my timetable for the networking module classes and woohoo! me, meiteng, shi hua, weiqiang, yu bing and zhi hao same class. karen and chin chuan another class. omg!

i got back my nicest networking lecturer mr francis soh from last semester and also mr fulu from my 1st semester. super delighted. at least my grades would be better a little. *grins*

however my ooad2 lecturer is pamela. she's like so fierce kind. die already.

alright, gonna be busy with caps hotel again. will update if i have time.

now enjoy Jolin's new album MV.

Jolin Tsai - 唯舞独尊




--- caps hotel is driving me crazy! *pull hairs* ---

my music my style
8:34 PM


Thursday, September 21, 2006

Got tagged by Marc!

1) Single/taken/crushing? Single and Enjoining it!

2) Are you happy with your life now? Ya of cause.

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast? Hmm...depends.

4) You had your heart broken? Ya sometimes.

5) Do you believe there are circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? NO. they ought to be shot dead!

6) Would you take someone back when he/she cheats on you? BIG nono.

7) Have you talked about marriage with another person before? Yah.

8) Do you want children? Yes

9) How many? A Boy & A Girl

10) Would you consider adoption? No. cause i am strong enough to have children. wahaha!!!

11) If someone likes you right now, what would be the best way for he/she to let you know? Drop me hints?

12) Do you enjoy getting into relationships? Hmm...depends on situation. Currently No.

13) Be honest, wht is the furthest you and your ex did? Why you kpo? Haha.

14) Do you believe in love at first sight? Yah.

15) Are you romantic? Don't Know.

16) Do you believe you can change someone? Hmm. if the person choose not to reflect after giving my advice, then up to him/her.

17) If you could be married of somewhere, where would it be? Korea or Japan.

18) Do you give in easily when you're fighting? No.

19) Do you have feelings for someone now? Yah. My k1 boat. *smiles*

20) Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up? Yah. Well forget it already lah.

21) Have you ever broken a heart? Yah.

22) If one day your best friend and you fall deeply in love with the same person, what would you do? Hmm...I will give up if my love for the person isn't strong but i'll fight on if i really love her a lot!

23) Are you missing someone now? Yah. My dear blue-black k1 boat at kallang. Aww!

People I tagged: Vickie, Wei Qiang, Jeremy, Jun Xiang

my music my style
8:17 PM


Wednesday, September 20, 2006

i shall blog today though i'm busy with caps hotel. wah lao, i'm so pleased with my k1 performance today.

i row 2 triangles and capsize 3 times.

1 time - when i want the juniors on T2 to hold onto my boat, but when they hold that time, it just capsize.

1 time - when i was paddling halfway, my tape came off so i struggle to remove it and capsize.

1 time - really lost balancing after turning from the bridge.

so on the whole, i only capsize 1 time cause the 1st 2 times wasn't intentional capsize. wee! the 3rd time i capsize after turning around merdeka bridge, i capsize and everyone was far behind and jeremy was far in front. the boat of sp canoe polo people on dragonboat saw me and came over to help me up. luckily my boat did not have a lot of water so i told them to get me back into the boat. so surprise that they know i'm from np and it's a new k1 raptor boat.

the 2nd triangle i was paddling beside jeremy and we row past a group of dragonboats and suddenly one man shouted at our strokes and i was shocked. we turn around and realise it's coach cher. wahaha.

i just love raptor now. it's so nice to row although it's tight fitting at the butt there. heez. i want to row triangles without capsizing. that's my target now. jiayou!

--- i have a dream. that is to row well in k1 ---

my music my style
11:05 PM


Monday, September 18, 2006

i didn't went for junior training today. wake up at 9+ and slowly make my way down to kallang to meet billy, the boat supplier. it was raining when i reach kallang mrt station so i decided to take a cab in to sdba. kaoz! i'm damm irritated by the taxi driver. he anyhow turn into people's association when i clearly told him it's Singapore DragonBoat Association. ARGH! he still shoot me back when i ask him to reverse his cab to go the correct way. i was like so FUCKING piss off when i alight that i remember that i should take down his vehicle plate no. to complain him.

what kind of services is taxi drivers giving me nowadays. driving at a damm slow speed with the new increased price and today? damm hell RUDE drivers. he better prepare to get a real bad scolding from his boss. i want him to know that he SUCKS.

reach sdba and saw the sprinters juniors hiding under the shelter of the shack shelter. haha. it was good to see more and more juniors turning up for training. billy came when the rain was slightly smaller and wow, FINALLY our newly awaited k1s.

back to school after that to settle caps hotel stuffs and meetings. it's a few countable days away from caps. sighs. i feel so not prepared for caps hotel. hope everything goes well.

--- being single is the best! at least i can enjoy the feeling of being woo-ed. muahaha --

my music my style
11:19 PM


Sunday, September 17, 2006

training today. no coach cher cause he's away on holiday with his gf. 11 people turned up. did triangle, sprints and sprints games with 2 of nyjc guys. they didn't know that coach cher is not coming today. haha.

it was a rainy day. my hand is so disfigured thanks to the spf 100 "liquid-paper" like sunblock. sianz. thank god i bought new sunblock for body + face sunblock. wee! i'm so vain. haha.

went cineleisure for lunch after training and we ate the yoshinoya-alike stall in B1. off for modelling lesson after that at shentonway partyworld. so lucky to see william, cherie and richard (m5 instructors) at tanjong pagar station. they were walking there also so i follow them.

modelling lesson was fun. i learn about solo walk, pair walk (got to pair up with liyanna), finale walk and stop-and-pose at different point walk. woot! i was so nervous at first but slowly more open up. so weird sia. throughout the lesson got 1 girl's mama sitting inside our class. she brought her girl for the modelling class and was sitting inside talking to richard. pengz!

alright, nothing else to update already. i want to go and continue my 终极一班 show. so nice! got the new boy band 飞轮海. F.Y.I they are S.H.E disciple.

--- when is jolin's dancing forever album coming out? i want to buy! ---

my music my style
9:01 PM


Saturday, September 16, 2006

out with the popular cliques today. so big group of people. there's 11 of us altogether.

went simei shopping centre there for this buffet. it's call Han River. something like seoul garden.

Han River

wow! see that great amount of food on the table?

eat and joke throughout. the food there is the same as seoul garden so nothing really special. what's bad is that the drink isn't free flow. extra charges if we want to call for another jug. the ice cream only got 1 flavour and that's chocolate unlike seoul garden who have so many flavours to choose from.

anyway we still eat and eat. haha! we ate until all very full already then we start to play with the remaining food. we saw junxiang going off from his seat to take dessert so we dumb all the food on his bowl. lolx.

see those unwanted foods. heez.

the people gave me a belated present after everything and FAINTS...see the "fake" present they got for me. now i know why oi lian ask me like orange or strawberry flavour sweet. next time i shall not fall for her trick again.

strawberry flavoured condom. DOTZ.

the REAL present was sembawang cd vouchers. it's worth 50 bucks. gosh! thanks people. i know you people have a headache for what to get for me cause i seem to have everything so you guys got me cd vouchers cause i love buying cds. ha! thanks a lot.

see those lip kisses on the envelope? it's ALL from oi lian! luckily she never return me the FOC kiss if not i FAINT.

the vouchers!

went tampines kbox after that but it's close down. took bus to hougang kbox and wow, we got a big room with a projector screen and 2 wireless mike. woohoo! didn't really get to sing today cause there are a lot of people and wow, rachel and oi lian voice so nice. i feel so lucky listening to their singing at that time. it's so soothing.

took this using liwei's hp on the bus to hougang kbox.

oi lian.liwei.ME

time pass so fast when we k songs. orh! oi lian say next time find only a few of us out for kbox then we can sing more songs. wee. i can't wait for that. i want to sing sing sing!!!

keep on make fun of rupeng and rachel. he remind me of me myself last time. so wood! he like the girl but yet don't want to go and grab all chances to ask her. sighs.

well, liwei and oi lian say i'm more talkative, outgoing as in more open myself to others now. hmm, maybe people will change as they grow. it's a good thing also like what both of them said.

i enjoy myself a lot today. thanks to the popular colleagues for making my day! oi lian still sms me at night to remember and call her if ever i want to use my strawberry sweet. *STUNNED*

--- 唱那首歌时的感觉好怪. 我也不知道是什么感觉. 我只知道你快乐就好. 至少我知道你现在活的很快乐 ---


my music my style
11:13 PM


Friday, September 15, 2006

14 September 2006 (Thurs)

kbox. k lunch at amk with junxiang in the morning. my voice was pretty satisfactory. heez.

went down to yishun to find billy and it was raining heavily. billy was shock to see me in that kind of weather. haha. as usual his long story kept me entertained for like 1 hour?

committee meeting in the evening and discuss about lots of things. caps hotel is nearing, hope everything would be fine. *pray hard*

15 September 2006 (Fri)

i had a bad stomachache in the morning. i couldn't get to sleep and i dream about getting my results while i am sleeping also. so feaking scary! i wake up at 7.30am and rush to the toilet to clear my stomachache and went online to check my results but damm, np website down.

i force myself to close my eyes and sleep for a few minutes after which i try to refresh the screen again. there it goes, i can log in!

phew! i told myself that regardless of what's the results, i must remain calm so i click on "exam results". *let out a deep relief* i manage to clear all my modules. even my networking and database also pass! wee...so happy!

finally i can sleep in peace but orh, after 1 hour, my mama ask me to wake up to go for work. sianz. i hate work today. seriously.

early in the morning my godma gek choo was bullied. she was ask to put all the mr midnight notebooks up on the trolley but later on, they say don't need already so she have to carry all down again. wth! her back was pain so in the end i ask her to rest and i help her to carry.

stupid day. stocks kept on coming like water flowing out of tap. gek choo sign the invoice until she say that she feel like a superstar, everybody wants signature and chop from her. the storeroom was flooded with goods until in the end, the stocks which came in the late afternoon had to be put outside.

damm IRRITATED with doris, helen and maggie. i did it out of goodwill by pushing out english books to the department and helen ask me to unload the goods down under the table. i was like HUH?!? can't you see that the storeroom is FLOODED with goods waiting for me and gek choo to clear. kaoz.

doris another idiot freak. i sat down tagging prices on goods and she say why must sit down tag, so shiok ar. please sia. the goods all so many and place so lowly, i bend until my back very pain lor. she sit in the office type her things then not slack meh? at night, gek choo went home already and i was doing stocks alone and she ask me to help her stream wrap books. i shoot her back and say sorry ar, my goods still a lot. gek choo ask me to clear them. muahaha! try harder lah her. she also not chio bu, don't ever try to "sa jiao". i hate "tehz" girls. they just piss me off!

now maggie. as a manager. i strongly feel that she doesn't exhibit any leadership quality. her attitude sucks. the way she talk to her staffs is so horrible. she made me fix the doorbell cause there is no sound. after that i unscrew it and put back after replacing the batteries, it still can't work so i tried all ways. after that we realise that it's the wire fault so she ask me know how to cut or not. i say i don't know and she shoot me. say that she girl also know how to change. i was like PLEASE?!? at home it's my papa who do the job. moreover if she know how to change, then change for heaven's sake. she low class i high class so why compare herself with me. KNN! fucking bitch.

at night she instructed me to tear down all the location labels cause stock take finish already. i told her i took down all those that are stick very high and the low ones the individual department staffs can do the work but she say no and ask me to tear down everything. FUCK! the staffs outside can do the job when they put up their goods and besides that, i have tried to help by removing those highly stick up ones. GRR!

oi lian and cai ting told me when working home that they realise maggie likes to pick on me particularly everytime i work. i was like hmm. if she thinks by picking on me make her happy, then she must be a sadist. no wonder she's neither married nor attached. ivy resign today and it's her last day today.

i told oi lian that i won't stay in popular as soon as i found a new job. i hate the sight of that slut! i miss hoon sung. he simply rocks. oi lian told me about what happened during stock take and i was like haiz. hoon sung is really the best manager i have come across. well, good people always get promoted or transfer. that's the sad part.

well, who cares, i shall MIA again from work and appear on next schedule. for now, BYE BYE popular. i rather enjoy my canoeing life than work.

p.s sorry for my uncensored vulgarities. i really want to let it out before i go MAD!!!

heard jolin got new album "Dancing Forever" with 6 new tracks. aww! i want to get it.

btw, Happy Birthday Jolin 蔡依林. she's same as me. virgo! heez.

--- earn the respect! people treat you like how you treat others ---

my music my style
11:48 PM


Wednesday, September 13, 2006

caps hotel committee meeting in school today. haiz! michelle and alvin overseas, ken never turn up cause he thought the meeting later on in the day. *faints* it's a few more countable days to caps and they are still doing things slowly.

night training was alright. not many people turned up but it has improve from last week. after training kanna drain cause they say that the dustbin is too small for me. pengz! they open the drain and ask me go in myself, which i did! at least it's better than being throw down, later injure body, face how? hahaha. go down already they close the cover and orh, kanna water. after that got dustbin also. duhz. nacc just love sabo-ing people on their birthday. hehe.

alright, i shall declare a break from training tomorrow. going kbox with junxiang, going to meet supplier billy and nacc committee meeting at night. my schedule is so filled everyday. like business man right?

--- i wish i got the chance to learn and pursue my dream ---

my music my style
11:32 PM


Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Lots of sms-es flooded my phone since 12am in the morning. even when i went down to row and check my phone when i come out of the sea, i got 8 new messages. haha.

THANKS people for your wishes! the sprinters, T12 classmates, sec school mates, learning to lead camp friends, m5 concept friend vincent, popular colleagues and etc (in case i miss out). i know i've rejected the request from you all to celebrate for me cause i got training in the morning today. so if don't mind, celebrate belated ok? hehe...

4 people for training today only. *faints* collin, alfred, ethan and me. luckily i turned up for training cause i was actually thinking of giving myself holiday for today to go out and enjoy myself, if not the 3 of them would have no boats to row. haha! well, i row k1 out for triangle and argh, capsized 3 times for just 1 triangle. i must thank the 3 of them for encouraging me to have confidence to paddle all the way. i did it with my high CG!

i was checking my phone after training and oi lian was so IRRITATING. i don't have her no. in my phone and she wishes me so i repy "thanks" and she ask me whether i know who is it or not. i said i don't know and she ask me to guess saying that she's my ex-wife. once i guess correct, i can retrieve her KISS free-of-charge with no expiry date. i guess and guess and later i guess it's her cause she address me as Mr Chew. this remind me of her voice when she's calling me everytime while working cashier with her. hahaha! she told me that i can claim the kiss anytime when i'm free. *faints*

went town to walk walk with brian and ethan and home sweet home. junxiang had to work until closing so no kbox. sianz. nevermind i shall watch tv.

desmond called while i was having dinner and sang "happy birthday" song to me. aww. thanks!

now i'm officially 19 years old. gosh. that's so old, touching the 2 digit soon. so scary. just imagine in no time, i will touch 3 digit then 4 digit. time passes so fast.

--- Happy Birthday to ME! May my wishes come true ---

my music my style
8:17 PM


hey my blog fans!

i know that a lot of people have difficulty signing in msn and my friend, vincent told me this is what he saw on irc. try this steps and it really helps to let you log back in msn again. trust me!

go C drive, click on system 32, click drivers, click etc, open hosts using notepad

add in 65.54.239.80 messenger.hotmail.com below everything and save

you may try logging in msn after that.

hopes it works for you all!

my music my style
12:39 AM


Monday, September 11, 2006

i wake up 8.30am today cause i was thinking of reaching kallang late since i'm suppose to help alfred with his inventory check. while i was nua-ing in bed and thinking of sleeping a little while more, jeremy called and ask me to lead training for the day so i have no choice but to wake up. so late to take a bus down so i slowly pack my things and wait until after 9am and take cab down but ARGH! when i get into the cab at 9.10am, the meter still have $2 additional charge. i was quite shock so i look at the window side charges and realise it's only after 9.30am that there is no more peak hour charge. damm! if only i take cab down after 9.30am, i think the juniors will do pumpings until !@#$%^&. hahaha. no lah, i'm not that bad.

reach kallang on the dot. 9.40am. luckily have the 10mins grace. the road was close near kallang and the cab have to go one big round. after reaching kallang, the cab uncle was on the phone so he talk until finish then process my payment. i was like KAOZ! i'm late already, can't he be like FASTER!!!

training was so-so. just feel that the juniors do things very slow. *faints* well at least they didn't reach late today. -applause- the dropping of equipments have reduce to just 1 time. woot.

went back to school to do gym and wah saw benson at the gym. his body like become damm huge already from the last time we saw him. gosh!

didn't go to jiaying's house for fondue cause like a lot of people not going and don't know and no alfred to accompany home. haha. went home to slack and watch 7pm last episode. the ending is like so abrupt. eek. a waste of my time.

--- 1 more day! what programme do i have on my birthday? training! hahaha... ---

my music my style
9:23 PM


Sunday, September 10, 2006

training today with k2. partner with alfred and row out until marina bay there. the pub people spotted us so in the end we had to row back and practice in kallang basin. hmm, i was quite disappointed with my performance for today cause i thought monday to thursday rowing of k everyday would help but i realise that it's back to square one for my balancing. argh! 3 days of non-paddling has cause me to lose the ability to balance k.

however after coach cher taught us strokes and ask us to try, alfred spotted my way of sitting on boat and corrected me. it became better after that. sorry alfred, today isn't my day. my balancing sucks as usual but i will never give up. i will and must improve!

was suppose to go for my modelling lesson after a long MIA from it but last minute the person call me and said it was cancelled so i went back to join the sprinters for lunch at suntec. accompany dennis to buy his nike jacket and on the way home, we couldn't go out of suntec but have to go one big round to the overhead bridge thanks to the IMF thingy. the entrance of suntec was being blocked. eek!

on the big round out of suntec, we saw lots of sunflowers and lavenders on the roadside. aww! it's so pretty! sunflowers are my favourite flower. heard from dennis later that sunflowers can survive in singapore weather. omg. i thought they can't all along. orh. i want them in my room!

my family celebrated my birthday earlier cause they know i'm always busy with training so since i'm home early today, they decide to celebrate in advance.

thanks to my dearest kor kor for buying my favourite YAM CAKE. it's from prima deli and the design though simple but i love the side decoration. it's purpish-ish (elva hates purple) and classic. nice! i don't like purple but yam is associated with purple so yah. haha!

i'm not 20! the person didn't give enough short ones so i round it up. haha!

my wish for this year is hmm...SECRET! say already won't come true.

--- 2 more days! trust is the word to describe a pair of partners rowing k2 ---


my music my style
8:51 PM


Saturday, September 09, 2006

woohoo! i earn myself 50 bucks today helping out at the dragonboat event. so shiok. me and lex were the timekeeper for the event and all we had to do is to sit under the sheltered area and clock timing for the races. alfred also shiok. sit with the speedboat go around. haha! i guess most of our job for today is so slack and easy. "eng eng cheng cheng, zhou bo tai ji"

it's so much better off than slogging my lungs out at popular for the 50 bucks. heez. went suntec after that to slack for a little before going home. tomorrow training and modelling lesson.

alright, for now i shall help jeremy to do his blog and get songs from lex!

--- 3 more days! i love retro music. zouk mambo rocks ---

my music my style
10:07 PM


Friday, September 08, 2006

I've Been Tagged

I've been tagged by cam whore MARC!

Here are the rules...Do the following WITHOUT complaints.
  1. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours.
  2. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she has been tagged.
  3. Start your post with I have been tagged! Then do this.

Here goes!

Current Mood: So-So
Current Taste: 20s way of dressing
Current Clothes: Topman shirt
Current Desktop: IBM Laptop
Toenail Colour: NA
Current Time: 0114
Current Surroundings: My bedroom
Current Annoyances: Unreasonable colleagues
First Best Friend(s): Hmm, back to pri sch time. Jia Sheng if i still remember correctly.
Current Best Friend(s): What's best friend when all my friends rocks
First Crush: Some friend in sec sch
First Movie: Forgotten already
First Lie: Back in pri sch, when i lie to my mama that i pass my chi spelling
Last Crush: No idea. Quite long ago i guess
Last Movie: The Break-up
Last Phone Call: Alfred
Last song played: Jay Chou - 退后
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: No
Have you ever broken the law: Can't recall. Should be No
Have you ever been arrested: No
Have you ever skinny-dipped: No
Have you ever been on TV: No
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: No
5 things you are wearing: Singlet, boxers, specs, earphone, ear stud
4 things you did today: Work, check price of books, tag price on books, redemm jay's album
3 things you can hear right now: Cars on road, fan, music from laptop
1 thing you do when you're bored: Listen to music
People I tagged: vickie, junxiang, alfred, jiaying, roslind


back to work at popular today!

i'm working receiving room today with my godma, gek choo. surprise that cai ting not in receiving room anymore, she's transferred to text & assessment department. suddenly so many changes when i didn't work for hmm, a month?

in the morning i was stream wrapping books and this is what happened when this chinese department staff, amy come over and ask me something. seriously her attitude SUCKS!

amy: this box want or not?
me: hmm, i'm not sure leh. (*thinking* cause i only come work today)
amy: if don't want, i take it
me: should be nobody want, you can take it
amy: so is want or don't want?
me: *shock*
amy: i take it then

kaoz! don't think she got that china "qiang" or malaysian "qiang" then come ya ya papaya with me. say what i still her senior (in terms of working duration NOT age).

the rest of the day was not bad. at least i'm inside storeroom working with stocks. don't need to face those UNREASONABLE customers. got one time i went to the front counter and check price and oi lian was serving this woman who bought a big container. she ask me to help her tie up using string so i was trying to tie when the woman just shouted at me to stop. then she use scotch tape from the counter to tape the container cover and she walk off. i was like BIG DEAL? pay that small little amount of money and give me that attitude. damm pissed off.

ate with kuan yow, pei lin and rupeng. dinner time pei lin went home to eat so left the 3 of us. it was only until then that i realise rupeng also got smoke. pengz! 看不出来.

had a talk with oi lian cause she ask me why my schedule work so little days. is it because of maggie (manager)? i told her yah, cause i don't like the way she does things. so picky and no logic. she told me a lot of people can't stand her also and even desmond leaving, liwei leaving, even junxiang also complain to her. she say if we all leave, then what about her? haha! well, we can always meet and go out.

yeah! i like receiving room. it's so detached from outside and i can get to talk to my godma and she taught me a lot of things about tagging of prices on the books. no cashier job for me? who cares!

i discover something today. teng shien after losing her phone change to nokia n73 and oi lian also using n73. kaoz. i admit that i'm an anti-nokia user and after seeing the phone, i hate nokia more! the phone is a clear replication of sony ericsson k800i. it has 3.2 megapixels and autofocus function. besides that, the back of the phone is also like SE phone. it can be slide to open and close the lens of the camera. ARGH! what is nokia doing? such a copycat. BOO BOO~

however, the colour of the graphics in the phone isn't nice. nokia still has its flaws after copying SE phone.

jay chou "still fantasy" album is out for collection today. his clothes so nice in the album. aww!

--- 4 more days! 人的心一旦失去了属于就很难把它给挽留了. i hate the feeling of being push around. seriously. ---


my music my style
11:49 PM


Thursday, September 07, 2006

sea training today. thought it's an optional slot but i still want to row! been kind of addicted to k boat recently although it's so difficult to row. oh man, my face peel at the side like how i laugh at geraldine's face on tuesday. so yucky! luckily there was sun today to tan back if not i don't dare to step out of my house.

4 juniors and 3 seniors for training today. haha! suddenly boats seems to be more than enough for everybody? capsized like for goodness sake since we launch off from the shore. thanks jeremy for your patience in bailing our boat time and time again.

after training, ate at suntec. left only junhan, alvin, jeremy, ethan and me. ethan left after eating and 4 of us talk crap for a while before going home. so funny! jeremy want to sabo people go ask TP dragonboat girls for number but in the end keep on kanna himself. dumbo jeremy!

tapped our ez-links into the train station and saw brian! yah it's BRIAN! alvin, junhan and me was shock to see him and later we tap out our cards again to accompany him to newurbanmale cause he want to get new slippers. he say that he's bored at home and now his butt is better a little, he come out to walk walk.

oh man. i dread going to work tomorrow. maybe if i'm not doing cashier, i shall call to bukit batok outlet look for jeremy to chat? muahaha. let's hope maggie isn't around so that i can slack. i seriously hate working in popular. oh god! PLEASE SAVE ME!!!

--- 5 more days! no matter what people say, i still believe that i can achieve my dreams one day ---

my music my style
9:27 PM


Wednesday, September 06, 2006

*cough cough*

my flu is gone, sore throat better as long as i don't attempt to open my mouth and sing. heez.

the feeling of rotting at home without nothing to do is terrible. how i wish i'm at kallang enriching myself with more k confidence. my mama made red bean soup and bought "gan zhe" drink from the market.

sianz. hope tomorrow can go down kallang. i want to do something. yeah! saturday going down kallang help mr lim do work. 50 bucks + free breakfast and lunch. how great is it. so much better than suffering at popular. *jumping in joy*

BUT then friday going back popular to work after a long MIA-ing. yucks. i must force myself to survive for that day. jay chou's new album out on that day so that shall drive me to work!

--- 6 more days! life is the same old routine. i want something DIFFERENT ---

my music my style
9:00 PM


Tuesday, September 05, 2006

juniors training was a disaster today. late for training. drop boats like anything. *sighs*

my batch once punish will never do it again but they are like always repeating the same old mistake. taking their own sweet time to do things and not being serious in training. well, i guess they need to undergo serious punishments to learn. jia you juniors! you all will be fine. don't give up so easily! now cannot row well doesn't mean you can't row well forever.

today do push ups as punishment with them and i realise i haven't been doing push ups for a long time. need to do more already.

now i'm down with cough + flu added on from the sore throat. argh! i need to recover fast so that i can continue on my training. i don't want to stop my training to recover my sickness. it's like stopping the engine which is starting now.

anyway. congrats vickie for your new love. keep it going strong ok? you can de. must have confidence in him and yourself.

--- 7 more days! i feel my heart sinking for that moment. perhaps it's human nature ---

my music my style
9:50 PM


Monday, September 04, 2006

k learning k boat was fun. gosh! stingray k2 was difficult. i must work hard and jia you. i want to be able to row the boat.

cab down toa payoh hdb hub for audition in the afternoon. my timeslot was 2pm-6pm. everybody was ask to go up the stage to warm themselves up and also to train guts so i went up. it was quite scary though but i must agree that after that, my confidence for the actual room audition was better.

well, i didn't manage to get in but i almost sang finish my chorus before the bell signal. that's a great acheivement though. quan yi feng who was sitting on the sofa beside smile at me also. heez. if not for my sore throat i would have make it. argh! for goodness sake, the organisation of superstar III please make it indoor cause the q-ing up for registration had made me sick. anyway what's over is over. i agree with what jingjing say. kelly pan jia li tried more than 10 times in all sorts of singing competition before she get in so i must jia you and remain firm on my dreams. i must not give up! thanks jingjing. you level up my determination.

finally i get to take a pic of my no. tag

gathering with my poly mates after audition. went "lao pa sa" for dinner and back home sweet home cause shi hua and karen next day got work and i'm feeling tired also. my sore throat is so painful! thanks people for the bday gift. though the tee is a bit tight fitting. diaoz. i try my best to wear when school reopen? haha...

the design very style!

message to all:

thanks people for all your encouragement for my audition. i've did my best and i guess i will try again if there's another time. shi hua, i will let you have the chance to set up a fan club for me de. don't worry! hehe.

--- 8 more days! train train train. i must work harder be it music or kayaking ---


my music my style
11:09 PM


Sunday, September 03, 2006

oh man. i queue like from 10+am until 6pm still didn't get to go and sing. GOSH! there were a lot a lot of people who turned up for the audition and today is just the guys turn. goodness. the person in the end separated 150 into a group and my group is tomorrow 2pm-6pm. he say this time will confirm clear finish. wah! just imagine the back group would be like tuesday? wednesday?

my comment for girls who want to go for this saturday audition to queue the night before. today i go there the first few person to sing queue from 3am last night. *faints*

thanks si bao and my kor kor for Q-ing up with me and buying drinks for me. the weather was hot and i made 2 new friends. in the end we share umbrella and talk. don't know their name but they are nice people.

thanks karen, shi hua, meiteng, clemence and lots more people who wish me best of luck for today. please transfer those luck for tomorrow cause i didn't get to sing today. haha! alright. i would be leaving early from training tomorrow just to go the audition. argh. wish me lotsa luck!

my audition form

my new name tag for tomorrow.
orh! i forgot to take pic of my original tag with the big no. for today. in the end must return for lucky draw purposes. my number is 2789! go buy 4D? muahaha...

--- 9 more days! sore throat ar sore throat. *sad* ---

my music my style
10:19 PM


Saturday, September 02, 2006

went to help out at the TAS event at east coast today. sea marshall was bored. me pair up with clemence and we doze off many times in the sea. the event was long and it was so boring out there watching the participants swim.

didn't apply sunblock today. orh! terribly burned. tomorrow sure look like lobster while going up the stage to sing for my 绝对 Superstar II audition. hope don't kanna shoot because of that. hehe.

alright. jia you for tomorrow. be confident and just sing out my best. i must not be nervous! haha.

--- 10 more days! i want to get in for audition. can i? ---


my music my style
8:56 PM


Friday, September 01, 2006

hey my blog fans!!!

i'm back from my camp already. it has been a great fun camp especially with jappo around. she's so damm FUNNY! alright let me recall back of what had all happened this few days.

30 August 2006 (Wed)

i was still late for class but halfway through i took cab down and was only late for 5 mins. *clap hands* not bad eh? i was rewarded mentos by Ian (lecturer) cause of the urgency to rush down. that's a good sign of leadership. wahaha! jappo was like huh? like that also got sweets? muahaha...

2nd day of "learning to lead" camp and it's the 2nd day of full day lecture. so boring. luckily Ian and John (our lecturers) make the lesson more interesting by having small little rewards for every questions we answer. sweets, chocolates and all that. we even have small little tea breaks in between with food PROVIDED, yah i mean it's FOC. so good! go lessons also got free food to eat. there were games to let us learn more about leadership outside theory context.

after the lesson, we went weizheng's house to slack a while cause he agree to let us stay over at his house after clubbing. yeah! thanks weizheng. you rocks!

went zouk to club and it was damm fun! at first i was feeling a bit weird but after a while i found myself enjoying it. wah, first time i drink like so many (as in to me) and i didn't got drunk but got a point i felt myself having the floating feeling. drank tequila shot, vodka sprite and flaming lamborghini and small little bits of here and there cause collin and geraldine went to do something. so fun! haha. stay until 4am when everything was over. i saw kid weng when all the music stop and lights turn on at 4am. so surprise.

well, so many things happened that night also. hmm, bad and good also have. alfred ar. lolx! *blink eyes* weizheng don't be sad ok? i know it's not easy to accept it but things has already happened. you must be brave and look at it in an optimistic point of view ok? cheer up!

31 August 2006 (Thurs)

it was a damm cold morning. think in the middle of the night it rain and i was like freezing to death until weizheng's mama brought blankets and cover us. her mum is like so GOOD! oh yah, her mum is so young. 40 years old only. just like my mum's age. she even fetch us to school before she go to work. aww! that's like super ultra good of her!

starting game for lesson was to say out 3 things we did yesterday night and benjamin, jappo, alfred and me said the same things. end up later ian and john say group according to the same stuffs which we did yesterday night, we all group together. lolx! so anti-social of us. always sticking together. well, that shows the great bond in us canoeist. that's what the course wants to teach us also, by uniting the team together.

i must say we all like cannot be split up no matter what. it's like we are destined to be together. mr edmund oh was like trying his best to split us up but end up we still together. woohoo!

was pretty tired and we end up stoning and sleeping around during small breaks. it was raining so our outdoor activity at camp david was not able to continue as usual. we did our first station "spider web" at camp david but it started pouring so we went sports hall to complete it.

did gym and went back for a talk by the sdar director mr adrian chan. so boring the talk until when mr chan ask shi mei about her sailing stuffs and she say that sailing requires them to be strong in their upper body and jappo gave LOOK and i burst out in laughter. so FUNNY sia jappo. always full of cheeky stuffs from her. "eh idea eh"

night walk at kranji. we went there by an old school bus. so retro! mambo? *roll eyes* the walk was long but well, at the end of it got drinks and bread to eat. i think sdar spend a lot of money on this module. all those tea breaks food even lunch drinks provided, dinner have snacks to go with food. macham like living in hotel. haha.

me and alfred went to bath straight after reaching school and dreamland! so tired. sleeping at innosparks thanks to the wet weather. if not must sleep in tents. pengz. i can't imagine sharing the same tent as "讲真的".

1 Sep 2006 (Fri)

it was cold sleeping in innosparks. just imagine the mist on the glass panel and you can imagine the coldness. GOSH! luckily i wore track pants to sleep.

outdoor activity continue as usual and the place was wet from the rain. me and ke xin was like leader for the 2nd station, 3m tall thingy. we had to climb over that. orh! i was the first to go up cause all say i heavy weight. *faints* struggle until wah lao, no strength already and still didn't get to cross over so i went down to rest. oops! my whole attire was so muddy after that. the cable walk station was challenging and i hate the feeling of standing in the middle. although there was support but i just feel that i will slide off anytime. my left side was benjamin and right side "tissue prata".

orh! benjamin say my tone when ask her want to hold my hand for support or not like so not willing. haha. eh, style leh. "you bey hiao lah!"

last assessment for the module was essay. i almost doze off cause so tired from the outdoor activity but after writing halfway, i felt that i have a lot to write and all the "feel-ing" made me write and write.

the closing off speech by john almost made me tear. he say until so touching. we took down our individual card which we stick up on the glass panel to let others write something good about ourself. we took group pictures after that and i wish they would send to us. i want to keep them as memories.


john said that he like my never-say-die attitude! haha. i think he saw it during the last station, the split cable walk thingy where we have to walk across the cable. i kept falling off but i keep on step back and continue until the finishing line. that's me! never say i can't do it. i want to try and try until i can.

overall this module rocks and it wasn't as what i thought that it would be a damm boring module. i had lots of fun and i've made lots of new friends from the different ccas.

after one big round, got to know mingsheng. chin chuan's friend who taught meiteng they all roller blading while i was learning how to cycle. haha! mingsheng keep on say my behavious so chin chuan. where got sia? DOTZ. he also say that he didn't know i'm a canoeist cause that time i don't look like one. haha! that's funny.

we also get to know a look-alike hazmi. the way he speak, behave, everything. it's just so alike like hazmi. so "buay tan han". although he gives us the irks but without him, the lesson wouldn't be funny cause jappo will keep on say "haiyo...讲真的".

after this 4 days, i realise that i'm influence by jappo by her "讲真的", "eh idea eh", "you bey hiao", "feel-ing". haha! she's so full of funny crappy actions.

time seems to pass so fast. now it's september already. this week is a busy week!

--- 11 days more! i soOo got the feel-ing to CLUB!!! ---


my music my style
9:22 PM


Only Me

Duncan Chew
12/09/1987
Virgo
Info Comm Tech
Canoe Sprinting

Wishes

*Clothes accessories
*Crumpler - Quarfie size
*DS Lite (Blue)
*Earphone
*White shorts, white jeans
*Cardigan, Vest, t-shirts
*Levis Signature jeans
*Oakley shades
*Powerboat license
*Puma jacket
Running shoes
S.H.E - Play album
*Olympus/Lumix Camera
*MP4/Zen Stone
2GB Mini memory stick for k800i

Gossips

Loves

Nacc
Caps.Hotel
Caps.India
The Group

Adelene
Adrian
Aizat
AlexNg
Alfred
AlvinLee
AlvinSoo

Bernard
Brian

ChengFu
ChinKoon
Christabel
Clemence
Collin
Corinne
Cresencia

Daphne
Debbie
DeniseOh
Dennis

Edna
Edward
Eileen
Elva
Emily
EnQi
Ethan

FeliciaChin

Geraldine

Jacquelyn
Jappo
JeremyChua
JeremyLim
Jeric
JiaJun
JiaWei
JiaYing
JingJing
Jiun
JoleneChong
JoleneYeo
JolinTsai
JunHan
JunSheng
JunWei
Justina

KaiJie
KaMei
Karen
KellyPoon
Ken
Kevin

Lex
LiangCheng
LiWei
LingZhen

Marc
MeiTeng
Meng
Michelle
Minzhen

Nicole

PeiLin

Regina
Romeo

Serene
Shaun
ShiHua
ShuHui
Stanley
Stanwin

Vickie
Vincent

WeiQiang
WeiZheng

XiuLing

YongKang

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Reuben Kee - Back Home

There's a place that you will always know
It is where your heart knows it's home
And if you need to run from trouble or despair
It is where to go
Run back home

I went faraway to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dreams came when I was dreaming them at home

Every bird sees the sky as its home
To just fly and be free is a joy
Each night I have dreamt of being free to fly
But I've always known
The sky is not home

I went far away to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dream came
When I was dreaming them at home
The best dreams came
When I was dreaming them at home
Back Home

"回家"

你会永远知道有个地方
就是你心里的家
如果你要逃离烦恼和绝望
那就是你要去的地方
回家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦只有在家中做梦时才会浮现

鸟儿把天空当成家
能自由飞翔就是一种快乐
我每晚都梦见自己能像自由地飞
但我永远知道
天空不是我的家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
回家