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Monday, October 31, 2005

1st day of 2nd semester. well, got to experience the taste of two modules already. pretty bad i guess. i'm so stress by the lecturers! i don't know what they are teaching. orh~

hmm, i'm in for marathon. so surprise though. partnering with jun wei. yeah! for now, i shall start to encourage myself to train everyday if possible. 5 more weeks to marathon and ganbateh!

lots of things i'm not satisfied with myself currently. i want to do more heavy weights on my back. i want more stamina! i want to run faster. i got to tell myself not to pull so much for my strokes. well, we got to prove to weiqiang that we are serious that we want to win something for sprinting team. we can do it!!!

btw, HAPPY HALLOWEEN~~~

my music my style
10:13 PM


Sunday, October 30, 2005

i shall declare that i really really hate the person who ask every cashier of popular to wear the sun visor cap. it's damm uncomfortable cause it's so tight around my head. i know i have a big head cirumference but that doesn't mean i have to reduce the size by wearing more cap. eek!!! i wore the cap until i got headache. damm~ i'm going to become more and more stupid as i wear it more often sia.

saw her at popular today. she came to buy something i guess. hmm, saw her again when i went for lunch with desmond. said "hi" to her and it suddenly seem to be so normal. am i already treating her as a normal friend or have i not really forget her in my heart? hmm...i really don't know but i guess i've slowly learn to give her up.

school is starting tomorrow. i miss school but i don't miss java. lolx~

my music my style
11:26 PM


Saturday, October 29, 2005

took T2 today with jeremy he. hmm, i guess we were practically going zig-zag the whole 2 traingle and that really freak me out. however, in the end when we decided to sprint, we could go straight. lolx~ well, we couldn't just sprint for the whole of marathon if ever we get in right?

suddenly i miss taking T1 although i'm still not stable yet. haha! there's sprinters meeting on monday at clubhouse at 6pm. weiqiang will tell those who are in for the marathon. for those who are not in, don't be discourage cause the marathon is a long distance and we have to be stable in order to row finish the full distance. well, i guess i won't be in for the marathon so yah, i will still train hard. never give up! hehe...

had thai lunch at suntec after training and it's so spicy cause i ate tom yum noodle. it's so rare that i ate something so spicy today. just hope don't grow more pimples bah. training under the hot sun and spicy meal. lolx~

school's starting this monday. orh~ suddenly i miss studying but then thinking of continuing java lessons, i will faint! life still have to go on. jia you...

5 more semesters to my Diploma in Information Technology~~~

my music my style
8:50 PM


Friday, October 28, 2005

wake up at 1.30pm today. felt so refresh. ate breakfast and went town to meet sharon, an AIA insurance agent. clemence recommended her to me cause he got to know her and found that this saving plan from her sounds good. met her at borders coffee bean and talked about the policy. well, i think it's good cause it's like $97.20/mth and it somewhat help me to save up the money instead of saving it. if i sign it up, i would have a committment of saving up for the policy instead of saving up and withdrawing it from bank to spend on unneccessary stuffs.

the policy is good in the sense that it's not for life and for 25 yrs only. after i sign up for the policy for two years later, every year i would have a sum of $650 to draw out for my own use. if i do not want to use it, i can save it up further to earn interest and draw out at a later date for use. the policy is customise in such a way that if you don't want to pay so much monthly, it still can be change to suit your level. the lower you pay, the lower the money will be give to you if anything happens. well, in the end, i sign up for the $97.20/mth policy cause it's good. there is this life death coverage and disability coverage thing. i think i'm old enough to start signing up for personal insurance since if i sign up now, i wouldn't have to pay so much compare to when i sign up at a older age if i'm much older. for now, i would just have to declare that i'm healthy. i do not have to go for any full body checkup since i'm so young.

hmm, if you readers of my blog is interested in this saving plan insurance, feel free to contact me. i can ask sharon to talk to you more about it. it's alright if you don't want to sign up after talking to her.

had a talk with her and found her to be quite friendly. well, insurance agent are always friendly. sometimes i wonder if insurance agent earn a lot so in the end, i ask her. i found it to be quite good though, can be considered as a choice in the future.

i thought through about somethings as i talk to her when she ask me got any gf or not. well, i find that what she said is true maybe because she's a gemini as "her" too. if she likes you, then it's better to be together with you no matter what she is scare or worry of. by asking me to wait until 21 yrs old, she's holding on to me if ever she had no thoughts of wanting to go with me. well, she will change and come 21 yrs old, i might not be the one she's looking for.

since she never agree to go with me now, it's either she doesn't like mi so deeply or because there's so many choice now. a gemini girl likes people to treat them hot and cold at times. if one keep on treat her so good all the times, she will take it for granted. sharon told me that yah, move on if she ask you to wait for her until 21 yrs old. it isn't worth giving all your heart to her and be even more hurt when the times come. besides, one really do change as he or she mature.

as for now, i think i'll really tell myself to give her up and like what sharon says, don't let any good girls come by slip pass just because of her. i won't want to think of going into any relationship now i guess.

pretty long entry today. heez~~~

my music my style
9:15 PM


Thursday, October 27, 2005

sea training was great today. anyway i didn't finish off today's training with 0 record of capsizing. damm~ well, i capsize at the shears bridge cause of the horrible waves!!! wei zheng and brian bail me up and after u-turning the shears bridge, two more police coast guards ship sail pass me and create such a big waves too. thank god i told myself that i cannot capsize anymore. i must learn to brave all obstacles! haha...

warm up route was killing. beach up infront of our launching point and cher taught us the correct strokes. practice a while at the water and after that got our boats and set off to practice the strokes. got scream by cher while i was paddling cause he ask me to stretch our further, probably making use of my long arms. haha! well, i just love cher. he's strict and scary but that only makes us learn. for now, i must concentrate on working hard on my strokes since i can balance already.

i'm so dead tired today after training. gosh! still have to do the usual pull ups and weight lifting. i can just die sia. well, completed everything and went cineleisure pastamania for lunch. walk about heeren, taka and paragon before heading home. i'm so tired today. i guess this is the 1st sea training that really kill me. orh!!! jia you~

more stamina, more endurance and more muscles will be seen! lolx~~~

my music my style
9:07 PM


Wednesday, October 26, 2005

went for dim sum buffet with the sprinters people today in the morning. it was at orient ocean restaurant at some hotel. it was liang cheng who recommended us cause he went there to eat before. well, crap a bit outside the restaurant cause we found out that it only start at 11.30am and we meet up at 10am. orh~ regina talk about what hentai porn until clemence talk about what local malay who film herself doing "it" and distributing. gosh!

split into two tables cause there's such a big group of us. well, lex's table order a few of every dishes and heard from them that the waitress was stunned and even warned them that they must pay for the fines if they can't finish it. haha...for our table, liang cheng suggested we order the nice ones and a lot. good idea! nonetheless, we still couldn't finish the food in the end. played "zhong ji mi ma" and we have 3 prizes. denise lost 2 rounds and had to get the 2 prizes. damm it! i lost the last round and got the most horrible dish. some cold tofu which liang cheng got from the other group and didn't finish it. argh!!! who ask him so kpo?!? lolx~

went to find halloween costumes after eating cause weiqiang they all plan to go zouk on monday night cause there's a halloween party and for those who dress up, they would be given priority. 1st prize is a pair of tickets to new york! well, went into a "no. 1 costume shop" at north bridge road there and the shop sells and rents so many different kind of costumes. sailors, cartoon characters, animals, concert performances types etc. so cool!!!

went suntec "toys r us" and stayed there for quite a while playing out the costumes there. it's so fun! suddenly we felt so young. haha...

slept on the journey back to school for land training. did gym and 2.4km. yeah! we ran the actual 2.4km route today, not longer than that and i got 11:53. wow! it's so fast ya? but nono, i want to improve until less than 10 mins. heez...

golf committee rox~

*hmm, i agree that we need time to cool down between us. best friends, close friends or whatever you term it. in my heart, i've always treat you more than just a friend. i might be foolish but i believe in fate. if we are meant to be together, we will. if not, there's no point forcing...*


my music my style
11:54 PM


25 october 2005 (tues)

sighz~

i guess i've made things worst. just finish reading her blog entry for today and i don't really mean anything today like what she said. i just don't feel like talking or seeing her cause i don't want to be soft-hearted. i just hope to restart everything as friends again. haiz, since she choose to sever ties with me, then i really have no comments already.

whatever it is, i don't know what to do for now. i guess i'm just so lost for now. haiz! as i'm writing this entry, the radio station also play "liang jing ru - ke xi bu shi ni". why?!?

i'm real sorry if i hurt you today ok? i didn't mean it. i just want to make things better by asking you whether want to eat together or not but you are busy and i feel so weird suddenly. i don't know why but if you choose to hate me still, i shall have no further things to add on.

haiz...

my music my style
12:00 AM


Monday, October 24, 2005

went for land training today. i was outside the clubhouse changing into my shoes when the radio was playing the song "kelly clarkson - because of you" and clemence asked weiqiang to turn it louder. listening to the song has reminded me of what happened yesterday night. orh!!! nonetheless, clemence sang the song to entertain all of us. he's always the optimistic one!

ran 2.4km around the track and i kept on thinking about the song and her. lots of things flashed through my mind as i ran. haiz! i don't want to think anymore...

love and like - what all is it about? to me, loving something or someone will be always but liking can be only temporary, just like you can like a lot of the thing now but grew to get sick of it and eventually change your taste for something new. i don't know what this two words means to others but it meant like that to me.

went bugis wif marcus, ling zhen and ethan after training cause marcus want to get a haircut. walk about bugis and went home after that. it was pouring heavily when i reach back sengkang and i didn't went to popular to find my godma. i just need a break from my workplace. well, cheer up!!! tomorrow will be a brand new day...

my music my style
10:13 PM


Sunday, October 23, 2005

extreme quiet today. actually i don't feel like talking today cause of what i read in her blog yesterday night. i didn't really feel like sleeping after reading her post cause i kept on thinking. was listening to fish leong "ke xi bu shi ni" until i almost cried. haiz~

well, i don't know whether i did the right thing of waiting for you or not but i just can't seems to forget you. maybe talking to desmond has given me a much more clearer mind but orh, i don't know...

i won't hate you cause hate a person is such a tough thing. i prefer to have a clear heart. i know that from now to 21 yrs old, lots of things will change. your preference for your bf will also change. i don't blame you or anyone else cause i understand that it's natural. when i heard from desmond that you said that ky moved you, i was even hurt but i came to realise that love is not selfish. i can't be wanting you all for myself. besides, you are a human too. you got the rights to choose what you want.

i don't want to let my friendship with jx go bad because of the same girl that we fall for cause i really treasure the friendship. sorry junxiang if i really hurt you because of vickie. hope you can forgive me.

for now, i just wish to be with myself. i realise that i am thinking too much all this while and i don't wish to add unneccessary stress to myself. i miss the those times when i just started to work in popular and i got to know this crazy girl who loves to bicker with me all the time. although she's fierce to me, i don't mind it at all.

l o v e y o u v i c k i e ~

my music my style
11:42 PM


Saturday, October 22, 2005

wake up at 3pm today. i didn't went to sea training this morning cause i was too tired. reached home at about 4.30am after the whole outing. heez~

yesterday's outing was enjoyable! we met up at eunos mrt station and took a bus down to east coast park. went to the beach to meet up wif ling zhen and hazmi and took pictures. we went over to coffee bean to get ourselves a drink as it's still early before the hawaiian bbq buffet. we had to wait for hazmi to break fast so we went in at about 7pm. had a great time there eating and hazmi and serene was bickering away. hazmi kept on saying her favourite phrase "u sux la". lolx~

yongjie and brian went home after the dinner and the rest of us went over to town after we finish eating. we didn't went to drink cause ling zhen wanted to watch "flightplan" so in the end we went over to cineleisure and bought the tickets. walked over to IndoChine and didn't stay there for long cause the drinks was so expensive! haha~ went back to cineleisure while serene and alexis went home as ling zhen said that the Mistro Cafe below the cinema offers cheaper drinks. the caucasian boss was friendly and he chatted with us while we were waiting for available seats. chill there and it's so funny when hazmi blurted out "he wants you" to the waitress cause marcus was actually saying that the waitress veri stylo sia, her eyebrow liner. lolx~ guess what? we actually played 007 and animal game in the cafe. muhaha~ we even joked that one of the waitress look like a ah soh and jun wei was like laughing non-stop. wahaha...

went in the cinema to watch "flightplan" and it was actually a digital version. gosh! that's like so cool cause the effects and sound system was said to be better. the storyline of the movie was definitely a good one and i enjoy it a lot. jodie foster was definitely a good actress. she designed the plane from top to bottom and it's like WOW, she know the plane inside out. the ending was so unexpectable and yah, i shouldn't blurt out too much. go watch it yourself cause it's definitely a movie worth watching.

i rate it a 4/5!

it was raining heavily after we watched finish the movie. marcus and lingzhen went off first cause ling zhen's dad came over to fetch her and marcus live near her. we waited outside cineleisure and got to witness a group of people fighting. went inside cineleisure as we didn't want to get beaten up also as we were right beside them. we realise that the rain isn't going to stop so fast so in the end, we walk over to our bus stop after the fight stopped. took NR6 home and alighted at the bus stop at my house downstairs. reached home at about 4.30am. it was definitely an enjoyable day~

at east coast park...

on the way to town!

posing after the statues behind~

at Mistro Cafe -


my music my style
4:46 PM


Friday, October 21, 2005

just wake up not long ago when the person knock on my window cause my block is currently undergoing re-painting. so tired sia! i want to sleep more...haha~

well, going out later for caps golf comm outing at east coast. will not be able to blog tonight cause i guess we will be out until quite late. currently i'm rotting for a few more hours before i go out. heez...

my music my style
2:11 PM


Thursday, October 20, 2005

sea training was great today. weiqiang arrived late so he call me to tell me where is the secret hiding place for the racks' keys. dotz! i feel so spastic when he ask me to find the place. lolx~ we did our own warming up and ran around kallang ourselves. it's great!

went out sea after we took our boats. capsized on the way out. *1st time* damm it. it's so embarassing. i look so new to T1. haha...gather along the beach and weiqiang told us to row the "triangle" two times without capsizing. at that point of time i was thinking "OMG! how am i going to survive without capsizing in the waves?!?".

row the triangle the first round and capsized on the u-turn away from suspension bridge. orh!!! *2nd time*. manage to catch up with marcus and row side to side and we were talking along the way. lolx~ row the second round and it began to rain heavily. i can only see marcus near me so we decided to head back to the beach cause it seems so dangerous with the heavy pouring rain. went back to the beach and the rest were not there yet. rest there and practice our strokes for a while before we all switch boats and go back.

i capsized 2 times in all today for the long distance. yeah! there's still much room for improvement though. for now, i must concentrate on my strokes to make it right. jia you~

my music my style
7:59 PM


Wednesday, October 19, 2005

wake up late today and call mcdonalds delivery for my lunch. haha. went for land training in the evening. did 200 push ups and gym after that. it's quite relax i guess. no running after that cause it's raining.

nothing else to blog already i guess.

*hmm, vickie, don't be pissed off by what i said ok? i also like you a lot! -shy- if not i won't even be bothered to tell you things which i can don't tell you. so don't be angry le ok? heez~*

my music my style
10:30 PM


Tuesday, October 18, 2005

went to work today. didn't really do cashier cause there wasn't many people. helped stationery department for a while until aijee came. went to check price for receiving room. went lunch with alfred and vickie. ate mcdonalds again. the manager so good, gave us the coupon whereby when we buy the evm, we can choose a free item. haha...had a chat with alfred about signing on the army thing. hmm, i'm still thinking of whether is it worth to sign on or not. went to M1 to check out the flip sony ericsson phone vickie is thinking of buying. not bad sia the phone. orh! i want to change my phone!!! vickie, let's get the same model de? wahaha~ dotz...

after lunch, did stream wrapping of the books for a while. went to help out text and assessment cause they came lots of textbooks and workbooks. i mean LOTS~~~ shift and move the books all to put under the tables. gosh! in the end, i have to go under the table to arrange the books. damm unsightly sia~ kaoz, spoil my image. hehe...

empty the rubbish with vickie at night cause i'm so free. haha! well, my godma asked me one thing while i was in the store room stream wrapping the books. she ask me whether i like vickie or not cause she can help to be matchmaker. i was like huh, why ask this question all of a sudden? she said that can see that vickie like me a lot. hmm...dotz~

i'm tired now. tomorrow having training at night. yeah! at least i can sleep a bit longer and go to school for training. i must endure for trainings!!!

my music my style
11:21 PM


Monday, October 17, 2005

land training today. ran 6 rounds around the outer 2 of the track. timing clocked was 13.17 mins. slow bah? sian. my left foot got one long cut after sat's sea training and i don't even know where i step onto. it went numb after i ran the 4th round. did pull up after that and i guess i'm improving on my gripping. yeah! soon i'll be able to pull myself up. woohoo~

did gym after that and didn't really did it cause my hands were still pain from the pull-ups. orh! i want to do a better job next time. haha! i must maintain my gym weights.

i guess that's all. feeling lazy to blog nowadays. heez~

my music my style
9:37 PM


Sunday, October 16, 2005

raining non-stop today.

not many customers~

worklife is so boring!!!

my music my style
11:22 PM


Saturday, October 15, 2005

practice twisting today along the beach. it's fun twisting left and right and capsizing? wahaha~ the waves was veri choppy today because of the many activities going on. i guess there's a sea sports event going on. dragonboats, canoe boats and all sorts of sea sports equipment can be seen. orh! this cause the waves to be so choppy! eek~

nonetheless, it's fun. row to the suspension bridge after all the practice session. after that, we row to the red colour ball there and standby on our lanes. weiqiang wanted us to sprint the 500m. orh! i sprint halfway and capsized! the waves are so choppy! damm the activities~ haha...

guess what. a caucasian leisure dragonboat row pass me and saw that nobody bail my boat. in the end, they came over and bail my boat for me. lolx! damm cool. they were so shock water pour in their boat after they empty my boat. haha~ anyway, they can scoop out water from their boat. it's so huge. lex came over after helping hazmi to bail and we two said thanks to the team and row back. so cool!!!

enjoy my training today. 11 dec is the marathon competition. weiqiang said he will not send all but yah, just train hard cause we still got other competition next year. we are still new bah i guess. nonetheless, work hard. we are the pure sprinting team and we should definitely be the best. rock on sprinters~~~

my music my style
8:03 PM


Friday, October 14, 2005

down with flu today.

still the same old yucky unclear voice.

i'm more sick now i guess.

tomorrow have sea training. can't afford to give it a miss.

should rest more~

i wanna get well!!!

my music my style
10:19 PM


Thursday, October 13, 2005

sea training was great today. i've learn lots of things from eugene. he's really good. went out to sea and yup, i did not capsize already. woohoo! i guess i've somehow or rather conquer my balancing problem. well, we learn the correct strokes and how to balance off boat today. it was fun sitting on the top of the boat and paddling around the sea. it sures train our sense of balancing. yeah~

went beach road for lunch and later on proceed to plaza singapura to watch movie. as everyone wanted to watch different movie, in the end, we split up into groups. all the m18 people went to watch "40 year old virgin". lolx~ it's a comedy movie. not really that nice except for its funny part. well, don't watch if you are not of legal age cause it's a bit censored though. haha!

wanted to go clubbing with the seniors but my mama don't let. dammz~ maybe i should try to convince her that clubbing is fun! haha~ well, let's hope i get a chance to go clubbing. yippee!

my music my style
10:18 PM


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

voice sounds so hoarse now. despite me not feeling well today, i still went to move that dragonboat today. actually the $40 was easy to earn. we just wash the boats and the rest of lifting the boat is done by the big truck's crane. travel from kallang to sentosa.

hmm, i didn't went to see a doctor today. my fever come back on and off so i don't know whether i should see or not. i guess i shall rest more now. tomorrow can't miss sea training. it's important! haha...cya~

my music my style
8:51 PM


Tuesday, October 11, 2005

wake up today finding my voice a bit weird. orh! my sore throat still have not heal. sianz. can't reach high notes when i sing today. dammz! haha...

ate lunch with vickie today. wow, she change her slot just to eat with me. lolx~ *touched*

p/s pardon me for saying i want to eat with my godma, gek choo. i'm just worried at night when i eat with gek choo, you will be left alone and because of your godma, anida. she would be left alone if you didn't eat with her.

oh yah, the new guy from text & assessment department live the same block as me. how coincidence. heez~

yup yup, now busy finding new blog skin to change cause this current skin is difficult to scroll. bye...

my music my style
11:56 PM


Monday, October 10, 2005

just did a personality test and here's the results -

[Personality Test]

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
~ oh well, i don't think i'm intelligent. heez...

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
~ hmm, sounds kinda true...

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
~ so i am or am not ready to commit now? only i knows...

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
~ i don't flirt la. eek~ not that despo. i'm definitely serious when choosing a girl. haha!

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
~ erm, depends on the things i want to love bah. keke...

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
~ yup yup. i agree!

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
~ true! oh, i will...yes i can do it!!!

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
~ that happens when i was young. now i dunno...haha...

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
~ full of energy? unpredictable? *wonders*

my music my style
11:15 PM


land training was not tough today. i guess the seniors are all tired. no running, no pull-ups. just self-gym. haha...

went town with adrian, edmund, clemence, alfred and dennis. ate lunch at takashimaya basement "pepper lunch". it's a japanese kind of food restaurant i guess. the way they serve their food is unique. they serve all the ingredients on a hot plate and we must cook it. so cool! after that edmund suggested we go shopping and wow, the way he spend is so terrifying. i thought i was expert in spending money but seeing the way he buy things stunned me. gosh! suddenly, i have a phobia of spending now. heez~

having sore throat now. i guess it's because of my inadequate rest. must rest more!!! tomorrow hybrid sea training includes alfred, clemence, jeremy he and hazmi. weiqiang told them today. i guess they are the only stable ones ready to learn strokes. well, never give up. i must jia you on balancing. although tall people have a more difficult time balancing, but i can do it!!!

my music my style
10:39 PM


Sunday, October 09, 2005

went for chalet after yesterday's sea training. well, sea training still continue even though it was raining when we got there. we didn't have running before going out sea training. the current was strong because of the people doing wakeboarding there. capsized like hell just to get out of that zone! haha~ i guess i'm getting better already as i go for more and more sea training with T1 boat. i'm able to row a much more longer distance before capsizing now. well, i should not comfort myself. i should always remind myself that hybrid people are learning way more fast than us sprinters. gosh! we must speed up ourselves. heez~

went for chalet after that and it was fun! sprinters rox~~~ the only thing i dread most was the walk from our chalet to cheers. omg! i can really faint. i'm so tired from training and lack of sleep and i have to walk to n fro. it's such a long long distance. nonetheless, i enjoy the sleep in the aircon room. though it's so cold, but at least i got to close my eyes and visit dreamland for a little while. hehe...

left the chalet in the morning and went ya kun kaya toast for morning breakfast. after that, i took cab home, bath and went off to work. pro? i feel so tired but i keep telling myself to ENDURE! the day seems so long for me. orh! how i crave for more SLEEP now. zZzZz~~~

these are some of the pics taken...


BBQ sure is fun!

group pic~

entangle on the spider web...

stuck on the slides -

= monkey bar group pic =


spin spin on the wheel `


my music my style
11:43 PM


Friday, October 07, 2005

no training today. wake up quite late cause i'm dead tired. clear up my cupboard because it has been so untidy since i came back from caps golf. finally i have time to make it neater and more presentable to myself. heez~

continue to watch my sad sonata vcd today. chalet tomorrow after training. it's going to be fun! got the pictures from hazmi on yesterday's sakae sushi lunch buffet. haha~

group pic taken at sdba~

on the bus -

at the escalator`

on 1 side of the table,

and on the other side!

= ice creams =

after sakae sushi!!!


my music my style
10:53 PM


Thursday, October 06, 2005

didn't blog yesterday cause that damm bus 161. waited for almost 45mins+ at the interchange. reach home at around 12+ am. orh! i feel so irritated. why must bus 161 be always that slow?!? sianz...nonetheless, i have fun yesterday in school. cleaning up 02-11 was horrifying cause got maggots!!! eek~ thanks to f&b people. they left vegetables and meat inside the room for caps golf. combined land training was kinda slack at night as compared to our own sprinters land training.

now back to what happened today. i was late for training cause i miss my alarm clock. it was only after clemence called me at 8.11am that i realise that training was at 9am. rush like hell and took a cab down. still didn't manage to reach on time as there was a traffic jam. sea training was fun today. we have our coach, cher teaching us. OMG! he's so pro at sprinting. he can u-turn even when he reach near the ending point. he can even paddle with 1 leg out. gosh~ he's my idol! lolx~

he shouts and scream across when we practice our strokes after he demonstrate to us, however, it's all for our own good. lex said that our team will be split up into 2 different groups because cher said that compared to hybrid people, we do not have the stamina and strokes. 1 group will join the hybrid on tuesday with cher while 1 group will still be on thursday but without cher teaching. instead, the seniors will teach first. hmm, i don't want to train with hybrid people on tuesday but then, thursday training got no cher! orh~ let's hope we won't get separated. it's a bit demoralising hearing that the hybrids are better than us. why is it so?!? we should be the ones better because we are pure sprinters.

sprinters, don't skip training anymore ok? we must train hard on our stamina and show to the hybrid that we are capable of something.

today i capsize 1 time when starting out and 3 times on the way back because i'm damm shagged. i'm glad that my no. of times of capsizing has certainly improved under the seniors' guidance, however i must train hard on my endurance. tired is certainly not the excuse to lose focus and capsize. i can certainly do it!!!

now for my results, i've quite expected it because i know what am i doing for this semester. all i can say now is that if i want more than this results, then i should know how much more effort to put in for next semester. i am thirsty for more As!!!

my results for 1st semester~

Computers & Operating Systems: B
Computing Mathematics: B+
Fundamentals for IT Professionals: A
Fundamentals of Programming: C+
Web Publishing: A

IS Modules...
Communication Toolkit: B
Individual & the Community: B+

GPA: 3.3793

my music my style
8:56 PM


Tuesday, October 04, 2005

went work today. nothing much i guess. it's just a boring weekday whereby there's not many people and being a cashier feels so torturing as all you can do is to sit down and ROT at the counter. haha!

well, nth special to blog today. byebye~

my music my style
11:05 PM


Monday, October 03, 2005

went land training in the morning. glad that i wasn't so late cause i met jeremy, bernard and regina on the bus. phew~ training was as usual shiong but shiok! orh~ i deprove on my running time today. it's 13:25. 1 extra minute from my 12:25 record the last training before caps golf. damm...

don't know why but i don't feel like running right from the start already. haha! now that dcc and caps golf are over, real hectic training schedule starts. yippee~ you might think i'm a bit mad but training hard = success!

slept the whole afternoon when i reach home after training. gonna replenish all my lost sleep time from the camps. ahh~~~ i feel so good. hehe...

[desperate canoeist camp]

nacc in pyjamas walking around town! lolx~

mass orgy? bleahz~

are our dcc singlets nice? heez-

nacc in pyjamas~


hey~ look there!!!


my music my style
10:26 PM


Sunday, October 02, 2005

2 Oct 2005

Went to work today after a long break because of camp. Manage to reach on time although I was a bit late when I left home. Helped out in the English department and spend my whole day rotting as a retail assistant. So boring! I rather work as cashier, at least it is something which I really know. Haha~
  
Nothing much today really. Just glad that Vickie is working. Hehe~ finally there is one time where I work and she also work.

Tomorrow land training in school! Woo~ I think I am becoming a superman soon. I have not really rest well since I came back from camp. Must Tahan!!!

my music my style
11:05 PM


1 Oct 2005

Went for sea training today. Was late for the training by 9 minutes because I could not walk pass the underground towards sdba as there were a whole group of people filming there. I did not want to get film!

Me and clemence turned up for the sea training only. Started off with a run around kallang with kel leading us. Went out sea later and capsize after I went further out into the sea. The waves was not so choppy today. Junsheng (alumni) was following beside me all the while because wei qiang told him that I still don’t know how to balance. Capsized quite a few times later and he realise that he ought to teach me how to balance. He asked me to hold my paddle up with both my hands and try to balance the boat using my legs. Edmund and wei qiang came along after that to see my progress and ask me to row out along the beach. Capsized a few more times especially during the turning part because the wave was pushing against my boat. Orh~

I had learnt how to balance today and a bit of my strokes. I hope to minimize my capsize times to a ZERO the next time round. Thanks to all the seniors who have patiently taught me how to balance properly. I know that there are times you all just feel irritated that I keep on capsize and that you all have to bail my boat but I promise not to give up and continue to paddle without capsizing!

my music my style
1:05 AM


Saturday, October 01, 2005

27-30 Sep 2005

Caps golf training was tiring but enjoyable I guess? 4 days 3 nights was a shagged one. Logistics department was definitely a hardworking department I shall say. We always wake up like 2 hours before just to prepare things for the people. Nonetheless, fnb department is also hardworking as they have to wake up to prepare food for us people. The 1st day in sch was ok I guess. The most difficult and challenging part was the 2nd day and the last day when we had to organise the expedition boats, paddles and pfd for the people. It was tough catering for such a large group of people. Nonetheless we did it with all the members cooperating and Jaime for the great help. Lots and lots of memories during the whole caps golf.

Potluck night
Washing of mesh tins and utensils
The reflection night
Carrying canoe boats, paddles and pfd around
Lying on the hammock
Helping out in the kichen
Campfire night
Sitting on a bumboat back to mainland
Accounting for my in-charge shack

I guess there are more that I miss out but whatever it is, caps golf has really taught me a lot of things which I guess I didn’t really know before that. Thanks to everybody who have helped out in some way or another to make the whole caps go smoothly. Caps golf BIGGER, BETTER, STRONGER!!!    

my music my style
11:59 PM


Only Me

Duncan Chew
12/09/1987
Virgo
Info Comm Tech
Canoe Sprinting

Wishes

*Clothes accessories
*Crumpler - Quarfie size
*DS Lite (Blue)
*Earphone
*White shorts, white jeans
*Cardigan, Vest, t-shirts
*Levis Signature jeans
*Oakley shades
*Powerboat license
*Puma jacket
Running shoes
S.H.E - Play album
*Olympus/Lumix Camera
*MP4/Zen Stone
2GB Mini memory stick for k800i

Gossips

Loves

Nacc
Caps.Hotel
Caps.India
The Group

Adelene
Adrian
Aizat
AlexNg
Alfred
AlvinLee
AlvinSoo

Bernard
Brian

ChengFu
ChinKoon
Christabel
Clemence
Collin
Corinne
Cresencia

Daphne
Debbie
DeniseOh
Dennis

Edna
Edward
Eileen
Elva
Emily
EnQi
Ethan

FeliciaChin

Geraldine

Jacquelyn
Jappo
JeremyChua
JeremyLim
Jeric
JiaJun
JiaWei
JiaYing
JingJing
Jiun
JoleneChong
JoleneYeo
JolinTsai
JunHan
JunSheng
JunWei
Justina

KaiJie
KaMei
Karen
KellyPoon
Ken
Kevin

Lex
LiangCheng
LiWei
LingZhen

Marc
MeiTeng
Meng
Michelle
Minzhen

Nicole

PeiLin

Regina
Romeo

Serene
Shaun
ShiHua
ShuHui
Stanley
Stanwin

Vickie
Vincent

WeiQiang
WeiZheng

XiuLing

YongKang

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Reuben Kee - Back Home

There's a place that you will always know
It is where your heart knows it's home
And if you need to run from trouble or despair
It is where to go
Run back home

I went faraway to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dreams came when I was dreaming them at home

Every bird sees the sky as its home
To just fly and be free is a joy
Each night I have dreamt of being free to fly
But I've always known
The sky is not home

I went far away to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dream came
When I was dreaming them at home
The best dreams came
When I was dreaming them at home
Back Home

"回家"

你会永远知道有个地方
就是你心里的家
如果你要逃离烦恼和绝望
那就是你要去的地方
回家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦只有在家中做梦时才会浮现

鸟儿把天空当成家
能自由飞翔就是一种快乐
我每晚都梦见自己能像自由地飞
但我永远知道
天空不是我的家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
回家