Tuesday, May 31, 2005
IS lesson at 8am today. orh! it's so early. hate it. we were given a brief introduction of what it was about. another project on 'individual n community'. 50% for this project. oh oh...scary!
end school at 12pm n went to shop for clothes. bought a quiksilver top n billabong shorts which cost $99.80 in total. went to hougang mall to do my 1 year of contact lenses supply. $140. gosh~ guess how much i spend in 1 day. it's so scary.
gonna glued myself to the chair n finish my WP (Web Publishing) assignments. it's due on thursday. sayonara~
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4:27 PM
Monday, May 30, 2005
got a taste of every module lessons today. not bad. computer maths seems nice. haha! now got a mini project to stess over. my '1st IT problem'. need to use all the skills of every module to do that project. 40% leh. orh~ gonna do nice nice worx.
went home after sch today n bus 161 at woodlands interchange was like what?!? queue until next bus queue. in the end, it's a single decker bus that came. wth!!! i think the bus management must be crazy to arrange that. gosh~ i guess i won't go home straight if my lessons end at 5pm. i rather eat outside n slowly make my way back when the peak hours are over. so tired sia. wanna sleep on the bus but i'm standing n holding my laptop! keep on doze off n almost fall down. orh!
sch's early for me tomorrow. have lessons from 8am-12pm. god bless~
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10:03 PM
Sunday, May 29, 2005
went to have my hair cut today. dyed it also. the hairdresser offer a suggestion of making the ends of my hair a lighter colour. behind she do a lighter colour for the middle portion. duhz~ i guess it's just ok at the way it turned out to be. not bad though. like it!
just access my 'mel' n saw the tutorials for IAC (individual n the community) module. omg sia! so many things to do for each lessons n the assignments are already available for downloading. orh! i guess i would download all n at least get a feel of what's going on for every lesson. it would definitely helps in my focus for every lesson. yeah! i wanna score in every module!
AD (A Distinction) grades, i want that!!!
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7:22 PM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
phew! i manage to survive today. so many customers queuing up at my counter. hmm, saw ivy lee early in the morning. she ended up paying up at my counter. haha~ have the honour of serving her. saw her once at hougang mall ntuc also. that was when my mother was buying fish n ivy lee was next to her. haha. although she just gave birth to a twins, but she look still the same. slim as ever. perhaps that's celebrity? got the money to go slimming centre.
bored si wo le. gonna go out cut hair n dye my hair tomorrow. maybe in the late afternoon, i shall do some of my small little assignments given. at night got 'wu jian dao' to watch! can't wait to go sch on monday. sch rox~
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11:51 PM
Friday, May 27, 2005
went for the motivation talk on 'who moved my cheese' in the afternoon today. it's interesting n i love the talk.
after viewing the video of the lady who has the lowest body mass video, i was inspired. she got an illness at a young age n had to undergo an operation to remove her lower half of the body. she had no legs after the operation. totally no legs. at first they got her a fake leg to allow her to walk, but she found it troublesome n instead, her both hands became her legs. she sat on a skateboard n use her 2 hands to move her about. when she n this guy got married, after a few years, her doctor told her that she was pregnant. as the baby could not grow vertically, it grew horizontally. thank god the baby didn't inherit his mother's illness as the doctor did an ultra scan n found that the baby was perfectly normal. she gave birth to the little boy eventually. it was the first time ever that a baby can be born in such cases.
the other video tape was about this guy who did not have his both hands since birth. kinda inspiring about how he eventually uses his legs to write, drive n cook etc.
went for the campfire at 5+pm n our whole class didn't want to go at all but mrs nittia said that there will be attendance taking. orh~ i guess she tricked us. went for the whole event n there wasn't any! had a boring time over at the campfire. drag until 9+pm although it said that it would end at 8pm. guess i have gotten used to it. they always like to exceed time.
reached home n it was almost 11pm. duhz~ i'm working tomorrow. counter 1 somemore. gonna sleep early liao. i'm exhausted n sleepy!
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11:12 PM
Thursday, May 26, 2005
had my iE games today. got brief about the 5Cs we must have to be enterprising. later on have to play the 5 stations to get the 5Cs. duhz~ guess what? the 'courage' station requires 5 person to roll up the mat while the mat is being poured with oil and egg. wth?!? common sense tell me that i won't play it of cause! haha...
completed all the 4 stations but not that station. well, i guess only 2 groups completed everything. dumb! haha...
the second part of the game was exchanging our points to get cash. kinda boring game. didn't participate much. went to have lunch after that n went for the course briefing on our modules for the whole 3 yrs in np. fsp module cannot fail leh cause it's all linked up to the following semester. jia you ar! phew, think it's being taught by jane lee, the overall in charge for yr 1s. think she can get the lesson going on serious n well.
tomorrow got campfire at night. orh! just hope it rains at night so that everything would be cancelled. evil me. hehe...
nonetheless, i can have the luxury to finally sleep late by a few hours tomorrow cause i start sch at 1pm. lalala...don't be jealous worx. keke~
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10:45 PM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
took bus 161 route n was late for sch today. think it's a rainy day n there was a traffic jam at the expressway. duhz. hate raining days when i have to go sch. can't the sky just rain when i have reach sch? it won't be that troublesome for me then. haha...
kinda rot for the 1st half of the lesson. taught us to do our settings to suit np this n that. had lunch at canteen 3 after that. long queue ar! suddenly np like market place sia. so many people crowding. eeks. next half of the lesson was with mrs nittia, our mentor. she's good bah. patient n friendly. let us do some activities so that can get to know our group members more. went out with jeremy to queensway cause he wanted to get a new water bottle. lost his addidas one during yesterday's outing. haha...
tomorrow got what IE games. duhz, hope it would be fun bah. kinda hate those silly games but what to do? freshies mah, need to be obedient n do those 'gong gong' things to satisfy their sadistic urge to see us malu? keke...
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10:05 PM
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
went to sch today n ya, tt mrs chew lecturer is a bit naggy. buay ta han her lecture. however she seem nice n although her naggy may sounds a bit draggy, but i guess it shall be useful if she's trying to drop us some exam hints. haha!
went to meet nur n vickie after sch at queensway shopping centre. didn't know np got bus there sia. bus 61. after that went over to great world city. walk walk a bit then go over to wisma as vickie wanna fix her hp. in the end never leave her hp there cause onli can collect at 7.30pm. duhz. went to orchard popular to kpo their stall there n saw my supervisor at expo de. bid hello to her. keke. met zack at dhoby ghaut n went over to kovan to take neoprints. duhz. take pics sia. my 'fav'? don't really like to smile when take pics. haha~
ate pizza hut for dinner n then went on to 'superbowl' there to play bowling. only get to play until 7.30pm cause it was being booked after that time. went to play pool. my first experience on pool. hehe. nice anyway. enjoy my day out although spend a lot of money. nevermind, pay day is on 26 ya? money rolling in again. wahaha~
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10:32 PM
Monday, May 23, 2005
went to work today. left at around 9+ cause i got sch tomorrow. gosh, i feel so excited that i'm going to study again. miss sch for now i guess. sick of working. sick of facing those cheepos customers. i think one day i will strangle them to death.
today got 1 woman buy this coloured printing paper. she said not $4.90 meh? i was like hello? this is coloured, not white n common sense tells that it will never be that cheap right? idiot leh. still dare to argue with me n give me that fierce look. i walk out of my counter n double check at the place. it's $10.90 lor. duhz. went back n told her she can double check if she don't trust me. she give me that 'buay song' face lor. wah liew! did i beg her to buy that stack of papers? crazy~ after that saw that she went to check n walk off without having the cheek to look at me. haha! don't test me ok? not for you to play la!!!
so sick of unreasonable customers. they seems to be paying less n expecting us to serve them as though we are their maids. wah liew, i don't go to work to become their maid. i'm just serving their requests to find things n to get their things paid ok? don't demand too much. imagine you are the person. how would u expect your customers to treat you? orh~~~
talking abt that piss me off. must cool down! oOo la la. tomorrow i'm going to sch n my day is going to be good ok? haha~
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10:52 PM
Sunday, May 22, 2005
lots of customers today! popular have not start the holiday promotion n there's so many people already. woo~ i can't imagine the queue when the promotion starts. almost late today but reach there n realise that everybody was waiting for alfred. haha! tomorrow kanna call back to work cause only 2 cashiers. me apply to leave early bah. got school on tuesday, wanna go home n pack bag n sleep! lesson starts at 8am-11am on tuesday. damm~ it's so early. imagine the time i have to wake up n travel there. eeks. i'm just drained out...
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11:09 PM
Saturday, May 21, 2005
ku gua lian the whole day at work. been pondering whether to give up her or not. i told myself that suan le, i don't wanna spend too much effort on things which has no outcome. been thinking the whole day until at night when she was online. didn't want to say out but maybe it's god will. i spurt out everything which i thought is my the other friend when it's actually her. had no choice but to confess everything. maybe i'm just worrying too much. if not that i like her so much that i'm scare of losing her, i won't have bother so much i guess.
'i can't control your heart. the heart is yours.' (quoted from her)
just let nature take its own course ya? giving her up is difficult so let it be bah. let me just love her for now...
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11:57 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
meet jacqueline, hwee jing, kenneth they all at np's bus stop before going in for induction briefing today. luckily got 3DO camp ppl to accompany if not i would be like so lonely. haha! oh yeah, i'm in the same class as karen. woohoo~ it's like so lucky sia got camp mates to be in the same class. guess what? our IS class also the same. that's like so rare! wahaha...god really loves me ya? keke...
got to know a bit more of my classmates in 1T12 after the interaction
games part. actually all are easy going people la. phew~ just hope that we all can be united as a class. oh yah, we won the 3rd place! well done people!!! after all, IT does not really consist majority of guys. there are abt half of girls n boys in my class. that's a well spread out proportion i guess. guess hope that i can be group to people who are nice for my projects. god bless me more~
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9:48 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
saw her online this afternoon n had a chat with her. ask her whether she was angry with me n she said why must she be angry with me. ask her whether she was avoiding me n she said for what. in the end drop the topic n talk abt other things. hmm, although i don't really know what she's thinking but in order not to make things worst, i didn't probe further.
however talk until the email add she was asking, i went to suggest a boy's name n she got pissed off even further when i said that thought she regarded herself as not lady-liked. gosh~ i made her angry again. think i'm just good at making her furious la. duhz...
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10:18 PM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
am i in the wrong? perhaps i should step one step back n apologise to her. i can't be thinking of myself only. i don't know. i hate to do this but i love her n if i don't do this, i will lose her completely. don't feel like working today but i can't just leave my work halfway. haiz, feel so lost suddenly.
gek choo ask me feel strange or not now don't have vickie's sms. told her i don't know but i wanna tell vickie tt i do. do she?
suan le la, maybe if she choose to hate me for life, then i shall just leave it as it is la...
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11:08 PM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
i hate being accused of the things which i don't even know what happened ok? i just went back to work today n waisee was just saying that she wanna 'si lian' le. out of curiosity, i told her that i thought this morning everybody was talking abt how lovely she n kai jie was at the outing on sunday. just this n everything turn out in a mess.
gosh, is this what i deserve for being truthful? i hate it. even the person who i thought know me turn out likewise. she sms me 'happy? is it the ending i want to see?' forget it manz, that sms she send me hurt me a lot! maybe i'm just too kind to be push of all the blames. haiz. just don't have the mood. can anybody please lend me his/her shoulder?
~ feel like crying out
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10:58 PM
Monday, May 16, 2005
wake up at 10+ today although i planned to wake up at 9am. whole body aching n i'm tired! nonetheless, still drag myself up cause i have to go down buona vista MOE branch to collect my Os cert. need it on friday for IT briefing. must give to mentor leh. went to popular after that to have lunch with jeremy n vickie. vickie said that my eyes look puffy. haha~ think i'm just too tired n need rest!
slept my afternoon away n now i'm still feeling tired. eek~ tomorrow gonna go back to work already. counter 1 somemore, god bless me!
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11:15 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
13 may - 15 may (3 days 2 night camp)
reported at the camp on the 1st day kinda early i guess? at least i was early by 10 or 15mins. went to see my group's name n ya, it's called 'linux'. heard that all the groups name were related to ICT things. got 'geforce, yahoo, trojan, pascal, firefox blah blah'. kinda bored on the 1st day cause not quite know everybody in my group. went out to sentosa for 1st day activity n it was kinda fun i guess. that somehow bonded us. our cheers was still not tt steady but at least we have the spirit to play the games. tug-of-war at the edge of the sea was fun ya? strength absorbing but it taught us the lesson of being united. the weather was hot for the day but we had water parades whereby we drench ourselves wet n then proceed to play the games. had dinner by the sea at night n it was such a good sight to see while having dinner cause one can see the ships passing by the sea at far n lots of stars!
walked the nature reserve trail at night n seeing how timid rachel, 1 of our GL(group leader) is really is so funny! jing yang, the other GL was always drinking water away from his bag, then keep on ask who wanna go toilet. pengz!
2nd day was tiring manz. had to go treasure hunt all over singapore. went to end of esplanade n was made to do duck walk n hopping on the game. went to shop n save supermarket at late noon to get the BBQ's stuffs. the night of bbq was fun when we all are preparing the food to be bbq. unfortunately it rains at 9+ 10+ n we had to clear up n went back an hr earlier. nonetheless, our spirits was still high up. stayed up in a small little group to play card games. i was learning how to play 'daidee' n 'murderer'. haha, getting more n more naughtier? lolx...had a little performance at night to thank all the efforts of the seniors for their hard work.
today was kinda draggy coz we all seem so quiet like day 1. perhaps we are all tired but then after we proceed on to play games, our liveliness came back a little ya? oh, although we did not get any prizes, at least our greatest gift was that we know each other rite? linux linux all the way!
love the ngee ann cheer!
it's a N, it's a G, it's a double E. it's an A, it's a double N.
Ngee Ann (clap clap)
Ngee Ann (clap clap)
once more (clap clap)
u bet (clap clap)
the linux song wasn't bad right?
oh when linux! oh when linux!
oh when linux come marching in.
oh yes i want to be that number.
oh when linux come marching in.
1~2~3
3~2~1
linux linux no. 1!
linux solid cheer rocks ya?
l i n u x...linux is what we are
s o l i d...solid is what we are
linux linux Oo Oo
solid solid Oo Oo
linux solid Oo Oo
solid linux Oo Oo
LLLIIIINNNUUUXXX!!!
guess the camp was not bad after all although i just hate being made dirty by the games. well, it's common to get dirty during games so see open la! haha~
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7:27 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
kinda quarreled with vickie on tues nite n maybe i'm juz too sensitive n not secure abt her love for me bah i guess. perhaps she's just not ready so i should give her time n not rush her ya? she told me that she won't even be bothered abt me if she don't feel for me. oh well, that really mean to me a lot. i should trust n believe in her cause true love can certainly withstand all obstacles over time.
agree with gek choo that such things don't need to worry so much cause since u were born, the marital knots are already tied le. it's just a matter of time when u will find your girl.
went back to popular after going for convention day today cause i wanna see vickie for the last time before i leave for camp tomorrow. haiz, she seems so busy at work when i went to see her. however, i'm still satisfied already cause i got to see her. gonna miss her till sunday i guess or tues if she's not going out on sunday. how i wish i can pack her in my bag n bring her to camp with me...sianz....
'hao xiang ni, bu ting zhi...hao xiang ni, wo ai ni'
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8:53 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
why must i still cling on to a fruitless outcome? sometimes i ask myself again n again whether she got feelings for me mah, if not why should i bother so much to wait for her? she won't appreciate it ya? she said that she's not ready for relationship n bf does mean it's better than being her buddy. she would rather tell everything to her buddy than bf. oh pls, can u tell me what's she thinking? i don't understand girls at all. they are just so orh!
suan le bah, perhaps i should not 'meng xiang xia qu le'. i don't want to end up being hurt even more. buddies is great isn't it? why think of more than buddies when she don't even want anything more than that. i guess this shall be my 'si xin de li you' cause i can't find anything to tell myself to give up her!
duncan ar duncan, DIE HEART CAN?!? maybe this is what u call true love bah cause u let her go...
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4:33 PM
Monday, May 09, 2005
the 90 bucks popular voucher that expired was sent back. omg, it's my 'jie zhuo'! duhz, thought i always check the vouchers carefully before accepting from customers. damm it~ luckily hoon sung say this time round don't need to pay cause it's the 1st time. phew~
oh yah, yesterday i accept 20 bucks popular voucher that does not have signature on it. eek!!! which idiot branch retail manager forgot to sign after stamping the dates on the vouchers. this time round i got trick not by the expired date but the signature. duhz...
hmm, i was saved again! hoon sung went to sign it so i don't have to pay the 20 bucks. gosh, i gonna be more careful. what am i doing manz?!? getting more out of track. i can't be that 'lan' rite...haha! stop thinking of vickie while working can? smack u ar! bleahz...
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11:35 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
sad day? didn't get to eat the same slot as her. guess i'm just head over heels with her. oh no! is there any cure for love sickness? 2 more weeks n i will be starting my sch life in ngee ann poly. will be going for camp this fri. gosh~ can i pray hard that my heart will remain true to vickie? i'm not a playboy! don't dream on boy, u can never find a real 'jolin' in sg~
sch is starting n my days working in popular will be cut down to 1 week once. i wonder whether my feelings for her will remain strong...MUST OK?!? haha...
gonna miss her for 2 days cause she's off tomorrow n tuesday. sad~
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11:47 PM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
she break up with me after 1 week + but my feelings are still there. i still feel for her. she say that she will only accept when she's 21 yrs old. will she wait 2 yrs + for me when she's 21 until i serve finish NS? i wonder...
even though now we are not bf n gf but let it be that i'm wooing her can? perhaps time can prove everything. i believe in fate, that if 'you yuan xiang yu', then she will be the one that will be with me till i turn old and die...
there is this saying that 'if the girl is willing to wait for you until you come out NS, it proves how much her love is for you. u should marry her cause she's the one that can really go through thick and thin with you...'
maybe i should leave it up to fate to decide who is my right girl. who knows she will fall in love with another guy in her poly?
for now, i just wanna say this to you.
Vickie, i like you a lot n i will wait for you until you are 21 yrs old to be with you!
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12:00 AM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
just created a new blog with a new address...
a new beginning i guess...
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11:19 PM