Sunday, July 30, 2006

3 people for training today. thanks to jeremy and ethan for pang seh-ing us! haha. we waited for them for quite a while cause yesterday night they say until so ON that today will come down.

well, me, junsheng and bernard continue our training. we row 2 super triangle and went out shears bridge to train my balancing. sianz. not much waves out there maybe due to the construction. thanks junsheng and bernard for your tips in improving my speed.

i saw that guy who i bought clothes at cineleisure for cny with si bao at stadium when i went there to bath after training. haha! like so fated, always bump into him. surprisingly, he's in TP dragonboat. wow.

town for lunch and shopping after bathing. dennis and jeremy came to join us after they went suntec. wah, suntec got this cancer foundation thing and dennis want to go there cause they shave botak for free but he say long queue until madness so in the end, he didn't take queue number. just imagine if most of the singaporeans went to support the cancer foundation thing, then you can see so many BOTAKS walking on the street. so weird!

penisula plaza with jeremy and bernard cause they want to buy clothes and i want to buy also. hmm, didn't saw any nice clothes so home sweet home after that.

my mama say after finish her preparation for 7th month next sunday then find one sunday she and my papa go fetch me after training to go get k800i. wee! i can't wait to use that new phone.

--- sony ericsson phone rocks! ---

my music my style
10:20 PM

Saturday, July 29, 2006

today is the launch of my events management module. my group planned this pulau ubin cycling trip.

thanks to yee peng's dad, i can wake up late and sit her dad's car to changi ferry terminal. heez. her dad so good, she live in bukit panjang then travel down to sengkang then to changi.

10 participants paid and only 7 turn up in the end. duhz! luckily 1 of the IS lecturer who wanted to join in as participant didn't reply us her answer in the end also. well, small group also not bad. we were able to know each participants well.

as usual, ice breaking game first before the actual cycling game. i learn 2 new games from tze kin, my group leader today! wee. can use for canoeist camp? lolx! it's call 20 cents and "big fish small fish". for the 20 cents game, it's kind of simple. just stretch out your left hand, fold it up and the right hand is to put on the person's hand beside you. a song about 20 cents is being sang and once it stop, the person in the centre is to guess where is the coin. so fun! for the "big fish small fish" game, it's something like concentration game. you just stretch your hand apart big and say it's a small fish vice versa. not that fun for that cause i keep on get mixed up! heez.

had lunch before proceeding with the cycling game. me, abidah and her helper went to the ending point to prepare and set up the games station while the rest went ahead with the game. yeah! i took a single bike and this is my 2nd time cycling after the east coast learning how to cycle with my T12 group mates, meiteng they all. haha. i must say i'm able to cycle a bit better now though still don't know how to turn. lolx.

here are some pictures which i took today...

to sum it all. FINALLY the events management module is clear for the semester. WOOHOO! now we shall wait for next friday for presentation and then, there will be no more IS lessons.

--- 我喜欢大自然的平静, 它能够让我全部的烦恼都随着海浪飘走 ---

my music my style
10:13 PM

Friday, July 28, 2006

i wake up late today cause i don't have alarm to wake me up. late for IS meeting but nahz, i also don't bother much. don't need to cab down just for that. haha!

the meeting ended early and i went clubhouse and slack for a little before going to self train with daphne. we went running around the track. i manage to ran finish 6 rounds after which it started pouring. did gym after that though it's kind of boring to gym with so many dragonboaters in the gym. well, marathon is coming up. i have to be diligent.

caps hotel meeting in the evening and discuss some outstanding matters until hmm, there are still lots of loose matters to settle. this year no free speedboat and because of this, it's costing us a lot of money to be set aside for that. argh!

tomorrow shall be my launching of my IS events management activity, pulau ubin cycling trip. hope the event will be successful. got one lecturer from IS department joining us also. so scary!

to vickie: what's done is done. don't think so much about what happened. it's your freedom to say what you want at any people's blog. if they don't like it, then they can just close the window. if they choose to read further, then that's their problem. anyway, what you tag also makes sense so heck care those idiots!

F.I.R album is out in stores today. they are the second band group which i like besides S.H.E. they make all kinds of music seems possible with them around.

album cover. so stylish!

back of album

i found their promoting advertisement on youtube. they make until very nice. after watching it, it's like so motivating! faye's voice has improve to a more higher pitch this time in their new album. wow! go grab the album fast. it's worth it.

F.I.R 新专辑预告

F.I.R Get High廣告搶先看

F.I.R - 飞行部落 MV

--- 坚持下去, 有一天你会谢谢自己当初的不放弃---

my music my style
11:09 PM

Thursday, July 27, 2006

*sighs* i spend $18.30 (includes $2 peak hour charge, 50 cents ERP charge) on cab in the morning just because my DAMM hp spoil. the alarm clock sound was mute. pengz. i had ooad test at 9am and i wake up at 8.45am in shock! what was irritating was that i reach there and the lecturer say the test is tomorrow. GRRR!!!

i switch off the hp and turn it on again and now the alarm clock sound was like so soft. eek! maybe my hp is sad cause i'm planning to change to se k800i. it's out already! $838. so EXP. my mama was like nagging SIAO AR, change until so exp. orh. but my papa say he will buy for me. wee~ *muacks*

mr francis our lan lecturer is so damm good. i'm beginning to like him so much. he's so fatherly. where will lecturer sit down with the students to eat lunch? so rare! besides that, he still talk to us about lots of things. he was talking about meiteng's interest in art and ask her to pursue it regardless of how much time it takes cause he say he believes that one should do something he/she likes. only then will he/she do her best in it.

i ponder about one thing he said. if you like to do something, then go all out to do it. only then will you be recognise and progress from there. however i ask myself. i'm interested in singing, in the music industry but it just seems so impossible to get in there. what if i try all my best and still never get in when i'm like 30 40 years old already? hmm. maybe looking at the bright side, like what meiteng say, improve your voice even more so that you will get recognise? well, i should look on the bright side. if you believe in something, then you should aim for it with all your heart! be positive. i can make it de.

school term is coming to an end soon. 2 weeks of study break from 14 Aug to 27 Aug and holiday starts from 28 Aug to 15 Oct. how great isn't it? i can't wait for 14 Aug to come. at least i can wake up late and study at my own time which i like.

jolin's lux advertisement out already!

i took this at guardian pharmacy sales on the papers.

she's so pretty and sweet.

--- 世界上常常有很多东西会让知己所做的事感觉到很矛盾 ---

my music my style
10:40 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

so tired even though i start school like so late today. 12pm lesson. maybe it's because i watch er zhuo ju zhi wen yesterday night. suddenly feel that i got nothing to do so i decided to try and complete the show. haha.

ended lan lesson early cause today no practical. the lecturer only go through subnetting since last week's test, a lot of people have doubts. we went canteen 1 to eat something and shi hua spotted a gay! that guy was like like twisting his butt to the left to the right and back left as he walk. the way he carry those kind of girl's handbag on his hand makes you EEK! meiteng, shi hua, yubing and me were like seeing him pay for the food at one of the stall. wah, his handbag fall off his shoulder and he use those girls action of pulling it back. OMG~ shi hua so bad, keep on look until i ask her don't so bad lah, keep on look.

woohoo! clemence is back for training. i was like in the clubhouse sleeping cause so tired and he turn up. i went with him to train first cause he need to leave early for his bike lesson. ran 6 rounds track, pull ups and gym. after that join in the main training with the team and wah! 200 push ups, gym again. shiok sia! although i can feel that my body will be aching soon but at least i do until "chui" kind today.

jeremy suddenly ask me what kind of girls do i like while doing gym. when i ask him why ask me that, he say nothing. just asking. duhz!

ok lah, for his question, my answer is that i like a girl who is
(1) long hair
(2) tall
(3) caring
(4) independent
(5) good temper
(6) girlish
(7) great body >>> haha!!!
(8) understand me well

girls who "tehz" a.k.a "sa jiao" to me is a BIG NO NO! i hate girls who use this just because she wants to get off with something. i depise them greatly so don't ever try that on me. it'll just piss me off.

see my criteria so high, who will manage to become my gf. hahaha!

--- 当你发觉到你喜欢一个人, 你的那个感觉是crush还是love呢? ---

my music my style
11:55 PM

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

yesterday kbox-ing session was great though a lot of new songs in kbox was not updated. nonetheless, i manage to k jolin's new album songs except 马德里不思议 cause the lyrics is like so chim. haha! i love 假装 so much until i sang twice. duet song with junxiang on 李圣杰 - 你那么爱她 was great. i can reach that high note. wee~

i want to k
fan yi chen - 不说出的温柔
jolin - 离人节
hong junyang - 难道, 沙沙的谁
s.h.e - 我们怎么了, 紫藤花

kbox ar kbox, hope that you all will update the system with all the latest mv. don't have, find from youtube. haha!

today is the first day of the 7th month. everybody take care worx. when go out, don't go out until so late. lolx! nahz, just joking.

bioinformatics demo was great today. that indian was like kind of in a good mood? he didn't shoot me like last week's group who presented. he only ask me to click this and that and show me. then he commented that my box was too small for the display. other than that, i make it! yeah. so happy. for the first time i feel that the indian worth my praise.

today kind of pass so fast? celebrated yu bing's birthday. our bought a soft toy seat and cushion for her. hope she likes it! heez. went to help geraldine do her interview about cca during my break. wah seh, the break i ate until damm full. me, meiteng and shi hua decided to buy roti prata after eating chicken rice. we are such a BIG EATER! haha.

shi hua bought this book for a cheap price. $2? it's a book on horoscope. love life, character, life line and lots more! we were like entertaining ourselves with the book the whole day. so true. well, at least for someone like me who believes in horoscopes.

now for some entertainment news...

damm! 93.3 gossiping about jolin. they say that jay chou will kick away jolin on her motorola 代言人. they say that also true lah, jolin also never use their product although she's working for them unlike jay chou, so 讲意气. duhz. motorola phone so sucky, who want to use? then they further gossip that jolin's album sales keep on hog the 1st placing for weeks. maybe jay chou's new album which will be launching in september will kick her away just like motorola also? cause he's more CUTE, more 讲意气. eek! those gossips people are just such BITCHES!!!

elva hsiao's new album will be launching soon. think vickie will buy on the first day of launching? don't forget burn for me worx. wahaha. thanks ar.

--- 如果你不停的试着去改变为了她, 那么你们之间的爱情是经不起考验的 ---

my music my style
10:17 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

22 July 2006 (Sat) & 23 July 2006 (Sun)

it's National Canoeing Championship 2006.

no training for this week for both juniors and seniors cause we all will be down at macritchie reservoir to compete. woot!

saturday morning i wake up early to go down kallang and help lex to take his low seat cause i don't know they not moving boats and i left it in the shack after taking from coach cher. after that i took cab down to macritchie cause i'm lazy to think of what bus to change from kallang to there. heez.

thanks to the juniors (jia jun, daphne, michelle) and the canoe polo girls (monsters team) for coming down to support us. really appreciate your support though we know it's boring for you all. we have also been through that when we were in year 1. next year you all will be damm interested in every race already.

i got to see some of the very good canoeist strokes on this two days and it kind of bring back my motivation to train hard. next competition coming up is round ubin marathon 2006. i want to go try my best to paddle on the choppy waters of ubin. hope i can make it.

i took cab down from home on sunday also. i was so tired until i wake up at 8am when the first race of our school is like starting at 9.45am? lolx. spend like so much money this 2 days. we had lunch + dinner after everything at crystal jade. so fun! we were like eating and taking pictures and taking videos and even playing at the same time. i love the sprinters. they brighten up my day always with so many playful and cheeky teammates.

1 week of rest for our hard work of ncc. however i'm going to let myself rest tomorrow only. i'm going to kbox! after tomorrow, i shall start serious training for round ubin. 3 weeks more only. jia you. i can make it for round ubin.

--- Well Done Sprinters. You All Are Simply The Best! ---

my music my style
11:22 PM

Friday, July 21, 2006

i&e meeting today in school was as normal. we'll be launching our activity next saturday. hope everything will go well so that we can pass the module.

went down to kallang to help lex collect his k low seat from cher and later tidy up a bit of the shack while waiting for jeremy and collin to come down. we row for a while and after that i got to go back school for caps hotel meeting.

the caps hotel committee meeting was average. brian commented that this batch's committee is much more playful and noisy than our batch. he said that our batch all come in quiet quiet. well, i prefer to look at it in an optimistic point of view. like that don't need ice breaking game. isn't it better? we can get things moving on fast since all know each other.

all the head of the various departments stayed back after everything and we kind of reprimand them for their poor behaviour cause as committee, while i'm briefing them on their work task, they can msn and play game. luckily the heads were so much more quieter and discipline.

well, just hope they can get work done fast. i know they can!

--- All the Best Sprinters for National Canoeing Championship! ---

my music my style
11:20 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

19 July 2006 (Wed)

networking test was OMG-ish! the individual was like *sighs* and the group test was tough. me pair up with yubing and do until still cannot route from pc1 to pc4. the individual small part still can route but not the whole thing. sianz. well, it's over already. hope can pass the paper cause it's like 25% of the overall module.

we kanna cheated during lunch. we eat at canteen 2 and got this person come ask us for donation to this elderly thingy. we split among 6 of us to give the $10. guess what? the free gift is a tube of honey and later on i realise the honey expiry date is like tomorrow? *faints* the person so bad! sell us this product when it's like so gosh. next time don't do good deed already, kanna cheated in the end.

i've check my exam timetable and got one day break after august 20 round ubin marathon so i think i'll go for this marathon competition. heez. i want to try and paddle singles this time.

--- 单方面的爱一个人是很辛苦的, 但是能够找到一个你爱上的人是不容易的 ---

20 July 2006 (Thurs)

meiteng and yu bing wear until wow-ish today. they both wear the pointed heels cause got database presentation. first time see them wear until so lady-like. lolx.

ooad assignment feedback given back to us today. sianz. he ask us to redo that time but didn't mark it cause he say that's only taken into consideration. wth!

database presentation SUCKS terribly. we went in and start presentating when it's our slot and kanna ShOoOoooT until i PENGZ. 4 of us tried to argue back and answer her questions but that old woman just want to win then let her win lor. what can we do when our marks is up to her to grade. she's such an ASS HOLE! she normal days never teach us anything, sit on the table like "大伯公" then today sit on the table act until so professional to criticise us. ASS lah her! no wonder so old already still have not marry. who would want a woman like her to be his wife. i rather stay single all my life. sianz. just hope that we can still pass even though she criticise until we like so hopeless. suay sia let her teach database. last semester connie, this semester her, next semester?

marina square at night. i went to jolin's autograph session. first time going for her autograph session cause the previous 2 times i was having exams when she came. i really enjoy it! she's like so damm chio, sweet, aHhHh... ANGEL is the word to describe her.

see the big crowd!

jolin dancing 舞娘!

sweetly sang 马德里不思议

the 93.3fm DJ talking to her...

the empty stage after everything

the back of the stage is even decorated with her pictures. woot!

jolin sign on my album. aww!

hope that the pictures is alright for my blog fans cause i use hp to take. heez. i was surprise to see Donghan (sprinting alumni) there too. so coincidence and he's jolin fan too. wee! yesterday is jolin's mo fang competition at zouk, today autograph at marina and tomorrow Zpop. she's so busy.

--- All the best for Jolin's Zpop concert tomorrow. YOU ROCKS! ---

my music my style
12:03 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

no ooad lesson today. duhz! i should have sleep more instead of rushing to school for lesson at 11am. instead of rotting until 4pm for lan lesson, we went out cause karen and shi hua want to get their problematic acer laptop repair. took bus to jurong east there and wah, the acer service centre got free wireless. we waited there and surf net at the same time.

karen so good sia. her laptop got repaired like internal and external. the person change her keypad, adapter and even change her casing until like brand new. wow! shi hua commented that she so worth it to get her laptop repair. it's like repair the whole laptop. more worth it than hers. haha!

we were talking about after we get our diploma what job we want to do and after finishing our diploma, the break before going in uni and me before going in ns. i think i strongly agree with shi hua's suggestion that our whole group chiong work for the 1st month and then the 2nd month's pay use for going overseas to play. i guess it would certainly be damm fun if go with friend. i want to go hong kong! can shop and eat. just imagine i can buy lots and lots of clothes. wee~

jolin's autograph this thursday 20 July at Marina Square Central Atrium 8pm. hmm, should i go? i miss her autograph session like every year due to the exam period. well, maybe i will just go for this time. i want to see her so much! heez.

tomorrow lan's practical test on routing and individual test on subnetting. gosh! i better squeeze all my brain juice out to do the test. well, but i just realise i'm beginning to fall in love with networking. it's so fun doing all those connections.

--- 未来的事可能还很遥远, 但是时间也会一转眼就过了 ---

my music my style
10:52 PM

Monday, July 17, 2006

6.15am. it's like the earliest time which i wake up today thanks to my database project. went school to hand up the project and slack until like 11+. went with my group mates to bukit timah for breakfast.

so stupid. we initially wanted to eat kfc but it's only open at 10am so we went downstairs to eat mee from this stall and ended up realising that we kanna HACK! meiteng was like saying how come the food so expensive and karen was sitting facing directly to the stall so she help us see how much the boss collect from other customers. in the end we realise that we are the fools. other customers pay less than $2.50 for the food and still got drinks inclusive. we pay $2.50 only for our food.

went to walk around after eating cause we still want to eat kfc as the mee meal was not satisfying. sianz. in the end we went to eat desserts since kfc don't sell any ice cream or cold desserts. wah lao! the dessert stall CMI. the milk instead of coconut the uncle use those for milo kind and he put damm a lot until the whole bowl of my dessert taste like strawberry milk. yucks!

after that we want to go back school but realise it's pouring outside. argh. what an unlucky day until so HAIZ. bad food. bad weather.

oh yah, my eyes look UGLY today. serene saw that my right eye is double eyelid and comment on it. sad! haha. that's the result of not having enough sleep.

round ubin marathon 2006 is back! this year it's on august 20 instead of december. aww. i want to join it so much. just hope that my exams don't clash with it.

--- 不管那么小小发生的好事, 人的心总是很容易被满足的 ---

my music my style
11:32 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

in the morning i went down to kallang and wah, after a long time, it's the first time i reach first again. but then sianz, the gate was lock and i was stranded outside waiting. dennis reach after that and he walk to scf to take the key. soon after junsheng arrive and WOW, he really pro sia. he went to the gate, untie the lock and open the gate. we were like all HUH?!?

so i was L-O-U-S-Y after all. haha!

did land training cause it was super low tide today. next week is National Canoeing Championship already. for all those who are taking part, please remember to rest well and do your best. ganbateh!

left early for training with weizheng. we had lunch at kallang's macdonald and i went school to finish up my database project. so shit sia, i walk up the long steep hill to back gate and it wasn't open. in the end i walk to the front gate. another long steep hill up school. argh! how i wish i got skills to fly up the slope or perhaps float up.

finally done with the project. tomorrow got to reach school early to hand it up before the deadline time. so rush. hope i'm not late for school cause i got things to compile together.

--- 我也许很矛盾, 表面上的我所做的都不是心里所想要的 ---

my music my style
10:19 PM

Saturday, July 15, 2006

yeah! i finally got my hands on Jolin's DVD+CD Dancing Diva album. this morning i was like finding and finding the whole of the cd rama section and i can't find it. i ask anida and she was say she saw like the last piece yesterday? orh. in the end i go ask hongda and he say he was sure that still got some left cause yesterday closing he was arranging them. in the end it's that damm Gong Shi Jia's new 改版 album stacking up on top. katty and anida then tell hongda to display them up since it's new stock. haha! left like 4 or 5 more jolin's stock. wee~

so sad, today hongda last day already. sighs. how come the staffs in popular all keep on shuffle. nevermind, at least got liwei back with us. today she never work so no chance to talk to her yet.

my sore throat is still the same and i still went to eat the kfc chicken chop for dinner. well, it doesn't really taste that nice to me. so bored. i eat alone cause katty and anida working today so i got to eat 12pm slot. no desmond to accompany me.

desmond is badly sunburnt from camp and he claims that his face won't peel. well, i shall just wait and see him PEEL! lolx. evil me. i told him about the 绝对Superstar audition and he said that he also want to join. yeah! got people to accompany me for guy's slot on 3 sep already.

tomorrow gonna rush like hell again. training and then to school for project. yucks. i hate that kind of life. how i wish i got a personal chauffeur to drive me around. well, dreams are to be strive for so i must work hard now so that i can enjoy in the future. jia you worx chinchong!

--- 只要睁一只眼闭一只眼, 世界也会是完美的 ---

my music my style
11:59 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

no school today. i slept until like until 11+ in the morning. damm tired from the week's chionging of projects. my sore throat seems to be getting worst and my whole body feel so hot. sianz. just hope i don't fall sick cause i got lots of things to complete.

i went back to school for a while to work out the test plan for my bioinfo lab practical and then home sweet home again. saw weizheng and hong gay while waiting for bus home and took the same bus as them.

i was taking bus back to causeway point and vickie happen to tell me that she's there with her classmates to pierce her ears. in the end i went home with her. haha! it's her virgin ear holes. if ever it gets infection, she will STRANGLE me to death cause i keep on say how horrible it is to get infection.

i've been lying on the sofa like after dinner until 10pm watching shows be it nice or not nice. so tired physically and mentally that i didn't even want to move around. alright i need a good rest before moving on.

i DREAD going to work at popular tomorrow but i've been MIA-ing there for like 2 to 3 weeks so i got to show my face again. well, being able to get Jolin's DVD+CD Dancing Diva album shall be my motivation to go work tomorrow. i must endure the long working day tomorrow. I MUST!!!

--- 是不是真的当你每一次跟那个人吵架, 将来她就会是你爱的人? ---

my music my style
11:31 PM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

yesterday was geraldine's pms-ing day. today it's mine! i'm extremely irritating by the things going on today and i hate it. ooad presentation was gone case. we did wrongly for the whole project. we were suppose to add in all the use case into the diagram but we didn't do it. thank god mr andrew tan let us do and submit it by monday. phew!

database project almost done. left the select statement by individual. gonna meet up on sunday in school after my training to finish it up. sianz. first time do project until weekend until must go back school to do.

the new msn sucks! it's call "window live messenger". so why do i rate it a bad one? the msn can't show the contact's display picture in a smaller version like the old msn. there's just one function which is show detail. yucks. the display picture so big on the list for what. so space-takening! also, like when you chat with 2 more more people, all the chat conversation cannot be grouped together into one window. argh. damm lan sia this new msn. i think i'm going to change back to the old version. althought the colour scheme can be change in this new msn, but a lot of good functions are just practically missing from it. well, upgrade it first before asking me to use it.

绝对Superstar is coming back! the audition dates are out already. 3 Sep for guys and 9 Sep for girls. i'm going to go for the audition and try it out! heez.

i just saw on the advertisement Jolin DVD+CD Dancing Diva album consisting of all the MVs. it's out already. yeah! i'm going to grab it fast this saturday since i'm working. i waited to see all her MVs like until neck long long already. haha!

here's 乖乖牌 mv which i found featuring stanley huang and her. below is the making of the mv.

Jolin: "i feel that all girls like to act cheap. they don't like guys who are too decent. they like guys who are a little not decent and want them to be heartless sometimes"

Stanley: "i tink guys want a girl to be decent when they bring her out but different when at home, just like jolin such a 乖乖牌 (decent brand)"

enjoy it!

--- 那一瞬间的我不知道为什么一直盼望你不停的会简讯 ---

my music my style
10:23 PM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

bus 74 is damm slow today. maybe due to the rainy weather. i waited like 30 mins for it and only single deck bus came. argh! i paid for my bus concession to stand all the way to school? 1 hour plus of standing. damm fed up! i can't even sleep in the bus. *sighs*

thanks to my group members for helping me to finish up my bioinfo lab practical! the rest of the day we were chiong-ing database project which is to be due this friday. whole day i eat hotdog bun with egg in the library. no proper lunch for today.

miss training and i guess i will miss friday's one also since my project is still so far from completion. argh! i'm like missing training for one week. must faster chop chop finish up database this week and next week is lan practical test. stress ar.

major allocation is OUT! yeah i got into networking. if give me bioinfo, i sure go appeal sia. haha! networking is so fun. today me and karen pair up do the packet tracer during lab and it's so fun after knowing how to do it. at least it's something that once understand already can do unlike bioinfo. so yucky!

alright, i'm going off to dreamland cause tomorrow is ooad presentation. i'm like sleeping so late every night. *yawns*

my music my style
11:41 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

bioinformatics lab pratical was horrible today. i actually finish up my additional requirements but at the last moment, my damm lab pc just play me out. the screen kept on popping out the same thing repeatedly and i have no choice but to call that indian to come and help me fix. what irks me off is he scolded me instead of saving it as "project" saying that it will clash with the programme function. wth?!? how am i suppose to know? damm him. he didn't help me to solve after that and went out to talk to his colleague. ARGH!!! i'm damm piss off by what he does.

sianz, tomorrow i'm going back school early to finish up. although the deadline is today but i'll just pass up tomorrow and let him minus off 10 marks for being late. just hope i still maintain my A grade after being deduct the 10 marks. i hate him for not being able to help when i need help. what kind of lecturer is him?!? f*** off!!!

thanks to my group members for offering to meet up with me tomorrow to help me out. without you all, i would have been battling everything on my own.

"thanks pork!" (meiteng's favourite phrase)

lots of things to say but i shall just keep it within my heart. well, some things are not meant to be said out. perhaps by keeping it to myself, things would just be that simple.

--- 有好多好多事我不明白难道世界上就是那么的复杂吗? ---

my music my style
11:05 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006

i was not late for bioinfo test today. hmm, late but still within the 15mins grace. i force myself to wake up this morning and squeeze the single deck bus to school. it was a rainy day and so cold. *shivers* luckily after a few stops, i found myself a seat and slept all the way to school. shiok sia.

bioinfo test was so yucky. i don't know how to do like 2 sections out of 3. pengz. well, just pray hard i pass the test. heez. the stupid indian lecturer make me so damm piss off. i start my laptop and was closing msn and he !@#$%& without using his eyes to see what am i doing first. after that the question paper website got problem and he read out the correct website to the class but everyone was like huh? what is he saying. his irritating indian accent. idiotic indian! after the whole test he still go around reminding us to do the lecturer evaluation. of cause i do already lah! how can i waste a chance to mark him down. no brain then use butt to think lah. eek.

database lesson ended early. haha! instead of 3 hours, she see us all doing our own stuffs and she went off. wee. in the end, i went home early to finish up on my projects. yeah! finally she realise that we are all not doing anything productive during her lessons.

i must endure this week. it's the last week for all assignments. faster finish up them and i can slack a little from next week onwards.

This is the song which Jay Chou compose for S.H.E. it continues from their 1st album "戀人未滿" with the same guy in the mv also. one can see how much S.H.E has change over the years.

S.H.E - 戀人未滿

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S.H.E - 触电

--- 我搞不懂我们到底怎么了诚实的背后是否住着伤口我想不通我们的爱怎么了雨下过以后是否能让什么复活 ---

my music my style
8:21 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

today's sea training was great cause i've recover from my right arm injury. can sprint like so shiok. haha! anyway today i got so many pacers to pace with so i will try to sprint faster if not i would be lagging like damm behind. heez. thanks to ken, donghan and weizheng for accompanying me. if not i would be like so boring on t boat.

well, my balancing today is bad but i found back my motivation to train. suddenly i miss clemence's voice during training. he's like missing training since 2 weeks ago due to family problem. haiz. will he be coming back to train with us?

damm tired after training. didn't went with the sprinters to walk walk at marina but went home with alfred and liang cheng. haha, liang cheng is full of nonsense. alfred went to guardian to buy newspaper and liang cheng went to the condom section and see. duhz! oops. how can i say out this? think he'll just scream at me. muahaha.

hmm, junsheng alumni, don't be angry ok? your positiveness has always been my motivation to work hard. see which alumni will bother to bring so many bottles all the way from home just because the bottles in the shack isn't enough. you are just great! i don't know why you are so pissed off with us today but relax dude! just be angry for a while and after that, we are as a team again! *smile*

the weather was good. it's raining and i lie on bed and sleep till dinner time when i reach home. super tired. tomorrow bioinfo test. hope i'm not late for the test. it's 9am and cab fee will rise starting from tomorrow. now go up cab is $2.50 and peak hour become $2. wah! guess i'll need to save more money for cab. i can't live without it. haha!

here's a song from 李圣杰 new album 关于你的歌 which i find it nice. his voice is a bit rough but well, this song's tune is nice. it's said to be linked to his "痴心绝对" song from his previous album.

李圣杰 - 最近

---人真奇怪, 往往做出让自己矛盾的事 ---

my music my style
9:39 PM

Saturday, July 08, 2006

6 July 2005 (Thurs)

weiqiang and yiwei farewell dinner before they go in ns. met the sprinters at bugis to go for this ma la steamboat dinner at icon there. the steamboat was kind of special coz half of the wok is separated into normal soup while the other is chilli soup. the chilli soup full of chilli oil. pengz. drink already can get HIGH sia. well, i enjoy drinking the normal soup more cause i don't like to eat hot stuffs. heez.

took lots of pictures with the sprinters. so happy. got lots of alumnis who turn up today. wee. regina still as crappy as ever. wah! edmund got 1 friend who can do magic!!! his friends came to meet him cause they going out later and the guy (don't know what name, never ask) is so WOW.
he can make a fork bend. he got bring cards out with him and he did a lot of stunts with the deck of cards. the major finale was when he ask mi to hold on to the packet of cards and raise them up high and he try to pull 1 of the card out. wah! can faint sia. as i slowly let go the pack of card, i can feel one card coming out of the box. GOSH~

well, waiting for the pictures to be out so that i can upload on blog. good luck to weiqiang and yiwei for their ns life. hope they enjoy it. haha.

7 July 2005 (Fri)

before i left home, i smelt a damm stinky smell. it's my bag, laptop bag and adidas jacket! it's from the steamboat place. the stinky chilli smell. yucks. must be from the smoke in the steamboat shop. sianz. i went to spray perfume on my bag and laptop bag before rushing to school. although still got smell, but at least not so strong already.

oh yah i had diarrhoea in the morning also. saw on my msn list that jiaying had a bad stomachache and alfred got gastric and stomachache too. wahaha! seems like all those who went for the dinner kanna. must be that damm oily chilli oil.

caps hotel briefing in the evening was cocked up. lecture theatre booking screwed up! alfred damm pissed off with the arrangement until he !@#$%. haha! relax alfred. sometimes things just don't go the way we want it to be so we must cool down and think of ways to overcome the problem.

haiz. the briefing still got poor attendance. all those who not fighting for committee didn't turn up. only yang turn up. sianz~ well, maybe i've expected too much from juniors. maybe it's because dragon batch intake last year that's why so many juniors.

well, the confirmed committee juniors who will be in will be out soon on nacc blog. just give me some time to think over who to be in and out of the committee.

*argh! my adidas jacket need a good wash. it stinks from the steamboat dinner. sorry si bao for treating the jacket this way. don't worry! i will make it smell as good as a flower asap. *

8 July 2005 (Sat)

that's today. late for work today thanks to the great traffic jam at woodlands highway. a car crash into a bike until damm "chui". omg! hope the car and bike drivers are both ok.

first assignment by m5concept and i'm like late for work? argh. i so fed up with myself for creating a bad impression. luckily when i reach there, they all still chatting away. phew.

well, it was kind of fun promoting for this rhb bank. it's a malaysian bank i think. i'm surprise to know that actually there are lots of branches all over singapore.

the bank is like paying m5concept 12 bucks/hour for one person? wow. after minus like 2 bucks that m5 concept will take, i'm like earning 10 bucks/hour? woot!

wee. i got to know a new friend today. his name is Gad. also from m5concept. he's from ngee ann ict year 3. no wonder he say he find me so familiar. we slack like most of the time in macdonald cause no people to supervise us. he threw away most of the flyers and yah, so bad, but then no people to take what. now i realise how tough it is to give out flyers. next time i will help people take flyers if they give out. i promise! oh yah, Gad ask me know brian or not cause he also in canoeing then say last time he very fat de, now slim down a lot. i was like wah! such a small world. same course school. somemore know my canoe mates.

the uniform so nice by rhb bank. it's mizuno branded and dry fit. wah! first time i feel so honour just giving out flyers. indeed bank is bank. too much money to spare on such items. haha.

--- 人总是这样越得不到的东西就越想得到但是人却往往才领悟到失去的永远都不能够再重来 ---

my music my style
8:46 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

i finally finish my bioinfo lab practical today although i reach there late cause overslept. thanks to shi hua, meiteng, chin chuan and weiqiang for helping me out. phew! i've completed the basic requirement already. hope that the next time when i switch on the computer still can test if not i will SCREAM! that's the stupid problem of school computer.

missed lunch just to finish up bioinfo lab practical today. kaoz. in the end, we ate "baos" before going for the next lesson. haha. instead we had late lunch after our lan practical at 4pm. so late!

while eating we were talking about meiteng and her royston. meiteng and shi hua said something which leaves me pondering about some stuffs.

meiteng: "if got 1 person like him, i would certainly let go of him. i don't believe in holding on to him if i like him"

shi hua: "huh! siao. if i'm you, i would hold on to him tightly and not let go of him. if not so easy let go, then it doesn't mean that you like him so deeply"

didn't train with the team today. instead i stayed for the debrief cause i need to tell them about friday's caps hotel things. i did my ooad assignment and now i'm going to draw them out using the "rational software modeler". haiz. hope i can finish them up by tonight cause tomorrow meeting up to compile all our work.

--- 爱, 真让人觉得心烦. 可是为什么却有那么多人不怕为爱而烦呢? ---

my music my style
7:47 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

i pass ooad. wee o wee! well, it's expected though. this semester java is much more nicer to do cause only drawing. got D for my 2nd ca. orh! no wonder mr andrew tan said that he set the paper too difficult. our 2 assignments from group got A. yeah~

bioinformatics practical was difficult. orh. going to go back school tomorrow early in the morning to try and complete it. 2 weeks to finish it. *head BIG*

went to this "Distinguished Friend of Ngee Ann award ceremony" with jiaying after school. it was a big ceremony? a lot of lecturers and big shots people were there. i saw database lecturer there. EEK! of all people why see her. so yucky.

the award was awarded to professor tan for his contribution to the school. he's the 2nd person to receive it after this british ang mo call george. the speech by professor tan is truely inspiring. after listening to it, i felt so motivated. maybe we should have more of such talks to listen? hehe.

93.3fm say that kelly's album will be moving on to malaysia to sell and then taiwan. wow. she's moving on to international singer. so good! best of luck to her. hmm, when's my turn? haha!

s.h.e 新歌+精选 album launching on 7 july. "触电" in their album is written by jay chou depicting the feeling of the person when she like a person. is it saying about jay chou and hebe relationship? haha...

--- 再大的暴风雨也会雨过天晴出现彩虹 ---

my music my style
10:21 PM

Monday, July 03, 2006

wee! i got back my bioinformatics paper. i pass! got a D+. phew~

tomorrow getting back ooad paper. double attack at one go. hope i pass that too. sianz. if i pass everything means my networking the only paper which i fail. same as last semester. well nevermind, at least i know i've tried my best.

rank my major today and i choose networking as my major. hope that i can get in. *pray hard*

school's damm bored today. today no bioinformatics tutorial. after we take back paper and brief about the assignment, we were allow to go for break. that was like 10am? we rot until 2pm for database lesson and damm! the lecturer more worst. she come in ask us check MeL for the assignment then the whole 3 hours she sit on the table doing her own things. kaoz.

i was so fed up until i ask meiteng they all want to go downstairs eat or not. we went down the first time and bought things to eat. after a while, we went back to class and i had a short nap and after i wake up, meiteng suggested going down again to eat roti prata. lolx! the stall was close already when we went down so i ate ice kachang.

did lecturer evaluation and i tick all "strongly disagree" for database lecturer. on top of that, i filled all the comments box with how slack is her when in class. haha! karen say wah so evil, next time cannot offend me if not sure die. but, that database lecturer is damm slack in her teaching so she deserves it! no sympathy for her.

this 2 weeks gonna rush my database, ooad and bioinformatics assignment like hell cause it's such a short timeframe. i must complete it on time and do a decent job. jia you worx, endure for a few weeks more before the long holiday.

--- 我想找回那个失去的motivation在training. 我一定做得到的! ---

my music my style
11:45 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

sea training start 1/2 an hour early today at 8am. reach there on the dot. heez. i saw bernard after alighting from the train so walk together.

row 2 rounds of triangle after warm up with geraline and serene instead of sprinting. haha. it kind of make me relieved and i was happy with the arrangement cause my right arm was starting to be pain after warm up. haiz. in my heart i was like "cher seems to know that i've pulled my right arm" haha. silly boy. i'm thinking too much!

thanks jeremy for helping me to carry my boat back after training!

today's training ended early as some of us need to go down to bedok reservoir and help out with the dragonboat thing. in the end left liang cheng, samuel, brian, ethan, serene and me who went for lunch. after deciding on many choices, subway, carls junior, foodcourt, we ended up at "Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao". *faints*

liang cheng so funny! the way he react when we went in and see the menu. lolx! the xiao long bao so nice. i think he wouldn't regret after the whole meal cause it's so filling. what an EXP meal. see the even deeper hole in my pocket? yesterday seoul garden buffet, today crystal jade.

anyway, i've replied richard (singing coach) that i shall reject his good intention of signing me up for recording artiste. if there's a day, there would surely be so i shouldn't be squeezing so many things into my already hectic schedule. heez. now i feel so much better with less things to trouble over with.

i feel like going kbox to k songs! it seems like ages since i've been there but when am i free? argh. i want to k 歌!!!

--- 孤单寂寞的感觉就反复一直在我心里面 ---

my music my style
9:32 PM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

30 June 2006 (Fri)

today i'm late when meeting mr jalal. oops! luckily i was only late for 5 minutes. anyway i meet him early in the morning at 10.30am to get the mike for friday's briefing. luckily i wasn't late for like half an hour cause mr jalal got to rush off for syf.

slack in the clubhouse alone till the afternoon when weilong came after his lesson. i finish touching up database work and my own individual ooad work in the few hours. yeah!

caps hotel at lt 22 was quite cock up at first cause the lecture theatre kanna use by other lecturers for briefing. alfred forget to bring the confirmation letter to prove to the lecture so went up to sdar to print out. in the end the lecturer still say they got book and ask them to give them another 15 min. sianz. after their briefing ended, one of the lecturer came out and apologise to us say they actually found out they book the lt for next week this time. ARGH! what's wrong with them? lecturer big deal? so unreasonable to think that they were so sure they really book the lt at first. yucks~

well, the response from juniors contesting for caps hotel different departments was bad! it's like not last year when so many groups want to present and in the end still got to vote which group gets it. sianz. to think that one group of junior presenting for logistics actually took my group's caps golf slides to present. me (member of logistics for caps golf) and ling zhen (logistics head for caps golf) was so DOTZ mood. in the end me and ling zhen shoot the group with lots of questions until i think they regret taking our slides. lolx. next time please do some homework on our background before presenting. haha.

anyway, i told them that all their proposals are really not up to the standard and they also request for another time. granted request of cause! next friday will be the final round. after that, i'll have to form the committee and keep it going to plan for the whole expedition.

downtown east chalet after that. it's to celebrate for hoon song (ex's manager) and liwei leaving popular. a fun night with oi lian so HIGH. go around posing for pictures and kissing people. duhz. desmond did a great clip. *applause* sorry for the low batt laptop which i offer to lend out. heez. i used up the batt in school for caps hotel briefing thing already.

--- 我想要停止幻想, 过度的过敏只会让我越想越复杂 ---

1 July 2006 (Sat)

wake up at 10.45am today when i'm like meeting the popular colleagues again at 12pm for seoul garden buffet. haha! so tired from yesterday cause i only slept around 3+ after waiting for my hair to be dry.

seoul garden at marina square was good although the price for each person like $23+? so exp!!! i remember last time i went was like only $16+. argh! see the big hole in my pocket now?!?

ate lots of food and took pictures again. desmond cook the rice and noodle until very nice also. so lucky sitting beside him cause i got lots of good food to eat. haha!

i was actually eating ice cream when richard (m5 concept) call me. he said that there was a big event at orchard then with 93.3 fm dj and 100.3fm dj there? somemore still got m5 concept singers there. duhz. in the end, i didn't went down although i felt like leaving to go down and see a while before going down school for committee meeting. desmond ask me m5 concept called after i answer the call and i told him i felt like going down. he was quite angry and scolded me. haiz.

liwei cried after receiving the farewell gift from us. she cried after reading the card when all of us popular folks write for her. so touching. i guess if it's me, i will cry also. all the best for her new job at jewellery shop. hope she keep in touch with us.

i was actually quite troubled by a matter. this morning after i left home to meet the people, richard called me and told me that he got an intention to sign me up for recording artiste and he hope that i can consider it. he told me that he don't call any 阿猫阿狗 to join cause he say my voice got potential and if i sign up now, i can deduct the modelling package $280 off the recording artiste package since my portfolio is not done yet. he say that for recording artiste, the pictures taken are for the launching of album for sales. woot. but then! the recording artiste package is like $1300 after deducting away $280 if i were to sign up? sighz. means every month i will need to pay $200 by instalment plan?

i know it's actually an alright price cause learn singing outside also 1 month $200 and somemore this is every week 2 lessons at partyworld and after 24 lessons i will get to release a singles album on the market + the song is self tailored by my teacher and the market does not have the song.

committee meeting in school was alright. nothing much though.

hmm, after much thoughts, i've decided to give it up as if i ask my parents to sponsor me to go for singing lessons, they would surely object cause they don't think singing can do much in future. i know that they mean well cause it's not a realistic job but well, next time when i come out work, if i still have the interest in singing, then i can take up and by that time, i would have no problems paying for my lessons fee. maybe who knows along the way, i suddenly become rich? get spotted? then can sign up immediately also? *dreaming*

well, i don't want to think so much already. so much things to trouble about sooner or later i will BURST my brain. i shall be contented with what i have now. no matter what, my dream of pursuing a singing career will always be in my mind. jia you!

--- 我好不喜欢被控制的感觉. 心理突然间想找个真正明白我的人来说出话. 可是那个人在那里呢? ---

my music my style
2:45 AM