met my classmates in the morning to do database and so hungry in the library so they went to buy hotdog bun for me. haha!
ooad test today was horrible. i feel that i can't draw class diagram well. gosh! the other questions was to spot the mistakes in the class diagram and it's 20 marks. i only manage to spot 4? haiz. die already!!! just hope for the best now *cross fingers*
saw geraldine doing her project, "speak chinese campaign" when i was walking across to the business block after school to continue with the database project. wah! she wear until so pretty. nice. help her with the interview cause she say no people. lolx.
bioinformatics and database test tomorrow. argh!
i'm fine with my dear already. hope that there wouldn't be any more quarrels in future. let's give each other a last chance ya? treasure each other with all our best so that the last chance would never be broken.
Now here is a new mv by Project Superstar 1st runner, Hong JunYang. This is his 1st album, 沙沙的谁 MTV. hmm. the song is a so-so but i don't like his font, copy from lin jun jie's cao cao album font. so unoriginal! the way he sang the song sounds like the song is too difficult for him to reach on the high notes. pengz. nonetheless, it's a good job for his first debut album.
--- 我还爱你所以我给我们多一次机会 ---
my music my style
8:04 PM
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
the day was kind of smooth. bioinformatics practical was easy! only 1 question and it's a repeat of last week's work. phew! maybe this week is kind of slack as next week is common test.
haiz...
if only you have not agree to me months ago, i would be able to let go of you totally.
if only we have not started, then we would not have so many problems surfacing.
we might have lots of differences between each other, but don't we have some similarity in common?
i'm hurt by the way you say things often, and through clarifications with you, i realise that it's just you. maybe i have not understand your everything since the start.
love can never be measure by who give in more, who give in less if you say you have indulge yourself fully what makes you think i aren't?
it might always be my fault that i hurt you, that i don't have time for you, that i am just so wood, that i don't care for you, but it's just me. i don't choose to be like that.
sometimes one wishes for sweet love romance just like in shows, but who doesn't wish for it?
i know that you got your own temper, but haven't i too?
i agree with you that one would certainly long for his/her loved one to end the day with but at times this makes me wonder whether can we hold out that long or not.
*sighs*
i felt so no confidence in the things i do now. i felt that i have lost all the will to try and understand you. i guess i need some time to think what i really want.
i'm sorry...
--- 如果说爱情是甜蜜的, 那么我的会不会是例外? ---
my music my style
10:10 PM
Monday, May 29, 2006
shitty day i had. i woke up at 7.45am and i knew i'm damm late for school. left home at 8.15am and i faster call yu bing to help me sign attendance cause i will be late for class for sure. reach class at 9.45am and that indian lecturer look so piss off seeing that i was late again. kaoz! people tired cannot is it? so early reach his class for what. see his face also SIANZ. in the end, he check my attendance and saw that it was signed then he went to change it to late. kaoz. change lah! who cares also. lolx~
then meiteng began saying how ugly my "double" eyelid was. argh! i only get that when i had a bad sleep. just imagine i study until god knows? 4am i wake up in the studying position in a shock and realise the lights are switch off. see i so hardworking. study until fall asleep. i went back to proper lying position after that and that's why i wake up late! see that indian lecturer just don't understand me or rather his students. common test is around the corner and don't need study is it. duhz.
3 hours break and we did database mock test paper questions and revise the quiz. in the end she never mention anything about any quiz today?!? gosh!!! wasted my sleep yesterday night to study for it. *faints*
the last hour of her lesson got lecturer come in sit in and eek! she really know how to act show. she actually teach the lecture slides and go through with us the answers. the moment the lecturer went off, she went back to her slacking ownself. sat on her desk and briefly went through the answers. PUI! i hate two-face people.
she went through this story when the lecturer came in for a sit in and it goes like that...
One day, a teacher told her student that there would be a logic examination and everyone of them was given a A4 blank sheet of white paper to bring home. They are allow to fill in as much information as they want on the blank sheet of white paper. They are only allow to go into the exam hall with the blank sheet of paper for reference.
So all the students did their best to fill up the paper with all the answers.
There were people who wrote lots of answers on the blank piece of paper and some even wrote the answers until super tiny small kind and must use magnifying glass to see the answers.
However, this particular guy went in the examination hall with the blank piece of paper. nothing written in it. He then ask a guy to stand on the paper and he ask all the questions he had. The guy could answer different kinds of questions, everything he ask.
When the results was out, only the guy got A while the rest got other kinds of grades.
What is the moral of the story?
If you follow closely what the instruction want you to do "To fill in as much information as possible on the blank piece of paper", then you will be able to score the A.
hmm, interesting story isn't it? heez. last training today and from tomorrow onwards, jiaying will book the library rooms for studying. check gmails for information of the rooms everyday. for those who haven't submit your student card no and password for booking of rooms, faster submit worx.
i guess i will go down on wednesday since i got school until quite late to study. it's going to be good studying in school. no msn and everybody is studying so you will get the peer pressure.
--- we shall be the students who can do well on both academic and sports! ---
my music my style
11:56 PM
Sunday, May 28, 2006
27 May 2006 (Sat)
juniors sea slot. i took cab down from home cause i was damm freaking late. 7.45am then left home. woot! the taxi driver rocks. he charge me $8.50 instead of $11.20 cause i think he don't know how to go there and he drove very slow.
juniors training was not bad though. the juniors are great i think. at least they don't have the strong ego in them which is a big NO NO!
went with them for lunch at kfc and ended shooting ice at each other after eating. fun! got to mix around with them somehow while walking all the way to the mrt and all say i so tall. if get lost just spot me out can already. pengz.
it's their last sea training before study break.
met desmond at hougang mall to get my tights for sun's sea training. went to cut hair after that cause he want to cut his hair and he ask me accompany him a lot of times already so i feel bad pang seh-ing him again. i realise my hair isn't long so i juz trim thinner and cut shorter a bit.
compass point popular to buy files to file up my notes. holiday 20% promotion start already and gosh! damm long queue when i got there. i felt so guilty i didn't went to work today because of training. saw teng shien opening counter in my place. manage to see my new manager maggie and she's good. i just got the feeling she's good cause she got the friendly face and i heard from desmond and my dear that she's really good. maybe because she's a totally new manager who has just got a job at popular so she's not so pro yet. hehe.
dear was not feeling well. she said she felt her stomach pulling and i ask her to go back home and even threaten to tell teng shien for her but she still insisted. in the end i didn't want to make her even angry so i let her be. i think she knows when is her limit if not next time i will "ying lai de". haha...
28 May 2006 (Sun)
felt so guilty in the morning when i wake up cause i didn't msg my dear to tell her i'm not online-ing the previous night. i just lie on bed and knock out until this morning cause so tired.
our own seniors sea slot today. i try to reach there early to tape the paddles and reach at 8am. so late! thanks serene. with the help of her i'm able to tape finish the 8 new paddles before training starts. jiaying brought so many breads from home. she said it's for her projects and when she went there to buy, the shop was closing so she just bought all the breads. lolx. aren't we lucky? we got so many goodies to eat after training. biscuits, tidbits, breads!!!
next time i shall buy some goodies to contribute also. i love the team!
it was raining heavily non stop during our training and even when we came up to wash the stuffs. did sets in the rain and it's so cold. *shivers*
take care everyone! drink more water and sleep early. exams are coming so don't get sick.
haiz. this week is my horrible week. lots of deadlines and tests. god bless me. real mugging starts now...
--- common test is coming! let's all strive for the best results!!! ---
my music my style
8:49 PM
Friday, May 26, 2006
woot! i heard this gossips from 93.3 fm saying that jay chou "kai bu liao kou" want to break with patty hou and he like S.H.E one member. not selina, not ella...is HEBE!
i found this on the net...
Pres Chou going out with Hebe? Nan Quan Mama: Pi La (Yea right)
Nan Quan Mama held a new album press conference. Besides singing many of the songs they composed, they also clarified the senior's, Jay Chou, new rumor with Hebe. Devon immediately said: "Pi La (Yea right), it's impossible."
This is the first time Jay was not physically present to support them at the conference. Regarding their first time in "taking the floor," all the Nan Quan Mama members expressed that they were very nervous. The four took turns soloing songs from their new album "Color Palette." Lara even spent 2 weeks to learn guitar skills from Devon to show off.
The record company's head manager, Yang Jun Rong, promised to plan a concert for Nan Quan Mama. Devon laughed and said: "We will invite Jay to be our special guest and allow him to experience how it feels to be in a supporting role."
But Pres Chou still loves Nan Quan Mama dearly. He recorded a VCR (video) that he thought was very diao. He kept complimenting that they have improved since their previous album. Nan Quan Mama also helped untangle Jay from his rumor. Regarding the rumor that Hebe and Pres Chou were going out in England, Devon kept saying: "Pi la (Yea right), that's impossible. We were just there to work. We didn't see Hebe at all."
On the other hand, Yu Hao thinks Ella is a better match for Pres Chou. Nan Quan Mama once again explained, they don't know about the status of Pres Chou's relationship, but they think that the rumors are coming out of nowhere.
Nan Quan Mama were apparently more open to discussion (when we) mentioned Jay's ex-rumored-girlfriend, Jolin Tsai.
One of the songs, "Heart Shaped Circle", in Jolin's new album is written by Yu Hao. Devon freely said: "You're giving songs to her when she's already selling so well." Yu Hao jokingly said: "It's for love."
Yu Hao expressed that he often chats with Jolin on MSN. It appears that he is not influenced by the "Double J relationship."
o_O gosh. haha. the other gossip i heard from si bao is that rainie yang become ya ya papaya already now that she's famous. gosh! luckily i'm not rainie's fans. just 2nd album only and so proud. this kind of singer won't go long. alright. will update more gossips if i got. wee!
my music my style
11:17 PM
i saw justina and xin yue on my way to school today. first time finally to see justina on my way to school. wah, she really becoming more and more pretty. an ordinary dressing to school also nice. heez. she is still the same old her. complaining about the long trip to school and haha! she ask me 9am lesson is it and i say yah. both of us are late for lessons and we only board the bus like 8.20am.
I&E meeting ended at 10am+ so i went to eat lunch and went to the library to study database. in the end i ended up sleeping in the library until weizheng call to meet me at block 52 cause we going for np idol audition.
saw marcus and ruikun in fms block and i saw my secondary school classmate bryan! he was walking around with a girl call valerie filming people about the audition.
weizheng went in first and came out saying that the room is difficult to sing. after that i went in and orh! the atmosphere in the room was like so still air, difficult to sing out kind. sianz. i kanna shoot by the 3 ang mo judge saying that why should i sing chinese songs and it's slow songs somemore. they said they expected me to sing some hip hop fast songs cause of my dressing. kaoz! the extreme left judge bitch me the most. the part saying i was monotone i agree but fast songs? no way!
in the end the extreme left judge said "i'm sorry..."
i was like HAIZ. i never feel so demoralise ever. i only want to join this audition cause weizheng say join together and they ownself form put english or chinese songs but it turn out that they want to listen english songs more cause all the judges are english speakings. i agreed with weizheng that one can clearly see outside that all the people coming for auditions are singing chinese songs and slow songs somemore. maybe they should change np idol to np superstar? besides he say that he got to resing for the 3rd time and he sang one english song with power and the judges say not bad so maybe the judges are looking for american idol kind of contestants?
that's so impossible. asians voice where got sing until like ah mei kind whereby the voice got the thickness level in it. haiz. i should not have wasted my time today to go for it. now i lost all my confidence in singing. i got a phobia of singing already!
maybe i should focus all my energy into studying now. perhaps studying is the best down to earth method after all...
heard frm my girl that she's not feeling good. she cried in school and thank junxiang for consoling her. at least she felt that you can console her better than me. well, don't get so stress up ok? i know it's the exam period now and if ever you feel like you need a shoulder to cry on, just call me. don't care whether i'm busy or not. it's better than bottling up after all.
i know you always find me wood but i hope that i can do something for you and that you wouldn't feel that i'm so wood after all.
--- i never ever felt so low before ---
my music my style
7:55 PM
Thursday, May 25, 2006
many many tests coming up next week at one go. ooad ca2 + database mock test. gosh! no study break this time for common test. yucks. damm the person who plan the school academic timetable. *argh*
today database practical i don't even know how to do. i swear i really did my best to try and solve it but i just can't! meiteng cry due to the stress suddenly and shock us. after that karen cry too cause kanna influence by meiteng. haiz! exams are coming but don't get so stress up ok? it will even make the results produced worst so study without stress.
alright, i shall promise myself to start studying hard this weekend onwards. i shall not do badly for all my tests that's coming up if not my parents would be so disappointed cause i spend so much time on canoeing.
tomorrow going np idol audition with wei zheng. hmm. i don't place much hopes on it also cause i got no time to really practice my songs. just sing normally and leave it up to fate also. heez. wish me all the best for tomorrow.
--- i want to be a dolphin in my next life. at least i'm free from everything and i can travel to anywhere i like in the deep blue ocean ---
my music my style
10:50 PM
gosh! week 5 now and common test is at week 7? next week already doing revision already and i feel so not ready for exams. omg!
this morning so irritating. bus 74 no air con so i waited for an air con one. after that a single deck came and i boarded it. the bus survive until serangoon and break down. after that i waited for the coming 74 and it's like still no air con. in the end, i waited for 2 non air cons one before an air con one turn up. kaoz. one might say i'm picky but i don't want my hair to get messy when i reach school. that time i took without air con bus and when i reach school, i kanna suan by my classmates say i just wake up is it? pengz.
trainings are stepping up and i'm really thankful to everybody for encouraging me on cause the bir-bies (don't know how to spell) exercise realli yucks. all keep on say wah, my long legs are a disadvantage. no wonder do until so "xin ku". haha. didn't manage to gym today after finish doing our abs and sprinting exercises.
my music my style
12:01 AM
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
i didn't blog yesterday cause i got some things to settle after cca and only manage to reach home after 12+ am. cab home at alfred's house there cause it would be after 12am if i take bus until hougang. $4.80 home. gosh! i realise that i have been spending a lot this week. $20 for club fund also. *broke!*
today is just another yucky day which i have been before. bioinformatics lesson i don't even know how to do the practical and i went around just like others seeking for help. i manage to see karen's work and i copy some codes back but freak! meiteng and shi hua completed copying first then me left a few more words and that INDIAN lect scolded me. he say "Do your ownself! Don't copy others". i was like WTH?!? i copy go back my computer also need to know type in where and how to change the variables name to my own so where does the copying act come from? EEK! then shi hua was like saying aiya you also not girl, people only attracted to girls. kaoz! i agreed with what hwee jing say. she said "how i wish i can get hold of a chopper and chop him up into pieces!".
sianz. it's like so obvious almost half of the class don't know what is he teaching and he thinks he's great. *PUI* all he does is to raise his voice when we all do our things. haven't he ever thought why we do our own things when he's teaching? it's because we don't understand his english and the way he teaches things!
alright! ENOUGH OF HIM! i know that even if i have thousands and billions of disatisfaction over him, nothing can be change and done so let's just ENDURE over this semester.
had fun laughing during LAN lesson cause meiteng so funny. she went around net to download screen-mate (something like a pet who keep on appears in ur com everywhere and talk to you) and she download until this flower. at first she say so nice then after a while she wanted to delete it but can't! she was like whining beside me aiyo this and that and that makes me laugh out loud until the lecturer ask me what's so funny. argh. *malu*
haiz! now my girl is angry? disappointed? with me. first thing is i ended so late yesterday night and she say she don't understand what kind of cca is that. i told her that it's some important stuffs but i think she's unconvince. maybe that's why doctors will always marry with doctors and teachers will always marry to teachers? it's not because they got the same ideology but because they both understand each other's work life.
as for today. i didn't tell her that i am going elsewhere after school and actually i went to sign up for some stuff but it's just for the sake of fun. she said she don't understand why i still go and join this kind of thing when i'm like so busy and do i think far? i admit i'm busy with trainings but everybody got dreams. i'm not saying that my dream is that but for fun and experience, why not? everyone hve 24 hours. if i'm going to say i am busy with lots of things, then it's my fault. time is how one manages and i know that you fear that i may not be able to cope with the overwhelming things if all come at one go but rest assure, more tasks for me i more happy cause i don't like to lead a boring life.
maybe the things i do you always don't agree. i don't know why. is it you are afraid that i will have no time for you? well, i will always have time for you i promise. it's just that sometimes i can't give you the days you want but at least it's not everytime right? it is better now already. it might be that you are also feeling stress or whatever reasons but i just hope that you know i always got a limit in the things i do. being enthu about my cca is a norm cause i'm also very enthu during my secondary school days. if not what's the point of joining a cca.
alright, what i want to say i have already say. it's causing me to be so moody and upset over what all happened today. *sighs*
--- i am myself. i don't wish to change nor do i wish people to change for me ---
my music my style
10:31 PM
Sunday, May 21, 2006
i got a shock of my life when i wake up at 7.10am today! i keep on press away the alarm clock cause i set it at 6am. heez. in the end, i take train down to boon keng and take cab down to kallang mrt there then walk in. save $. only 4 bucks thanks to the long wait at the junction cause newpaper big walk. pengz!
so suay! thanks to the big walk, we got to wait until 11.30am then can launch out to sea cause the road is block and we cannot transport our boats across to the other side to launch off. did land training and gosh, i shall not say our training plan here in case other canoeist reads it. yup. no shiong, where got kick! other school is training like hell so what makes us different.
the sky was damm dark when we launch off and after a few mins we paddle out, it began pouring heavily. luckily there wasn't any lightning. not even one and i was glad to paddle in that weather though it's a little difficult to move. damm shiok the feeling of paddling out in the sea in the heavy rain. hope don't get sick tomorrow though. well i'm still fine now. just so shagged from today's training. maybe we shall do that for all our sea trainings? heez. just suggesting. train hard and we can improve more faster.
sorry dear, always get to reply you damm late after you send me. well, i miss you too until i use you as my motivation to finish all the trainings for today. even though it's tough, but with you in my mind, it wouldn't be tough anymore!
guess you are now enjoying yourself at your cousin's wedding gobbling up food. lolx! *envy*
--- our story shall never ends as far as i know ---
my music my style
10:23 PM
Saturday, May 20, 2006
wah! i so long never go back work cause last week got freshies orientation and today when i went work, i saw oi lian's new hairstyle. so STYLE! she went back malaysia for her brother's wedding and wah, go in come out so much difference on her hair. anida was like got see chicken? wahaha...it's not bad la. at least a new age hairstyle just like everybody is having now.
hmm. nothing much today. don't want to elaborate on my work. all i can say is that indian sucks! they have bad attitude. ask them got member card or not say don't have. when i key out already, say i never ask? kaoz! make me so irritated that i shoot them back saying that i got ask first ok! then the woman "diam diam". lolx. think i should quiet swallow their shit? no way! i don't care losing this job. i got to fight for my rights now. who ask during school days i let that bioinformatics indian lect QI DAO i want to scream!!!
however my perception of indians change during dinner time when i went foodcourt to packet my dinner back to pantry room and eat. there is this indian family in front waiting for their food cause they packet away also. wah! i must say their manners is so good. they can talk chinese too. the way the woman say thanks to the person who serve her and ask for more chilli politely certainly makes you feel that your service to her is being value. maybe indians who aren't pure indian are good. as for pure indians. do something good to earn my respect!
thanks dear for your help as my packer today! the part when you put your hand on top of the sensor and my hand accidentally put on top of your hand also. aww! hehe. maybe you never realise? nevermind, my heart sweet can already. haha.
alright training tomorrow while my girl will enjoy her day out attending her cousin's wedding. think it's gonna be fun seeing other people marry. so sweet! hehe. nahz, don't think anyhow. i don't want to marry now. i just want to marry before 30 yrs old can already. bleahz~
蔡依林 - 马德里不思议
oh! heard from roslind this song is being composed by hagen, the superstar contestant who is also desmond's friend. kaoz! don't know he so talented and chinese so pro.
my music my style
11:47 PM
Friday, May 19, 2006
went down kallang in the morning to tape new paddles but haiz, the paddles authentication which i send to brasca have not been send back to me yet. in the end, i touch up on the labels of the current paddles, added new things to the shack and arrange neatly the paddles. so peaceful kallang during weekdays. no people training. only knight (dog) resting there. lolx.
went home after that and on the train there is this ah pek keep on look up at me and give that kind of yucky stare. kaoz! i know he's short, until my chest level but also don't need stare at me. it's not my fault to be tall right? i switch to other side of the train after not crowded cause it's so ARGH! with him keep on staring at me.
reach home around 2+ and i'm meeting dear at 4+ so i went to slowly take a bath and listen music. in the end, i almost got there late. oops. me engross in listening kelly's "on my way" and "december". the tune of "december" so nice. she sang it differently from her concert. aww! *thumbs up*
reach plaza singapura on the dot i suppose and wah, saw them queuing up buy things already. i thought of going to surprise my girl and gosh, she facing the direction i walking towards. her reaction was like "WAH!" when she saw me. pengz. then she say my dressing today so nice. haha! read her blog for her entry today! praise me until aww. *shy*
well, dear look different today. she clip up her hair and i was like wah, nice! i find her getting more and more pretty. it's the truth!
the movie "over the hedge" is alright. funny and cute. i love the tortoise. so funny! his shell can come off and wear back. muahaha. can see his butt when he without the shell. super cute!
rate it 3 stars out of 5 stars
went desmond house after everything cause dear want to borrow his digital camera for use on sunday cause her cousin's wedding. thinking of that, i long time never go wedding dinner already. last time small that time always like to go cause can eat lots of good food especially the last item, the cold desserts! yummy.
desmond's room so messy. can fight with me sia! i told my girl that and she was like guys are always guys. lolx. so neat very not use to it leh. everytime i will pack neat but after a short while, it will be back to square one so why pack. haha. the thing that is contradicting is i like to pack things which are not mine and i will not want to make it untidy. gosh! so irony.
first time i see chicken pox also. it's like pimples except more reddish? heez. desmond's didi more handsome than him and he was like saying he more handsome. dotz!
alright, tomorrow going back to work after a long break? endure! the 1 day of work with unreasonable customers will be over very fast.
--- girl you look gorgeous today too! ---
my music my style
10:30 PM
Thursday, May 18, 2006
whole day of lessons today. ooad is getting tougher and i hope i can maintain my understanding in that module. this semester is tough. database practical i was like ??? over how to do the questions. haiz! suddenly i feel so stress from it and i wonder whether will i graduate within 3 years or not. maybe i should learn to pick up all the skills myself rather than depend on the lecturer. they are like so argh! i don't like their way of teaching stuffs.
yeah! tomorrow no school and i got date also. go watch "over the hedge". heez. i want to watch davinci code also. shall see which day free to dig out and watch that movie. told dear i'll be spending tomorrow morning at kallang doing my stuffs and she's like so fed up over that.
here's what she wrote in her blog...
Know Your Limits boy! sometime i really feel like smacking u! u are too INTO eur cca! and tt everything besides u seems NOTHING(even me at times)! i rather u spend more time on yourself thn all the time in cca. sometimes i get so pissed up when u say u going to do this and tt for eur cca. im nt saying u cant do! but u simply duno your limits! which is so ANNOYING! i hope to KNOCK u up! even NO-SCHOOL days u also say u nid to go kallang and label paddle! WHAT is this! please please wake up! u tell me over and over again its eur responsibility. but do u see eur other cca mates also so INTO like u? u are only small committe,nt the head and all sorts yet u are so very INTO in it! i seriously hope tt u will change?(im nt controlling you,but do reflect?)
hmm, i know you are concern for me but i just want to do the best out of my job. there are lots of things to improve on for my workspace and i know i may not be able to complete them on time before the next new committee. whatever it is, sorry if i sound to be neglecting you ok? you are important too but when it comes to work, i can't be dragging it. that's me. i promise you that i will take care of myself and if i'm tired, i will spend some time recovering ok.
yeah! tomorrow i can finally get to see my dear girl but it's only in the afternoon after she finish her school. well, better than nothing! alright, gonna siam off to do some stuffs. buaiz~
--- i know that you meant the best for me. thanks dear! ---
my music my style
10:29 PM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
today was a short day. went school late although i was suppose to meet my classmates at 10am to finish up yesterday's bioinformatics practical. in the end, meiteng help me finish up the 2nd part. wahaha! so happy. actually i know how to do, but just lazy to sit down and type.
kinda irritated the whole day since yesterday's night. orh! shall not mention here. i shall complain to my dear when i get to see her. i seldom can't tolerate things but this time i just don't like the attitude cause it's getting on my nerve.
training was so so. went running with the freshies first before doing gym and halfway i ran with this guy cause he lag behind and when i ask him whether he got eat anything before, he say no. duhz! no wonder so pale face like want to faint like that.
did gym with alfred and soon alumni eliza join in with us. the whole session was ok and yah, quite fun after we finish gym cause of jeremy! lolx. oops. i better don't say here if not he will kill me.
i took bus home alone cause alfred's mum never cook so he went with the rest to eat dinner. i reach back hougang and change bus 88 into sengkang and wah! i saw the freshie guy whom i ran with! so coincidence. he also live in sengkang, block127? he said that he feels like joining sprinting more but going to try out canoe polo tomorrow first. he's from business course. o_O.
alright, i'm dead tired with no more brain juice to blog.
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Instructions - the tagged victim has to come up with 8 prospects or 8 things they look within the opposite sex. afterwhich, help to tag another 8 victims who would have to do this thing.
Gender: FEMALE 1. don't "tehz" me 2. independent 3. mature 4. not sesitive 5. caring 6. good sense of dressing? =x 7. learn when to give each other freedom 8. gentle
1. Name one most illogical nickname give to you by someone else. chop chop. it's given to me by jolene when i was in MI. maybe she wants me to do things very fast? cause i do things very slow and picky. haha!
2. Name 2 things that frightened you the most. losing the loved ones. not performing up to expectations.
3. Name 3 events that you think will drive you crazy this year. school work balancing between studies and cca. exams! how to get good grades?
4. Name 4 items you desperately want to buy this year. apple ipod nano se k800i puma/le coq sling bag nice tops!
5. Name 5 items you have bought/received this year. jolin's album shorts boxers tops jay's dvd album
6. Tag 6 people junxiang peilin roslind waisee kaijie jeric
--- Happy 4th month dear! ---
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1:29 PM
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
shit sia! today 74 to school no tvmobile and no air con. goodness. i can't watch mon's 9pm show repeat and my hair blow until kaoz. my classmates was like wow, you late for school is it? ARGH. then meiteng say i look like a tree cause of my dressing today. WTH?!? i seldom wear green top and she said that to me. *heart crashing into pieces* maybe she's right? green top don't suit me. blue suits me more. heez.
yeah! i got A for my ooad ca1. i thought i would just flung it cause i so kiasu, all the details went to copy in. heez. lunch was horrible. a note of concern to all! don't go try canteen 3 seafood stall. the food there cmi. the chicken cutlet rice the lady go put a layer of gravy on top and the gravy taste so yucky. i think it will be the next stall closing down cause so no people queuing up there. we went to buy it cause the rest of the stall queues so long.
as usual, i didn't get to finish up bioinformatics practical. going back early to school tomorrow to complete it. haiz! i just want to clear this module with a respectable grade and please, no that for my major! i think i will just die if i'm taking it as a major.
dear told me her friend, huiyu got tickets for "over the hedge" movie and this friday me going with her and her friends to watch it. woohoo! i want to watch that movie cause the cartoon character is so cute especially the tortoise. thanks huiyu for the tickets! so glad that i can see my girl this friday. i miss her so badly. i sms her like so many times today and she say she can't imagine she's sms-ing so much today. haha.
here's the i-weekly magazine this week! Jolin Tsai. *wee o wee*
eek! i'm so irritated over my didi cause he use my printer print thing click until so many times then he print 1 already then just off the printer like that. yucks! end up when i want to print my stuffs, the printer go haywire and start printing all those alien symbols out.
on top of that, all keep on ask tomorrow bringing laptop or not. so irritating! want to bring then bring lah. why must copy lai copy qu? show some originality can? making me so FED UP.
--- missing u. oh i'm missing you... ---
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11:19 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
wee! i'm almost late for 9am lesson today. reach at 9.12am. 3 more minutes to being LATE. i'm so happy i made it on time. well, as usual, monday lessons sucks badly. bioinformatics being taught by an indian lecturer whose pronounciation GOSH. listen already will damm "HIGH". every can pronounce until air-ve-ri. determine pronounce until "de-ter-mine" instead of "de-ter-min". yucks sia him. i had difficulty figuring out what he is talking let alone listen to his lecture. *faints*
3 hours break before 3 hours of database lesson. we went 6th avenue for lunch cause meiteng say the lor mee there better than canteen 3 by a lot. reach back school early so we went classroom sit and blow air con first. wow, yi guang (the guy from other class wooing karen) suddenly came in and ask karen when she finish school early. luckily shi hua stand up and block him from getting close to karen. she say she is karen "jing ji ren", got what thing just tell her. haha! so funny. poor karen hiding behind the laptop screen. why she so easy to prey on!
orh! i'm going to buy database book from bookshop asap cause the lecturer slides is not in detail and the whole group activity i was like ??? in my brain. only marc was the one doing everything while the rest of us look at each other and HAIZ. so chim!
night training was great. training is kind of stepping up cause NCC is near. well, ganbateh to doing more heavy weights + greater endurance!!!
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11:55 PM
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Happy Mother's Day!
few people turn up today cause most of them had something on? maybe it's because of mama's day? wah, sdba kanna break in and mr lim was calling the police this morning. so stupid the theif which they think is those foreign workers. the person use brick to break the window, steal the pc's parts and ended up cutting himself bleeding all over the place. how stupid isn't it to leave his fingerprints behind? haha.
only about 13 people and cher let us all take k boats out. wah! so chim. the way he teach us to get up from the boat so different then he ask who want to try out first then all call me. duhz! sianz. i can't get up my k boat anymore. holiday keep on try and row then now school reopen keep on take t boat. i lost the feeling already.
took k2 with dennis and not bad though. it's fun on k2 boat. at least i know i won't capsize easily. hehe. cher today got take attendance and heard from dennis it's because ncc (national canoe championship) is coming. wah! i don't think i will be ready for that. my k boat so unstable yet. *sad* nevermind. it's at july? august? all i have to do is to be more hardworking!
billy send over 8 paddles after training and after that talk to him regarding some matters. after that i went to do my paddles stuffs, did pull up and bath finish and guess what? billy still talking to lex. wahaha! that's billy for him. dennis went to take over and couldn't stand it, then ask me take over while lex go bath. lolx. so funny.
walk over to indoor stadium there to take bus to cineleisure for sakae sushi buffet and we saw this big big event over there. there is a car exhibition and racing showcase. the other far end is motorbike exhibition also. such a big event! there were many sports car park on the road and so many people crowding to watch.
if only i have a sports car. *dreaming*
wee o wee! the car is doing drifting stunts. *aww*
ate so much sushi at cineleisure. had fun too cause dennis and lex keep on do gay acts to each other. muahaha. funny sia them. the orange juice is nice over there but the service seems quite cocked up. the things we order a lot of times they didn't process it so have to reorder again. so bloated from it. *burp*
school again tomorrow. this gives me a feeling that time is passing by so quickly. that's so scary. within a twink of an eye, it's common test!
well, whatever it is, enjoy this mv by jolin first. "假装" a.k.a "pretence".
--- 愛一个人不需要假装, 这才是真爱的童话 ---
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9:06 PM
Saturday, May 13, 2006
lots of freshies turn up for kallang orientation today? about 35+ people and 1 solo girl? well, i still think last year my batch more people. yeah! oh well, i didn't help out when they went out to sea for games. i stay back shack and tape the paddles with junsheng and lex's help cause all the paddles so "chui" already and tomorrow another batch of brasca II coming in. thanks to both of them for helping me out. talk about life while doing the stuffs and they were like saying how come i so like jaime (ex-qm) so lonely when do things. lex said i got jaime de "jie pi". wth?!? i'm always like that. virgo's traits. haha...
went to take a look at their games after that and it began pouring heavily. went back sdba and waited for the rain to stop and help to keep all the things lex and junsheng wash. bath at scf there cause indoor stadium full of people from other school. pang seh geraldine although she wanted badly to go stadium bath cause got (you know who) there. wahaha! in the end, she too shy, so follow us go scf bath.
ate kfc at suntec and junsheng was like saying this batch of juniors all very thin. well, "jio" them more to kfc and with all the tough trainings coming up, they will sure grow big! last time i just join also very skinny. now improve a little and is still trying to improve more. wee~
alright, that's all for today.
now for some entertainment hot news gossips...
i just found out yesterday from roslind that jolin's sony bmg album "我要的选择" mv is fake jolin acting in it. they got this fake jolin to film all the scenes whereby jolin went back to her sony bmg company and reflect upon all the memories she had there. jolin saw this girl who looks like her while she was promoting her motorala phone. wow. just imagine someone who looks like you.
details of the news can be found by clicking HERE.
my music my style
8:08 PM
Friday, May 12, 2006
Happy Vesak Day!
got irritated by idiotic brother in the morning. he woke me up with his loud radio! it's like so rare can sleep until so late and he don't let me sleep. kaoz! in the end, i wake up at ard 2+pm. that's when i felt vibration on my hp also. it's from my dear and i complain to her about my damm brother. so suay! and she say wah, i so "hao ming" sleep until so late.
kanna drag out by my parents to temple cause today vesak day. keep on sms my dear on the whole outing cause i'm so bored. the main motive was to only borrow the free transport go compass point collect my jolin album. haha! how bad am i. my didi so glutton. went to take the free ice cream given out by the temple people.
went balestier later cause my papa say the claypot rice there is famous so buy home for dinner. bought satays at hougang too. woot! tonight's dinner i ate so much. must train more during training to get rid of them. hehe.
alright, i've got both of jolin's album. the collection album from sony bmg and the new album dancing diva. initially meow choo don't want to give me when i went popular cause she say she is busy. i pester her say where got people tomorrow then get when the album is launch today then in the end, she cannot stand me so give me. wahaha!
dear is right! i'm gonna post things up about jolin.
Jolin's Dancing Diva album is full of fast songs this time. gosh! i don't quite like fast songs but for her slow songs she sang until very touching especially "假装". NICE!!!
she included "玩美" (song for lux advertisement) and "唇唇欲动" (song for max factor lipstick advertisement) in her album also.
Jolin's Sony BMG collection album ~
Jolin's Dancing Diva album ~
wah! the album when open up got a long jolin picture like that. woot! why they don't give a giant poster of her like that? i would be like DAMM happy. *grins*
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8:18 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
late for school today cause i slept at 2am last night? luckily mr andrew tan came late also. phew! anyway he way too lenient with his teaching method. come late still can sign attendance. haha. he rocks!
the long day of lesson was way too bored and shit lah, lecture room cannot log in neither msn nor meebo. yucks! in the end i SLEEP! shi hua was like beside me beating me to wake up and i just heck! so boring and want me listen. nahz. i hate that. hehe.
after that, we waited for our bioinfomatics lecturer cause got lecture but he didn't turn up so me, meiteng and shi hua went down canteen to eat some food first. went for database lesson after that and yu bing surf net until suddenly shouted! she say the lecturer got send e-mail to us got e-assessment and it muz be completed by 3.30pm. we were like huh?!? where got such things he send today at 2+pm and want us to complete it. cancel lecture also last minute inform. kaoz. so pissed off by the attitude.
in the end, we like ill-treated labourer. chiong finish database practical and it was like 6pm? still must do and submit the e-assessment to him. i was so shagged mentally from the database practical that i didn't want to squeeze anymore of my brain juice so i thumbdrive answer from zhi hao and submit. haha! in the end, all of them say they also did that. diaoz~
reach home like almost 7.30pm thanks to bus 88. now another bus that is slow. sbs sucks! make me so fed up waiting for it. oh yah, on bus 74, there were this group of indian guys who came up and sat on the lower deck (same as me). kns sia. they make so much noise and this idiot fat indian guy shouted across to the other indian guy in front macham like the whole bus his? so no basic etiquette! *PUI*
p.s. i'm not being racist but i just got so frustrated thanks to indian today, one my bioinformatics lecturer and this group of idiots on the bus.
bad day for me. i hate long day of school. it will only make me feel so tired after that.
btw, i sms teng shien and told her i can't work on saturday and think she told alfred? now alfred is finding replacement for me for saturday cause he's the duty manager for that day. oops! feel so guilty.
alright, tomorrow is a rest day for me. wee! i shall slack at home and sleep until whatever time i want to wake up. *bleahz*
my music my style
10:46 PM
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
yeah! i finish my bioinformatics practical in the lab today. went there with my group members early to finish it. i completed the whole thing already and was like shit! how come it can't generate the code. after that i go bug chin chuan to help me and the moment he sit down on my place and test for me, it works! i was like HUH?!? after that, he told me all along it can work. it's just that i too inpatient, didn't wait for it to process. duhz~
ooad ca 1 was so-so. just don't have a feeling i will pass cause i'm not the marker and the paper is not mcq so i can't tabulate agar agar how much will i score. i didn't slept well last night and i told my dear i macham like "er zhuo ju zhi wen" that xiang qing. i study until fall asleep then i got a shock and wake up again cause i have not study finish. gosh! i felt so horrible from last night of mugging that i feel so lethargic today for class.
now i'm thinking of msging teng shien and tell her i can't work for this saturday can or not cause this saturday got freshies go down kallang for orientation. i feel bad not going down cause i'm after all in charge of sprinting shack and everytime ask other people do, make me seem so irresponsible. on the other hand, the working schedule is planned out long ago and i'm doing counter 1 this saturday. how is teng shien going to find someone to replace me cause there will surely be no one who is willing to work extra days. haiz! how???
that is why i always hate late notices. make me feel so caught up with things and i will have to sacrifice one in the end. i think i will sacrifice work cause cca is more important than work. *feel so guilty*. well, no choice! i'm a quarter master of canoeing club so i must do my job.
oh yah, i found this mtv on youtube. jolin won the best style award in the recent mtv asia award 2006. woohoo! 0:38 got a short song also in her new album? so nice! the dress she wore when receiving the prize wow. nice figure.
Jolin Tsai - Winner of Style Award
this is the performance of dancing diva on that day of the award.
MTV 亞洲大獎 演出 蔡依林 - 舞孃
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11:37 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
so bored. today the tvmobile on the bus to school was shut off. can't watch the repeat of last night's 9pm show cause it always repeat at 10am on tvmobile.
tomorrow have ooad ca1 and i'm so freaking scare that i will flung it although it's like just drawing diagrams? eek! java has always been my nightmare. that's why when junsheng told me he don't want to do IT-related job, i told him neither do i want. haha!
relax dear! if you feel that you will flung your java test which you took today, at least look at it from a optimistic point of view. maybe you will miss a few more marks then pass already? or who knows you might pass on the dot. well, tomorrow should be my death turn.
bioinformatics lesson sucks real big time and i mean it! i hate the indian lecturer teaching me. the way he talk, the "slang" makes me feel so irritated cause i don't understand what is he saying. seriously i would rather prefer an "ang mo" lecturer to teach me. at least it's a nicer slang made.
no! i'm not being racist but i just don't like indian slang. hehe. last semester my networking module also taught by indian lecturer and look at what grade i got for my networking?!? yucks~ to think that we didn't complete the practical on time and there was a next class coming in and all he said to us was "who ask you all do so slow?".
kaoz! lecturer big deal? we are after all students trying to improve ourselves by learning more from him. if we know everything, what for we waste our time sitting in his classroom. PUI!
alright, i'm going to SHOO OFF cause the 9pm show is starting soon. wee! watch finish then mug for java ca test tomorrow. god bless me with LOTS and LOTS of intelligence brain juice tomorrow. *stick tongue out*
btw, thanks dear for your html code. now my blog fans can view chinese text on my blog already! *muacks*
--- 大胆的去爱 一直爱到 对方的眼中失去你的身影 才能停止 这就是真爱 ---
my music my style
8:52 PM
below is a nice reflection about love send by shi hua.
meaningful isn't it? what a nice story! my dear must be thinking if this one is a guy write for her, she would melt to the MAX. haha!
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8:24 PM
Monday, May 08, 2006
i got a SHOCK when i wake up at 7.30am today. it was the time i should leave my house for lesson at 9am. gosh! i only remember i kept on silencing my hp alarm when it rang in the morning although it got recurrent alarm function. haha. can you guess how tired am i cause i slept like 12am? also, the alarm ringtone that wake me up isn't really nice anymore cause it has been long since i change so i kept on switching it off when it rang. now i shall change to another ringtone if not tomorrow late for class again.
i met my secondary school classmate xin yue on the bus to school and wah, she change a lot. long rebonded hair and home clothes. looks so different. she was going to mediacorp for attachment and she study mass comm at tp. woot! it's nice seeing friends whom i've not been seeing for a long time. chatted on the bus about lots of things and she ask me how's canoeing cause her bf also in canoeing and she say is it a must to take protein cause her bf took already and later on didn't train then the muscles all turn to fats. o_O
that's why natural is the best! *bleahz*
saw another sec sch friend also. jia hao was like sleeping while xin yue and me was chatting. haha. having someone to talk to on the way to school simply rocks. at least i won't feel so lonely on the long journey to school. however i miss my sleep! normally i will sleep on the way to school so that i'm refresh for lesson once i reach school.
long, busy and bad day for me today. i had bioinformatics lesson and the tutorial simply irks me off. so difficult to do when it's like only 10 questions? the lecturer "tua" karen and yu bing cause they were asking copy that down is it right and he say right! in the end, we were asking other groups how to do and they say is the other way then correct. gosh! i felt so cheated at that moment.
3 hours of database and it KILLS. seriously. i had a difficult time staying awake cause i'm so tired and what a long day of school. yucks. marc turn up for school finally and with this genius around, our group seems to turn genius overnight. we finish our group work like first? when everytime my group sure last one cause we would debate over our different opinion of the answers. so funny cause our group so chi-na always talk chinese and marc is like ang-mo kind and he can only understand simple chinese. meiteng kept on ask him understand what are we talking or not. wahaha!
training at night was pretty bad for me cause my back is aching from yesterday's training. well, saw serene's eye candy in gym and i was like trying to make her piss off by keep on laughing and making her. lolx. oops! i kanna scold by jeremy while debrief cause i was wearing slippers for gym instead of shoes. sorry! i left home in a hurry today so i forgot to bring my socks.
read dear's entry for today and she sounded so erm, think too much! i told her that i won't want to force things but to let it all happened naturally. she scare me when she say she don't want to let history repeats itself. gosh! this time even if she wants to break because of this, i will not let her cause it's so lame! whatever it is, don't think about what happened last night ok? it's a brand new day so dump whatever troubles and unhappiness you had before the day away!
--- don't doubt my love for you. i love you for who you are, not what you can gave me. besides, things will happen naturally along the way ---
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11:33 PM
Sunday, May 07, 2006
reach kallang on the dot 8.30am today. saw junsheng and geraldine on the way. first time i reach so late cause i'm like normally the first to reach cause i super kiasu, will wake up early. haha.
training today was wow! shiong cause after learn strokes from cher still got 6 short sprints. so mad! cut my left thumb while helping to bail luke's boat when he capsize cause cher's boat combing got break. did lots of dips and lots of push ups after training and it can really kill me. well, the more tough, the nearer we are towards our medal. yeah!
went down compass point cause waisee is going back to malaysia to study already. she's leaving on tuesday night. aww! how sad...
was sitting around in starbucks drinking coffee and desmond suggested playing truth or dare so he started spinning his pen, then change to straw cannot and in the end use kai jiei's hp. argh. i kanna the last one before they end the game thanks to my dear. she spin until me. so malu! stupid dessy ask me if can kiss my dear one body part minus hand, leg, mout, mainly whole face cannot, which part i want? only left her upper body part and back? duhz~
if say kiss her front part, make me sounds so pervert. actually i want to say mouth especially lips but he say can't so yah, in the end i say i DON'T KNOW!
the game was fun with desmond asking so many questions nobody will ever question. lolx! luckily nobody choose dare if not later GOSH, can't imagine what will desmond suggest. oh yah, he got drew on his face by waisee when he say he choose DARE. muahaha. so funny sia him.
look at the big sun on his face. drew by waisee using liwei's lipstick!
on the way home, i was thinking about what they ask dear when she kanna her turn, about the "if i ask her for that thing, will she give?". her reply was "i will give him a big slap!". then everybody was like saying it's love act blah blah and that it's normal. haha. i guess dear must be thinking in her mind that all are mad.
eyes closing already and tomorrow school's early. gdnite!
--- ye xu wo hai bu gou zhu dong, shuo yi rang ni jue de wo shi ke mu tou ---
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8:12 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
poor me! i got torture by long queues of customers today. katty came late cause she went voting and left early cause claim hour? yucks. me alone in front counter 1 clear the queue until haiz while pei lin behind counter 3. *sob sob* i got so fed up cause press bell english department people like all DEAD?!? and then their department always so many problems! teng shien came in to be my packer then i told her press bell also no use, the department people all "Si Diao" already. eek!!!
early in the morning when just open, i saw my secondary school classmate roche with his gf paying at my counter. oh! i thought he went JC? saw him wearing my batch ngee ann poly orientation tee. nan dao he also can't stand JC change to poly in the end? saw him online in msn now and i ask him. woot! he in business studies. he quitted JC cause he say he kept on failing C maths. no wonder never see him around in school. he said that he couldn't recognise me in the morning cause i change a lot but the only thing he can make sure is that i'm tall. pengz. hope he meant that i change more and more handsome. muahaha!!! *BHB-ing again*
during evening, i did counter during the damm long queue time and wah, i was like HAIZ-ing and turn around see see behind got how long queue then guess who i saw? i saw my ex, meiyi queuing up with her bf. too bad i didn't have a chance to talk with her and she only told me in a hurry that she came down sengkang to teach band at my sec sch cause teng shien pack so fast. argh~ wasted.
now i feel so super relax. got pampered by my mama. she bought me nasi lemak and grass jelly to drink cause i sore throat. *muacks* how she know i confirm hungry from the long day of battling the queue. heez...
tomorrow cher's training. wee~ cca is fun unlike work, so HORRIBLE!
--- thnx dear! you motivate me to think of msg-ing you during every break so my time pass very fast while working ---
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11:53 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
IS day! late for class in the morning but still within the 15 mins grace and my lecturer is so kind! so who cares. haha. anyway it's the last meeting today until further notice. next week onwards, i will only have lessons from monday to thursday! how great!!!
did finish database assignment in the library and went to have lunch with karen and shi hua. we were walking to canteen 3 and then this 2 girls walk pass us and talk to shi hua. after that me and karen ask who and shi hua say it's her freshies. we were like HUH?!? look like year 3 cause their dressing so wow! shi hua say "yah lor, if people don't know, also think i freshie instead". we went "wahahahaha!!!" and she was like "really mah! people got mistaken me as freshie when i bring them play game".
gosh! that leave me feeling so ANYHOW cause most of the times i anyhow wear tee+shorts+sandals go school already. hehe. also not beauty contest dress so nice go school for a few hours for what? waste my time "da ban". i would rather sleep a few minutes more!
went down to fetch dear from school and waited in the canteen for her. did finish my ooad assignment while waiting for her. yeah! that leaves me with time to slack for the weekend. how happy!
luckily she got talk to me if not i would be so sad if she really did what she told me, that she wouldn't talk today. saw kaijie when we were changing bus to her house. dear was like asking him huh? wear like that go out? then i was like alright mah. tee+jeans+ slippers. oops! cause i also dress like that before as i'm too lazy to wear shoes. so troublesome!
hehe. maybe i've grown more "shui bian" now cause it's like everyday go school must dress up so horrible. natural beauty the best. dress so nice attract more girls later how? more trouble for myself only. muahaha! *BHB*
--- my taste have not drop! it's just that i lazy to "fa hui" *bleahz* ---
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8:18 PM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
back with the post of the day!
finally everything is alright with me and my dear already. wanted to ask her out tomorrow to watch "take the lead" movie but she say she's not interested in watching movie. duhz. nevermind at least i get to fetch her from school tomorrow. hope i can reach there on time after doing my database group assignment. suddenly got so many assignments due by this week. eek!
my left eye and the below part of the eye so pain! don't think i bang myself on anything when i sleep or walk but the pain is like bruise kind of pain. ouch! so lazy to do anything except lie on the sofa and watch "meng ping tu" and "woman of all times". so nice the 9pm show. fann wong's hair sucks cause it's like so thin but her hair tail nice. she look so pale and old in her super duper white complexion. yucks~
tomorrow IS at 8am. *faints*
alright, gonna go rush my ooad assignment now...
HOT NEWS: i'm now listening 93.3 fm and kelly poon says that in her "qing gong" album, there is a part where she hum a tune she like. fans can try to find the part and fill it in with lyrics and send it into universal. she would sing the best chosen lyrics in her next album. woot~
inside her album got photos of her from young to now and also the picture of her "chu lian qing ren". she say it's not really also cause it's like the guy she like during primary school. also she says that since young, she likes short hair and during competition she grow long hair cause she's still working as "kong zong xiao jie". hmm, guess no more of her in long hair already since she got the freedom to choose her own hairstyle she wants now that she's a singer. haha.
--- i love my dear vickie to lots of bits!!! ---
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11:01 PM
3 May 2006 (Wed)
sorry for posting up late. blogspot was down yesterday night and i was too tired after training so i went to sleep.
wahaha! shi hua was late for the day and she had to kiss the floor as what we lay out for the late comers rule. went to the library to do our ooad project. guess what? she agree to kiss the library room floor where we did our project in. muahaha! let her off by not kissing on the bus stop floor cause so many people.
shi hua kissing the floor! not clear though. lolx.
training at night was okok but i got no mood for it cause not in good mood. haiz. the whole training session i don't feel like talking and still got to intro ourselves after freshies intro themselves. duhz.
alright, blogging during LAN lecture now. will update more on my post tonight.
--- wo da ying jing jing de wo zhu ni de shuang shou, bu fang kai ---
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1:18 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
long day of school today. bioinformatics practical was horrible cause my desktop in the lab is still down and i got to sit back the other desktop whereby beside me is one girl from other class whom i don't even talk to. felt so lonely! *argh* faster fix that desktop so that i got meiteng to talk to beside me.
LAN (networking) module assignment out. 15% and work in pairs. so funny. chin chuan suggested drawing lots cause got 5 people in our group and 5 people in their group so we don't know which 1 in our group and the other 1 of their group to pair up. in the end, shi hua so SUAY pick until pair with pei ren from their group. lolx! actually he's ok lah. he's pro in networking but just that it feel weird to work with him cause never talk before. it's the 2nd time shi hua so "unlucky" this time. database group also she kanna transfer to other groups cause she draw the "leave" lot. haha. nevermind shi hua, this LAN assignment only for 2 weeks unlike database 1 semester.
ooad project out too. phew our group not separated. it's the 2nd week and we've got group assignments coming in our way already. jia you!
sms dear in the morning and didn't get her reply until in the late afternoon i sms her again to ask if she's ignoring me. she said that she couldn't believe i actually waited 6 hours later to realise that she's not replying my message. i told her i was having lesson so i didn't sms her again. she then say that she needs time to cool down and it's the "trust" that she find is lacking within us. click her on msn and she also didn't reply me at night.
i guess she really needs time to think over what had just happened. i don't wish to force her anything and i know whatever i say now, she wouldn't care too. haiz...
now i fear of getting any reply from her be it sms, email, everything! cause i fear that i will lose her completely.
perhaps if i shall lose her, it's just right that i deserve it cause i brought her pain time and again.
--- mei you ni de ri zi, wo ji hu fa jue wo bu shi wo zi ji ---
my music my style
9:09 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
kboxing with liwei, desmond, junxiang, my dear and me. wah! desmond's voice sound so good with liang jing ru's songs. now i really can say that my voice sucks and no wonder my audition cannot pass through. haha. ok lah. don't so negative. that's so unlike me towards music. i shall never give up my dream to become a singer. not really a "superstar" that people call it but just a small small "singer". *wishing*
today my singing sucks horribly cause i "injure" my throat yesterday cause i sang without using my diaphragm during the kboxing session with the sprinters. hehe. that's the result of going kbox 2 days in a row.
hougang plaza kbox yucks manz! everytime go there microphone spoil as usual, room blackout the last time GOSH. today?!? sing until halfway the whole tv suddenly no karaoke music come out. WTH!!! the staff restart the whole system again after that still can't. in the end, we switch to a much more smaller room cause today public holiday, too many people come kbox so there's no more room. *PUI PUI saliva* i'm not scare hougang plaza's kbox come sue me cause i got the rights to view out the great displeasure i had with the kbox branch. yucks~
went walk walk around after kbox and wah, i didn't know hougang mall popular got this staff call carol who likes desmond. duhz. see from head to toe also don't know where she like desmond for. haha! so bad. but ok lah, she's older desmond by 2 or 3 years so unless desmond want "jie di lian".
hmm, wasn't feeling in good mood the whole day since kboxing session starts. it was only better after my dear came to ask me jealous is it cause desmond ask her to pretend that she is his gf and walk out of popular in front of carol. desmond still apologise to me when i online after i reach home that he use my gf and yah, i'm not that petty! in fact it's after that that i feel that i still like vickie a lot!
thanks desmond! i'm really glad that you ask me what happened cause you said that you can feel that i'm not right since kbox session. "zhen shi mei jiao cuo de peng you". thanks for the advice that you gave me that i shouldn't be sensitive cause i might just end up losing the one whom i love a lot.
dear was disappointed and scolded me real bad when i told her how i felt. she told me to reflect upon it and said that she would certainly gave me up if there's still a next time. i can't help saying "sorry" to her although i know that it's kind of numb to her to keep on say "sorry" recently because of all the rubbish which i've created. i'm certainly not losing confidence in her feelings towards me and i trust her a lot. all i can say is that i'm so not myself recently. i have been thinking too much about unnecessary things which i didn't care for in the past. for this, i promise to change ok? please don't be angry anymore dear.
--- guo du de guo min zhi hui dai lai bu bi yao de shang tong ---
my music my style
10:20 PM
hey! to all jolin's fans who have been waiting until neck long long for the coming albums of her. here's what i found.
J-Top Album - Wo Yao De Xuan Zhe
this is the song from her ex company sony bmg. it's a damm sad mv whereby she goes to the company to pack up the things and she reflect upon all the places she used to film her different albums mv. nice try by her to reach the high notes which she seldom show in her albums.
Latest Album - Dance Diva
for this mv, one can really see how hardworking is her. one certainly can't doubt the hardwork she put into her album everytime. she's easily the rnb queen of taiwan and no one can deny that. in the mv, you can see how great she is when shaking & stretching her body. thumbs up!
alright, to sum up. i don't know why she dyed her hair black for the latest album this time. maybe she's facing "tu tou" like what jay chou does from too much of colouring hair? haha. or maybe she knows that now it's black hair that is in the fashion trend now. whatever it is, great job jolin on your new album!
my music my style
9:42 PM
Only Me
Duncan Chew
12/09/1987
Virgo
Info Comm Tech
Canoe Sprinting
Wishes
*Clothes accessories
*Crumpler - Quarfie size
*DS Lite (Blue)
*Earphone
*White shorts, white jeans
*Cardigan, Vest, t-shirts
*Levis Signature jeans
*Oakley shades
*Powerboat license
*Puma jacket Running shoes S.H.E - Play album
*Olympus/Lumix Camera
*MP4/Zen Stone 2GB Mini memory stick for k800i
There's a place that you will always know
It is where your heart knows it's home
And if you need to run from trouble or despair
It is where to go
Run back home
I went faraway to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dreams came when I was dreaming them at home
Every bird sees the sky as its home
To just fly and be free is a joy
Each night I have dreamt of being free to fly
But I've always known
The sky is not home
I went far away to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dream came
When I was dreaming them at home
The best dreams came
When I was dreaming them at home
Back Home
eek! i'm so irritated over my didi cause he use my printer print thing click until so many times then he print 1 already then just off the printer like that. yucks! end up when i want to print my stuffs, the printer go haywire and start printing all those alien symbols out. 
if only i have a sports car. *dreaming*
wee o wee! the car is doing drifting stunts. *aww*
Jolin's Dancing Diva album ~
wah! the album when open up got a long jolin picture like that. woot! why they don't give a giant poster of her like that? i would be like DAMM happy. *grins*
