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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

got back my BIS ca test. 7/10 for the DFD flow chart drawing. gosh! i didn't even study or revise all the previous week works. so lucky that i pass it. alright, i just promise to study hard after marathon. hehe...

hmm, weigh myself and realised that i gain 3 kgs. orh! is it muscles or fats? i wonder. well, now must eat more carbohydrate food to gain enough water in our body for marathon.

last shiong training today cause next week onwards, we just have to do a bit of weights to maintain our muscles. looking back, we have train so hard all this weeks and lots of activities have aid us in gaining more experience and stamina for the coming marathon. let's just give out all our best for the coming marathon. i'm sure we can all do it!

sprinters rox~

my music my style
11:58 PM


Tuesday, November 29, 2005

oh well, i only have CATS lesson today from 1-3pm. sports and wellness is being cancelled. that's like so yippee~~~

went chinatown after school to find my karaoke vcd/cd for my audition. the person send a mail to tell me to get ready my confirm song by 1 dec. haiz, found one shop which sells the karaoke vcd but then, the person cheat me la. he told me that it's karaoke and i happily went to purchase it. in the end when i reach home to watch it, it isn't!!! damm~ i think i shall go sembawang and find. at the most, i bring recorder go kbox and record the karaoke songs. wahaha! thanks junxiang and jeremy lim for helping me to find suitable songs. i guess more or less, i know what songs to choose le. ah mei's "ji de" is nice but then, i got no time to learn the lyrics cause it isn't repeated and i need time to do the phrasing well. i may choose that song if i make it through the audition to the semi-finals. haha!

i guess this time audition sure kick out a lot of people cause the next round is semi finals and then, finals. scary. better choose a song which i think i can give my best shot and sing it out well. hopefully i can convey the message of the song well.

my list of to-be-choose songs are:

ah mei - wo hen wo ai ni
ah mei - open your eyes
jolin or jay- dao dai (both sang the same version lyrics)

hmm, quite challenging though if you were to ask why choose female singers' songs. they are high pitch i know but the voice of the female singers which i choose, they have low vocal voice so i guess it's still manageable for me. must start to sing it over and over again when i'm free. anyway i sing song like almost any time when i'm free. in the toilet while bathing, on the way to school and home, in the lift, almost anywhere when there's no people. music rox la! haha. pray hard that my audition falls on the 3rd day so that i can have more time to practice my song. however it's after marathon and later i fall sick or suffer frm sunburnt then cham liao. haha. god bless me~~~

my music my style
10:34 PM


Monday, November 28, 2005

UID project is killing me! haiz, i don't even know how to do my delivery page with those required field thingy. orh~

met jaime after school to help me load photoshop cause i couldn't load it successfully myself. it's like two more weeks to assignment due date and i seem to have so much things to do. yucks! i swear that i can do it without being taught then. eek...

training today was shiong to me cause i had not been running since i injured my toenail. ran outside school to air rifle there and run back. reach back school and run another 3 rounds track on the most outer 2 lanes. it's a total killer but i shall never give up for the sake of marathon. weiqiang say that there will be 290 boats that day and maybe don't have ntu or nus. there will be also year 1s from other poly joining so we must not lose to them. yah, let's make use of the remaining days to train hard and sweep them off our feet on 11 dec.

yes, we sprinters can definitely do it! ki yah~~~

my music my style
11:26 PM


Sunday, November 27, 2005

went for morning slot today cause i want to go regatta after training! there wasn't many people who went for the morning slot to our surprise. phew! if not later not enough boats sure kanna scolding. haha...

i must say i didn't regret waking up so early today cause jonathan, an alumni ex-captain senior taught us edging after we row finish two normal triangle.

Training:
T1-boat
brasca I
2 normal triangles
timing - 1 hr 06 mins 42 sec
capsize record = 1 time (lost focus)

quite disappointed with myself today cause i don't have the motivation to paddle and the speed of my boat seems to slow down a lot. orh! i don't know what happen but i should not give myself excuses that i'm tired. marathon is like in 14 days more. learn edging at bridge 1 there for a while before moving to suspension bridge because the water was flooded with rubbish. eek! well, got to do more edging practices cause my boat is still not tilting enough. jonathan's turning is so sharp. so nice!!!

nice guy though. went to stadium to bath after that and he told us that he's older than junsheng and many more alumni. he was in the year of caps beta. that's like erm, counting back from this year caps golf. he is older than us by 6 years old? WOW! he's 24 years old this year. hmm, ok la, not so big difference. lolx...he won before 2nd in marathon in a T boat. pro sia. see him today row 2 rounds of triangles macham got engine in his boat. thumbs up~

went down s'pore river regatta after that and wore blue fbt singlets to pose as team ITE dragonboaters? wahaha. damm spastic la. we sat in the tentage and people outside was like how come the ite db people can go in and sit. wahaha! the team manger of team ite also saw us and said oh, same jersey?!? muahaha...damm funny la.

stayed there for quite a while before going home cause we were so tired. my eyes was about to close already cause we had nothing to do except sit down there and watch the races. dotz.

went hougang mall to buy my lens solution and cp after that cause vickie ask me to see this adidas watch which is quite common cause a lot of people wear it. now it's selling at $66.50 if you buy in a pair. the original price is $95. in the end, i buy the watch also with her cause her sister don't want. haha. both of us got white colour. couple watch? oops =x well, blue don't look nice on my tanned hand. white show the contrast mah. hehe...

so happy today but that also means that my money is running low. must go home eat after training le la. haha. i'm way far from the amount of my paddle. jia you bah~

my music my style
9:13 PM


Saturday, November 26, 2005

today no training cause we have to go down to help out the dragon boat thingy because sdba help to pay for the rentals of our boats and paddles for our marathon so in return we must work for them. met the people slotted to help out today at raffles place mrt station. waited for quite a while for everybody to reach and went down to the competitor stand there to report. the event would only start half an hour later so in the end we went to mac to eat breakfast. looking at the many many dragonboaters around us was definitely scary cause they are so big size and macho! haha...

was assign to help out in the scores taking job cause jaime and all said that my handwriting very neat and the person also say that the board veri high up so i'm definitely suited for this job. dotz! in the beginning it was kinda boring cause the scores are coming so slowly and i almost rot to death but soon, i realise that i was struggling to update the latest scores asap and write in the new events list cause all the db people was crowding there to see the scores. gosh! that's so scary la. ngee ann db people so scary la. never give face to own people, like that pressurize me. haha. i know that they are anxious to know whether they have maintain their top position but also don't need to crowd around the tentage just to wait for my scores. haha.

got to know caroline who work in sdba. haha. luke said that she's hot for her age. i think that she got a voice suitable for announcements. no wonder she's making announcement for the various events. collin and jeremy lim was under jason. haha! got to know him when i went to work a 1-day db job that time with clemence and jeremy he le. the pair were in charge of arranging the people down to their respective boats. luckily i got them to talk to cause they are just beside me. the rest of the sprinters are all split up into different duties.

hmm, as what i have observe today. np dragonboaters are just so pro la. no wonder they are top in championship for last year. gosh! the more i see dragonboat races, the more i feel that it's more fun than canoeing. lolx~ okok, just kidding. np canoeing still rox in my heart! oh yah, i realise the team ITE is pro also lor. i wonder how they select their members. all the best from all the different branches? the guys and girls don't have that ITE face certainly and the girls are all so chio la. they don't have that big size body and macho arms. their body is just like any normal non-sports girls except for their tanned skin. gosh! oops, someone is going to be jealous upon reading this. hehe...what surprise me is that their dressing code for today is just a normal blue fbt singlet without any name of the school or what. that's like so common but it still stand out among the crowd cause all of them have customised competition singlets.

enjoy myself today although our pay all went into paying for our boats and paddles for marathon. only get to keep 10 bucks out of the $50. well, for the sake of our marathon, i guess it's worth it. tomorrow resuming sea training. i guess i got more motivation to train hard cause i saw that if we train hard now, on that day of competition when we get good results, we will all scream in happiness!!!

good luck for the dragonboaters racers for tomorrow~

23rd Singapore River Regatta 2005 -

close-up of 1 of the many board i wrote...nice right? =P

the many many boards which i have to write!


my music my style
9:55 PM


Friday, November 25, 2005

lessons today was damm long and boring. hmm, got a surprise ca test for BIS module. gosh! luckily we still can discuss silently and it's open book. hmm, just hope can at least pass the test cause i don't even know what i'm drawing. the chart so luan la. yucks~ why must IT people learn business modules? eek!

dimissed at 3pm and took bus 184 to clementi mrt station and take train now to redhill and change bus 132 to meet si bao at republic poly. had been promising to meet her to get all the shows from her but never get a chance because of my packed training schedule so i decided to skip today's training for once. after this, nothing shall stop me from going training! haha.so sorry for skipping today. i feel real bad though but i really got to meet to get the shows. heez...

well, rp was so-so to me. i still prefer my own school! haha. their library not cool de. boOo~ hehe. our library design is better also. the sports clubhouse are all in those construction-like tankers. gosh! well, perhaps this is not their actual school so yah, bear with it for rp-ians bah.

s.h.e latest album is out now. thanks darling for helping me to reserve the album. tomorrow i shall go down to my workplace and pay for it. well, she also ask me a lot of questions which she post on her blog entry for today. hmm, don't think so much ok? life is just full of hurdles. only with all this do we grow to become a stronger person each day.

well, if i am to ask you to be my real darling for this time, will you agree? i wonder...

my music my style
10:26 PM


Thursday, November 24, 2005

oh well, i register the singing competition already! now i'm busy choosing the song to sing for audition. not sure which song to sing though but yah, my friends ask me sing "dao dai". dotz! i don't even realise that chin chuan's group heard me singing yesterday also. gosh! so pai seh~

i guess i'm going to be busy until after december. marathon and singing audition. orh! i need to study hard meanwhile also. pray hard i don't drop my gpa bah. so scary!

well, if i choose a easy manageable song for audition, my chances of getting in to the next round will seem lower but then, if i can cope well with the song, so why not? however if i choose a difficult song, i will get a higher chance to get into the next round but then, the judges will demand more from me the next time. such an irony!

hmm, there's still quite some time to the audition dates, so now i shall start listening more "len meng" songs which nobody would ever pick and sing. haha...

my music my style
11:34 PM


Wednesday, November 23, 2005

lessons was as usual today. well, i guess the most exciting part was the part when we went to the MMA block after our lessons ended at 3pm. we didn't have any projects to rush so we just slack around in the nice room and choose our songs for the singing competition.

shi hua, yu bing and me is considering registering for the "impresario 2006" vocal solo so karen, meiteng and the rest of us were giving comments to each other as we take turns to sing the choice song that we intend to use for audition. hmm, feel kinda weird at first cause a bit shy mah. haha. nonetheless, warm up for a while and eventually all of us sang our intended choice song. yu bing's voice can reach high note cause she's a choir member. gosh! nice voice she got. shi hua's "yong qi" was sweet and her voice is suitable for it. however, the song is too common to use for audition. as for me, they commented that my voice isn't suitable to sing female singers songs cause it's either too middle or high vocal range. in the end, i sang "tian kong" and they commented that there's a lot of feeling in it but my "yao zhi" not clear and i breathe very loudly. lolx! aiya, last time band mah, breathing need to be fast.

they ask me to encore "dao dai" and said that it's so nice and ask me to choose that for my audition. gosh! challenging leh. haha. i just find that the chorus i tend to sing it monotone but yah, my voice too low le, if choose female singers songs, can choose those female singers with low voice. well, registering up tomorrow for the competition so still got some time to confirm the song to choose. heez...

training today was shiong. 250 push ups. did 100 repititions for 3 sets for gym. campus run 2 rounds but i didn't join them cause of my toenail but instead, ran 8 rounds around track cause no upslope and downslope so my toenail won't be pressure against. i guess the most OMG thing happened after training when adrian suggested celebrating alfred's birthday which is tomorrow. sang him birthday song and he knew it wouldn't be so good. he intended to ran off but yah, the dustbin is there already (NACC's tradition). in the end, he offer to go inside the bin himself. dotz! that wasn't the end. got some LSCT people having some games on top of the track so don't know who, go ask got worm or not and in the end, they got! those worms that you feed erm, luo han fish? those long and wriggling worms. eek~ they pour on alfred's head + cold water cooler water from dennis. so WOW la. poor alfred. if it was me, i would have fainted from the sight of those worms on my head and body. yucks!

had fun today. first time i sang to people so openly. lolx. yah, i must conquer my stage fright. haha...

my music my style
11:54 PM


Tuesday, November 22, 2005

raining! raining! raining!

wake up in the cold morning to finish up on my CATS assignment. sing and sing the "wu chu cai hong" soundtrack as i do my homework and kinda dilly-dally my time to go school. nonetheless, i'm still not late but EARLY! wow, congrats~ lolx...

saw chin chuan on the bus and walk to the atrium to meet the rest of my classmates for lunch. karen show me the postcard flyer that the person give at the np bus-stop which i did not take and was surprise that it wasn't some crap advertisement. it's a talentime 2006 competition. there were the vocal singing (solo/group), dance and emcee categories. feel a bit tempted to try out the vocal solo category. well, see how it goes. registration ends on 25 nov, this friday, so hurry up if you want to sign up. the prize is 10k cash bah if i'm not wrong.

here is the website >>> Talentime 2006

learn a lot about badminton during sports and wellness today. mr gerald ang told me i must step my left foot out when hitting the shuttlecock. that's like so difficult to me cause i just step forward on my right foot so naturally. orh! i sound so retard la. lolx. enjoying snw more liao. yeah! wore my track shoes although my toenail not yet grow and it feels so pain when i run. hmm, hope i can run for training tomorrow. god bless me~

my music my style
11:36 PM


Monday, November 21, 2005

i'm late for lesson today again! so embarrasing la. just imagine walking in the class when everyone is having lessons. gosh~ thanks to the bad weather and traffic jam!

lessons were so-so as usual. had lunch at SIM and went to complete my projects after that.

i didn't run today for training cause i went to cut off my bruised toenail and now my toe don't have nail completely. so pain! just hope that it can faster grow back. i need to join back the running to train my stamina. did endurance sets at the gym and somehow i don't have the energy to train today. i feel so tired from all the packed training schedule. haiz. i must endure! it's already less than 20 days already...

bath and walk to the market for dinner and on the way there, clemence told me about his love story and after hearing it, i somehow feel that i'm not ready to commit myself in a relationship now. i don't know la, but then i feel that i can't provide for the girl now and it's better that i remain single. selfish ar? but i don't want to hold up anyone now cause the girl can look for other better guys. hmm, if you are reading this, perhaps all girls would choose a guy who love her more than she does. if you feel that you rather choose him who care for you more, then go ahead bah. as long as you are "xing fu", that's enough already.

feeling dead tired and cold now. i'm wearing t-shirt and jacket without any aircon or fan on. omg la! i need more rest before i get sick.

to all sprinters - take care of your health and try to take more rest to recover from your sickness worx. marathon is coming soon. jia you~

my music my style
11:53 PM


Sunday, November 20, 2005

training for today:
3 triangles
T2-boat
both using brasca IV
timing: 1hr 21 mins

today's paddling was not so fast as yesterday. i've decided to try and follow yongjie's strokes. instead of fast repetition, i rather follow his strokes and do long strokes. in a double boat, i should not only care about how i perform but i must also care about my partner. we both must paddle with one heart and mind!

went to the stadium to bath after training and headed down to citylink mall's new urban male shop cause hazmi they all wanted to get the country tank top. brian, samuel and hazmi each got one with different country. wanted to get the "australia" tank top together with them but no more XL size already and the salesperson say that he don't know whether got go stock or not. sianz. that's the problem with big size guy. haha...

back to cp popular to find vickie for the s.h.e "zhen ming tian nu" soundtrack. thankz worx darling for the cd. lolx. saw that she was busy entertaining the customers cause it's the promotion period and also sunday. no chance to hear her sweet voice. muahaha. ok, shall stop saying mushy things before all my blog readers vomit out.

lots of new songs for me to learn now. my brother just bought the "wu chu cai hong" tv serial soundtrack. gosh sia, sin huey's bassy voice is so nice! i guess i will also buy her solo album when it is release not forgetting kelly! bleahz~

my music my style
9:23 PM


Saturday, November 19, 2005

training for today:
4 triangles
T2-boat
me using brasca I while yongjie using brasca IV.
timing = 2 hrs 08 mins
kind deed: bail a T2 (clemence & alfred) on our 3rd round

hmm, timing today was not bad though. i guess if minus the timing of saving people, we would have got 2hrs and below. but then, i think marathon's distance is double of today's training? so it's about 8 triangle. OMG! also, i'm using expedition paddle for marathon so that's going to slow down me a lot cause it's so heavy. haha. i want to buy a brasca I! that's like about $500? dotz. work more bah DUNCAN CHEW CHIN CHONG. money don't drop from the sky! damm. i shall promise to work more after marathon to buy a paddle.

went to compass point to register for my prepaid card hp. to my surprise, i saw mr er (my sec sch band instructor) and mr neo (ass. band instructor) at burger king. WOW! i miss them. i have always wanted to go back to visit them but just don't have the time. heard the band is going japan and the flight is on next wednesday at 10pm. hmm, don't think i got the time to send them off. sadden. they were shock to see that i've become so black. mr er also said that i slim down a lot and now so fit hor, wear sleeveless. i was like DOTZ. where got? haha. he said that my tanned so black, be careful of skin cancer and luckily never join dragonboat, if not become macho man? pengz~ still the same old bitchy him. muahaha...mr neo was shock that i join canoeing as my cca instead of continuing band. well, what to do, np band erm you know. oops. hehe. nonetheless, bon voyage to cvsmb. bless that you all go one round come back become more pro than ever and maintain the gold. if can, get gold of honour(GOH) on 2007! haha...

my music my style
9:15 PM


18 Nov 2005 (Fri)

few people turn up for land training today. most of them were sick. gosh! marathon is so near already. sprinters, drink more water ok? you all must be in tip top condition for this marathon. heez~

9 of us went for running from ngee ann to singapore poly to buona vista and ran back to np again. i was like OMG la. haha. nonetheless, i still survive the run. yeah! more stamina and endurance liao. after training, jeremy lim was asking everybody to play soccer with him. in the end, none of us was playing with him and he was kicking the ball at the snack bar there all by himself. haha. crazy sia him. full of energy for soccer. bath and went home after that. on the way home, we keep on make fun of him. Mohammad Jeremy Bin Lim! muahaha...what a nice name? bleahz~

my music my style
12:12 AM


Thursday, November 17, 2005

it was raining heavily this morning when i wake up. so cold! shiver as i bath and get ready to go school. traffic jam was everywhere because of the bad weather and i waited for buses until i can go mad. well, didn't really arrive on time for school everyday much less today. i was late for 30mins. luckily my java lecturer was also late. wahaha! raining la. it's a valid reason. oops =x

lessons are real boring nowadays. as usual, watch "full house" during lessons. i'm halfway through the show already. yeah!

i'm back home early tonight to have dinner. hehe. rare leh! a few more weeks and i will get to rot at home everyday le. well, i'm going broke le. no work= no salary. no money to pay for the sprinters' cap for marathon. i'm borrowing from my elder brother temporary. will pay him back after i resume my work.

counting down towards the day of marathon...

my music my style
10:55 PM


16 Nov 2005 (Wed)

i was updating my msn's nick for the numbers of days left to marathon that i start to realise that it's so near already. i'm getting more motivated to push myself even more for the last few weeks of training. more endurance gymming sessions! well, we did gym today and ran 2 rounds around campus.

sprinters are getting more and more united as we train together. we agreed to buy the adidas cap as a whole team for marathon cause that day, the sun will be against us. we also submitted our names to jaime for our ngee ann sweater. gosh! i hope that the school will gave it to us cause this is a national marathon competition. i love the sweater so much. it's so nice! haha...well, whatever it is, we must all still work hard for this marathon. it's not easy but we still have to give our best shot ok? A Za A Za! (jia you in korean)

went for dinner although it was a small group. didn't have weiqiang joining us cause he just had the committee meeting and he seems so sad. gosh! just hope that he don't stress himself too much. we junior sprinters will definitely push ourselves to increase our physical level.

reach home and was surprise to saw that i've got a new computer desk! wow, just told my mum that the table is so shaky and collapsing soon and the next day, she bought a new one for me. how sweet sia! *muacks* i was quite tired from the training and the computer had some problems. took quite some time to fix it properly and i felt so guilty that i scolded my mum for shifting my things. orh! i feel so bad now. haiz. i should treat her better. yup yup, i promise to treasure my parents now and not regret when i cannot be filial to them.

gonna go to dreamland now. whole body aching thanks to sports and wellness yesterday. never warm up and went straight to playing. DOTZ! next time i shall warm up myself. haha...

my music my style
1:01 AM


Tuesday, November 15, 2005

IS lessons in the afternoon today but i'm still late cause i was supposed to meet my classmates for lunch before going for class. actually i wasn't late. i woke up at 8.30am as i was planning to watch full house. however i was so tired that i slept back and set my alarm to ring another hour later. guess what? i was so sleepy that i didn't realise that i press on the stopwatch function instead of the alarm clock. in the end, when i wake up, it was 10.30am. GOSH! i was suppose to be leaving my house at that time!

chiong like hell to school and reach np at 12.30pm+. thanks to karen for helping me to buy my lunch first so that i can eat and go for class on time. CATS class was so so. finalise into our groups and did brain storming on any ideas that we have for our final product. sounds so dnt. dotz~

had badminton for sports and wellness and was taught the basic of the sports. quite bored though but had fun playing. i guess it wasn't so bad after all joining badminton. all it takes is the right mindset to want to learn more things! haha...

finally i'm home early today. it has been a long time since i last reach home like before 7pm for dinner? hehe...

my music my style
8:22 PM


Monday, November 14, 2005

lessons today was as usual, boring! networking lesson was a rush as usual. i don't know what am i doing the whole lesson sia. SIANZ~

didn't run with the sprinters during land training cause my toenail is going to come off anytime. eek! did gym instead with ethan and samuel. i guess i should just go ahead and run on wednesday. at the most the toenail just come off lor. haha!

orh...clemence made me got addicted to "tian guo de jia yi". it's a show acted by a singaporean model and cyndi now airing at channel 56. i just realise that i got the whole show in my laptop cause si bao gave it to me. thankz worx~ now i can go crazy watching shows. lolx!

super tired. body aching. that's a good sign cause muscles are growing! sports and wellness tomorrow. bless me~

my music my style
11:58 PM


Sunday, November 13, 2005

went for sea training in the afternoon. heard that the morning session don't have any juniors. wow! i guess most of them are either sick or tired after the training camp. well, the afternoon slot only have me, ethan and wei zheng. eugene did not come for training today cause he's still at malaysia. guess what? we lead the trainings ourselves. weiqiang pass the keys to ethan and we took t-boat and went out sea ourselves. 3 rounds around triangles. shiong but shiok ar...

training for today:
t1-boat
brasca I
3 triangles round
timing: 1 hr 48 mins 30 secs
capsize record: -1-

hmm, i capsize 1 time after my 2nd round at the merdeka bridge thanks to the wakeboarding speedboat. created such a high waves that i can't balance. eeks! the water today was also so disgusting. it's the first time i saw pieces of brownish substances floating at the bridge 1 all the way to the construction site. OMG sia! just imagine if you were to capsize there. i would rather kill myself sia. so dirty...

i'm so tired now. no mood to do my homework or even to revise them. i just need more rest! gosh...why i so slack sia? haiz~~~

my music my style
9:25 PM


Saturday, November 12, 2005

wake up late in the morning at 7.30am+ instead of 6.30am cause we couldn't go running as it was running heavily. is it a blessing from god? haha...clemence wants to request to lex to have another training camp. he wants the run up to bukit timah hill! gosh~ i guess i won't mind also. heez...

canoeing from kallang to east coast park was great. i still remember that during the star 1 course, we only paddle from kallang to big splash and all of us was like so tired but today, it's like no kick at all! we really improve a lot i guess. yeah...however the way back was a bit taxing cause the waves was so strong and lots of people capsize. regina-yixin boat capsize and me-yongjie went to rescue them but in the end, regina press onto our boat so hard that we capsize too. orh! regina ar...heavy leh you. wahaha...there was another point when regina call out to me but i didn't know why she was calling me. i ask her and she said that quick come! we went and they sprint towards us but still, it was too late. capsize again! yixin was so tired that she say she rather call a lorry and carry the boat back to kallang. lolx~

it's not easy surviving in the strong waves with a t-boat i guess. yah, just hope that marathon that day, the waves wouldn't be so strong!

i'm slightly burned from the long hours of training under the sun today. luckily i applied sunblock so i wasn't so much affected compared to star 1 course that time. peel like hell from it la!

i'm so tired now and all i want is to sleep! yah, i guess i will sleep early tonight and go for training tomorrow if yongjie can make it. goodnitez~~~

my music my style
9:55 PM


Friday, November 11, 2005

oh well, training camp starts today and it's so shiong la. i felt like i'm in army, training for commando sia. lolx~

hmm, ran outside school at dunno where and yah, i felt so shagged. came back school and did another 500 pushups/crutches. so wow.

just came back from dinner. ate so full. yeah! i'm waiting for tomorrow. hope i can survive the east coast park. cya tomorrow~

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11:41 PM


Thursday, November 10, 2005

i'm so tired today. wake up quite late and didn't got to sit in any buses on the way to school cause it's so packed today. i wonder what's so special about today though. doze off here and there during lessons cause i'm so sleepy and if i don't know what i am suppose to do or if i'm stuck at a problem, i will think until i doze off. haha...

busy doing my UID (user interface design) module presentation slides for tomorrow. i think i've done it the wrong way so i'm re-doing everything. damm! i can't sleep early tonight again.

having sprinter's training camp for tomorrow to saturday so i will be staying overnight in school for tomorrow. training rox~ lolx...

my music my style
11:20 PM


9 Nov 2005 (Wed)

just came back from my tough training! 200 push ups, gym (6 stations with 30/40 repetitions for 3 sets) and ran 2 rounds around campus. gosh! marathon is coming and training is getting more and more hiong. ran campus with my injured toenail and it's so pain. damm! the toenail clog blood due to my shoes i guess. not enough place to move about. well, it's already the biggest size for track shoes. orh! what big foot i've got...

well, i guess i should stop going in detail for my training if not someone will be very bored. lolx!

hmm, java oop module this term is getting so CHIMOLOGY! i know that at least this semester the lecturer is slightly more good, but i just don't get what java requires us to know. since i've choose IT, chiong all the way bah!

currently it's 1.09am and i'm doing my presentation slides for UID tomorrow. gosh! i just hate UID. i don't know what is expected of me for this module. i want to sleep!!! so tired. zZzZz~~~

my music my style
12:58 AM


Tuesday, November 08, 2005

wake up at 10am today cause my IS class this semester is in the afternoon. how good can that be!. haha...meet my classmates for lunch and canteen 2 was like so full. actually i didn't feel like going there though. kinda sick of canteen 2 food due to the holiday canoeing training. i saw hazmi there and chatted with him for quite a while.

went for CATS and not bad i guess. there were a lot of guys in my class and had EE guys in my class for this semester. we did some ice breaking games to get to know each other and the class is quite lively maybe because of the large majority of guys in the class. hehe...

sports and wellness was sianz! we didn't have much sports to choose from. there were only sports like soccer, basketball, tennis, dancesports, badminton, swimming etc but there was no volleyball! eek~ they disallow those who know swimming to join swimming. they wanted to open up life-saving but not many people raise their hands. orh! in the end, i went to join badminton since no sports appeal to me. BORING~

went to cut my hair after school cause it's so long and if i still don't cut, i will not have any time to cut it already. haha...

now i am wondering whether i'm in singapore sports school or not.

monday - sprinters land training
tuesday - sports n wellness (badminton)
wednesday - nacc land training
thurs - *rest*
fri- *rest*
sat - sea training
sun - sea training

for thurs and fri, somedays i still got self-training. wow! i am involve in sports stuff almost everyday in this semester. yeah! keep fit ar. lolx~~~

my music my style
9:52 PM


7 Nov 2005 (Mon)

i hate this semester. for the last time i really feel like screaming for help!!! why am i given such a treatment when this semester is the most important semester for me. my grades this semester are going to play a part in choosing the major which i specialise in year 2 onwards. i can't imagine i actually watch "full house" during oop lecture cause i was so bored and wanna doze off!

sprinters land training tonight was great. ran out of np to some private houses there, sprint up the steep hill and ran down the steep hill. reach back np after a long distance but guess what? we continue to ran campus run. wow! i feel like giving up that point of time but i told myself marathon is coming and it's so near. i know that it's tough but i got to overcome this.

my running has been veri poor and i still remember that when i was in MI (Millennia Institute) last year, i failed 2.4km and had to hold the heavy ball and ran around school during break time. the slopes of the school is definitely terrifying but after that when i retook my 2.4km, i really improve my timing a lot.

reach back track after campus run and i must thank clemence for encouraging me to sprint to the finishing point. i was a bit reluctant at that time but i just want to finish it so i sprint. haha...well, tough running exercise today. glad i made it alive back. love dinner when i ate nasi goreng ayam and drank milo dinosaur until i'm so full! lolx~

ngee ann sprinters will definitely win something back for ngee ann! jia you~

my music my style
12:35 AM


Sunday, November 06, 2005

sea training again today. well, i think i will become more and more fit from the intensive training for marathon! haha...that's provided that i train hard and not slack. yup yup! i must push myself more every training. did running with eugene today and he's so fast in his running speed. the jogging speed of his is like sprinting for me? gosh! total madness~

canoeing out the shears bridge to the green point was great. just imagine a T-boat paddling out to sea. that was like WOW! nonetheless, still capsize near the green point there cause there's big waves that pour water into our boat. we didn't really overturn the boat. it's just that our boat is filled with water. dotz...just pray hard for next sat's sea training. we will paddle out to east coast from kallang in our T-boat again. woohoo! that's really going to reinforce on our balancing skills.

went for late lunch cum dinner at cineleisure and clemence told me about what is love? love=hurts? if one does not love, how will he/she get hurts? if he/she doesn't get hurt, there wouldn't be one nice person who appear while you are sad and make u fall in love. is love all an irony? well, i still believe in true love. heez...

visited my workplace to tell my manager to excuse me for 5 weeks until i'm done with my marathon. luckily he allow me but i'm quite guilty though for "dua-ing" him during the promotion period. but then, canoeing still comes before work in my heart. haha!

land training tomorrow and i just realise i finish school at 1pm. OMG! how am i going to rot in school until 6pm? ***canoe sprinter mates, if you are reading this and also ending school early tomorrow, please call me so that i won't be lonely. haha...thankz!***

my music my style
9:34 PM


Saturday, November 05, 2005

- Keys to Your Heart -

just found this love anlaysis thing from roslind's blog. click on the topic if you are interested. here's my analysis...

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.

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hmm, i think that's it's quite true of me especially the force to break up person but then, the last point of me flirting around? i won't flirt around i guess but i'm just so busy now by my cca and i guess i won't want to go into any bgr now unless someone agrees la? aiya, i shouldn't think so much. let nature take its own course. hehe...

my music my style
10:49 PM


wake up quite late today cause i'm so tired from the little hours of sleep. haha! well, i'm a pig la! i need more than 8 hours of sleep to survive. muahaha...

perhaps my training slot is in the afternoon is good for me cause i can sleep more than those in the morning slot. did 3 rounds of triangle with my new found partner yongjie and i'm quite surprise that we are able to go straight most of the time. that's like so WOW! haha...mo qi ar mo qi, we must practice more to make it perfect!!! so hungry after the 3 rounds of triangle cause i didn't ate lunch before going. luckily there were peanut biscuits in the shack. that tin of biscuits came about from our club funds. $5 sia. "cannot lugi~" hmm, that was from erm, you know who? lolx...

another day of sea training tomorrow. i have just informed my manager that i can't make it to work tomorrow and i will go down popular after my training end to tell him that i would be quitting? erm, yah...if he can't allow me to work 5 more weeks later. more and more training days to come. my endurance level must be high! never give up~~~

my music my style
10:11 PM


4 Nov 2005 (Fri)

went to school in the morning though it was raining so heavily. it has been raining early in the morning for the past few days. well, seriously i'm quite fed up with this semester lecturers. either i'm just not used to their style of teaching or that their teaching way really don't suit me. i felt so humiliated when this particular lecturer of mine just gave out the practical worksheet to us and expect us to complete it all by ourselves. she just went through the grading assessment for this semester and then, she ask us to start working on our practical. i was so shocked sia! i mean we don't even know what she's talking most of the time and when we ask her questions, she just flare her temper and scolded us. omg la~ i'm really worried about my grades now. this semester's grades will play a role in choosing our majors.

went for caps reloaded after school. watched the video clips for caps and i love regina's clip. it's so funny the way she ate the watermelon at such a fast speed. wahaha...

town-ed after the whole thing and watched midnight movie "Just Like Heaven" at plaza sinapura. the movie was alright i guess. it's a romance show of how a dead woman gets to fall in love with this guy which she was supposed to meet on the day but due to an accident, she could only meet the guy in her spirit. quite a comedy movie though. however, i still want to watch "the exorcism of the emily rose". lolx! i wonder when i have the time and money to watch it. i'm so broke now!!!

just came home at 2am+ in NR6. sea training in a few hours time. yongjie has promised to partner me for the marathon. yeah! train hard for marathon~~~

my music my style
2:59 AM


Thursday, November 03, 2005

well i guess i've thought it over today. i will go to my workplace on...erm perhaps sunday cause i just realise that my manager not working on saturday, to tell him about my arrangement. i know i should not give up work but yah, i found that i'm addicted to canoeing more than anything else for now. to me, work is just an extra thing. no work means no money. well, i'll just have to scrimp and save as for now onwards since i got no extra income. i might find another work with flexible hours but i don't know. maybe i'm just busy for now with the trainings.

erm, i've just mark out on the calender my training days.

saturday: 12.30pm - 5.30pm
sunday: 1.00pm - 6.30pm

except~~~

26 nov (sat): 12.00pm - 5.30pm
27 nov (sun): sdba move dragonboat for money to pay for canoe boats for marathon!

for now train hard for marathon with all my heart!

*junwei, don't feel guilty just because you give up canoeing and left me to find someone else for marathon. i really appreciated the great helping hand u lend towards me ever since from the 1st training when i don't even know how to balance. thanks for everything and cya around school!*

my music my style
10:28 PM


Wednesday, November 02, 2005

my marathon training schedule is already out and every saturday and sunday i have training. hmm, i'm so troubled now. my workplace is having promotion for the holiday season and i really can't imagine what will my manager tell me if i were to tell him that i can't work after marathon. what if after marathon i still have training on sunday since we are going to be year 2 soon. gosh! i guess he will just ask me to resign myself. how?!?

my mama is nagging me why sacrifice so much for canoeing. she says that i spend so much time on my band during my sec sch days and end up what did i get? hmm, i just told her off that i got to learn something which i have all along wanted to learn and it really make me to become a more balanced person i guess. i agree about what she says, that it is irrelevant to my work next time but i just don't know la. i have my own dreams and i really hope that i can fufill it. it might seems so impossible but why not give it a try? we won't know that we can really do it if we never try right?

i guess i just have to spend some time thinking during the public holiday tomorrow and make a final decision. maybe i can just msg hs and tell him that i can't work until after the marathon. if he don't let, then i'll just resign. well, life still goes on. studies and cca is important! haha...

my music my style
11:56 PM


Tuesday, November 01, 2005

went work today. i'm so happy that jay album is out today. yippee!

here's what is all about his latest album...

- - - The reigning king of Asian R&B Jay Chou is back with a sixth album titled November Chopin. Like his previous albums, the singer-songwriter aims to bring to his fans an entirely new musical experience with his latest release.

Aptly titled November Chopin, the album has a rich classical flavor with visuals shot in the romantic city of Venice, no less.

"The entire city of Venice is very beautiful," said the Taiwanese singer about his 9-day shoot in the city. He also took charge of his own image and styling for the album. - - -

the background photos are really nice in this album. orh! i want to go vernice for my honeymoon. wahaha~ the album box is decorated in detail such that the inside of the album has musical notes all over. so thoughtful of jay!

"the new paper" rated this album 4.5 out of 5 stars and i think it's pretty true. every single track of jay has its own style. well done jay~~~

Jay's November Chopin


inside of jay's album! so nice~


my music my style
11:33 PM


Only Me

Duncan Chew
12/09/1987
Virgo
Info Comm Tech
Canoe Sprinting

Wishes

*Clothes accessories
*Crumpler - Quarfie size
*DS Lite (Blue)
*Earphone
*White shorts, white jeans
*Cardigan, Vest, t-shirts
*Levis Signature jeans
*Oakley shades
*Powerboat license
*Puma jacket
Running shoes
S.H.E - Play album
*Olympus/Lumix Camera
*MP4/Zen Stone
2GB Mini memory stick for k800i

Gossips

Loves

Nacc
Caps.Hotel
Caps.India
The Group

Adelene
Adrian
Aizat
AlexNg
Alfred
AlvinLee
AlvinSoo

Bernard
Brian

ChengFu
ChinKoon
Christabel
Clemence
Collin
Corinne
Cresencia

Daphne
Debbie
DeniseOh
Dennis

Edna
Edward
Eileen
Elva
Emily
EnQi
Ethan

FeliciaChin

Geraldine

Jacquelyn
Jappo
JeremyChua
JeremyLim
Jeric
JiaJun
JiaWei
JiaYing
JingJing
Jiun
JoleneChong
JoleneYeo
JolinTsai
JunHan
JunSheng
JunWei
Justina

KaiJie
KaMei
Karen
KellyPoon
Ken
Kevin

Lex
LiangCheng
LiWei
LingZhen

Marc
MeiTeng
Meng
Michelle
Minzhen

Nicole

PeiLin

Regina
Romeo

Serene
Shaun
ShiHua
ShuHui
Stanley
Stanwin

Vickie
Vincent

WeiQiang
WeiZheng

XiuLing

YongKang

Back Track

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Reuben Kee - Back Home

There's a place that you will always know
It is where your heart knows it's home
And if you need to run from trouble or despair
It is where to go
Run back home

I went faraway to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dreams came when I was dreaming them at home

Every bird sees the sky as its home
To just fly and be free is a joy
Each night I have dreamt of being free to fly
But I've always known
The sky is not home

I went far away to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dream came
When I was dreaming them at home
The best dreams came
When I was dreaming them at home
Back Home

"回家"

你会永远知道有个地方
就是你心里的家
如果你要逃离烦恼和绝望
那就是你要去的地方
回家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦只有在家中做梦时才会浮现

鸟儿把天空当成家
能自由飞翔就是一种快乐
我每晚都梦见自己能像自由地飞
但我永远知道
天空不是我的家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
回家