Sunday, July 31, 2005

today's the last day of that nkf discount coupon promotion. did cashier like non-stop cause there's so many people. well, singaporeans are always like that. whether got thing to buy or not, as long as it is on offer, they would still buy. kinda waste of money to me sometimes cause it's like buying junks home to keep.

tired now. gonna go study a bit for tomorrow's probability test then sleep. gdnitez~

Saturday, July 30, 2005

it began raining heavily while i was on my way to macritchie today. rain kinda heavily. sianz~ i thought it would be a sunny day so i wore singlet there. in the end i'm like freezing over there! dotz...only me n jacquelyn turned up. jeremy pang seh us~

in the midst of the event, collin, serene, jappo, alexis came. phew~ after all, we weren't the only freshies who turned up. haha!

saw a lot of canoeist over there. thailand canoeist, indonesia canoeist, sec sch, jc, poly and uni! stayed there and support the seniors canoeist. the seniors over there are all so funny. talk a lot of jokes and make me laugh and laugh. lolx~ full of crap de regina! although they did not get into the next round today, but it is ok! u all had tried your best. it isn't an easy competition anyway. it's a national competition! don't be disappointed ok?

it has certainly been an eye-opener for me though. i realised why the seniors push us so hard on our training. we need to be in tip top condition for competition. *admires* ntu guys. all so fit and strong. you can definitely see that their biceps are as big as your leg. haha! we definitely need to have great stamina to row the long distance.

nacc energy formula - eat banana! pengz~ the fruit which i fear so much because of its smell & taste. dotz~ i must start to like banana cause they are energy source food to eat before competition just like syf, cvss band will eat boiled egg and potato. lolx~

now i'm motivated to train harder for nacc after watching the competition today. it has certainly inspire me when i see those people chiong all the way from the starting point to the ending point.

nacc rox on~

Friday, July 29, 2005

i feel like i'm starting to lose confidence in java. gosh~ i should not let that F grade affect me from my lesson. i should still be the same!

sianz la. fp module got B+ for project. it's 40% weightage for the whole module. yucks. i expected at least an A. suan le bah. it has hit on my goal list (at least a B grade for every module). therefore i should be contented!

tomorrow going macritchie to support the seniors sprinters on their "sprinting national canoe championship". jia you worx seniors~ win back medals for np!

Thursday, July 28, 2005

F grade for java programming module. first F grade i get in NP. yucks. i ought to kill myself for failing in poly. i realised that i did well on the calculations part. i only threw away marks on the last few pages where we must write the java codes. only manage to get a few miserable marks for it. dammz. i need another 3.3 marks more to cover the F to a D. luckily this common test weighs only 20%. there is still hope to recover myself. i'm not giving up!

ICTian CAN DO spirit~

damm sad la. wp and cm papers back next monday. i want to pass my wp(html) cause i think i pass my cm unless mrs doreen lim bluff me. haha~

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

i got back my cos paper today. i got a D+ (55-59). mr pham said the grade has been moderated and we went to calculate ourselves and found out that it has been moderated 1 grade up. this means i should actually get a D (50-54).

gosh~ meiteng got D and karen D+. 3 out of 5 people in my group took all the lowest grades cause 1F, 1D and 2D+. omg! i wonder what happened. i thought we had always been consistent in our work. haiz, meiteng and karen were so sad until they had tears in their eyes. i didn't broke down cause i know this is the kind of grades i'm going to get for not studying hard during the study break. i'm utterly disappointed in myself. i think that the rest of the modules would most probably be of this range of grades if not worst.

i didn't have mood to go for today's training cause i was having a headache and the horrible cos grade i got, it's yucky la. i should not give myself any reason not to do well cause i had 1 week study break. gosh~ the next common test does not have study break week. i hope i won't flung everything this time. i want to graduate in 3 years!

buck up!!! this should be the LAST time i am going to see all this kind of crappy grades. i don't deserve this kind of grades and i mean it. haiz...

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

rainy day! it has been raining for the past few weeks. traffic jam everywhere in singapore? luckily i met karen early for class, if not i'll be late for lessons. phew~ played games in the library and almost late for lesson. wahaha~ funny manz, me running to the next block with my laptop half closed, keke...

met my group to do wp presentation for thursday and finished it within 2 hours. applause~ finally we didn't spend so much time doing that. haha! went off to the library to play my 'piano' game and wait for the nacc logistics group meeting. finally i got to see the members of my group, how the girls look like cause i only know the guys and 1 girl, jac cause she's in my class mah. wahaha...

kinda funny meeting cause mei chen was there making us laugh. pengz~ funny sia. the milk thing is so diaoz~~~

oh yah, bought my billabong lanyard last sunday and bought stairway to heaven ost album today at sembawang. cheerz~

tomorrow nacc training will resume already. i hope it would not rain cause if not we would have training in the hall. hmm, cos paper back tomorrow. i'm scare!!!

Monday, July 25, 2005

ANNOUNCEMENT! results are expected to be out either this week or next week latest. yucks~

mr pham hint that those who were expected to do well didn't did well for cos. gosh...what's does it imply? he said that he will give us back the papers this wed cause he got to go for moderation meeting tomorrow. omg. so jia lat?

as for cm, mrs doreen lim said the same thing too. wth?!? after class, chin chuan's group stayed back to ask her say the results and after much persuasion, she said that his group and my group people all pass. phew! however, she said that the probability of getting a D is still there? a min pass is a D, don't forget! she said that there were 2 ADs student out of the 2 groups. hmm, who is it? karen and ?!?... (cm papers to be out next mon) pengz~

i learnt probability for cm lesson today. blur chapter for me cause i don't like to assume things. haha...

from the chapter, should i infer that the probability of me and her is 1/3?
hmm, "xi huan de ren zhong jiu hai shi hui xiang yu".
- - - - - - - - - - - -
in conclusion, i shall not think of that now. lolx~

Sunday, July 24, 2005

wOohOo, i took cashier today after so long. it's like the 1st time in the whole schedule. gosh! i miss cashiering. haha. am i mad?!? nahz, i just love doing something i like. count money n serving customers. this has always been what i am doing in popular. yucks la english department. hate carrying books n arranging books neatly to find them messy the next moment i turn back. so unappreciated!

yeah! new schedule i get to do cashier for 3 weeks. only 1 week retail assistant. hmm, hopefully not english department again? although can hide at 1 corner and read books, but it's so messy! eeks~

i heard that we will get back our papers cause it's just common test. omg! that means i will get to see the real marks i score instead of it being moderated. DEAD MEAT~

god bless that i can have at least a pass if ever i am destined to fail. pleaseeeee...

Saturday, July 23, 2005

woke up at 2+pm today. wahaha~ it has been so long since i get to enjoy all the time i have. i have been doing nothing today except slacking around home watching television and listening to music. geez~

rotting rox! lolx...

Friday, July 22, 2005

yippee! common test is over already. now i shall wait for the release of the results to have my meat BBQ or chopped by my mama. haha~

feel so drained out as though i've really studied hard for common test. haiz. didn't have time to complete cm test today. gosh~ well, i didn't went nacc steamboat dinner tonight cause so many people didn't go. in the end, i'm also lazy to go also. just want to stay at home and finish my korean drama show. keke...

tomorrow no nacc and no work. woo~ i shall sleep late and slack for all i want! muahaha...

Thursday, July 21, 2005

gosh~ i don't know what am i doing manz. wp mcq seems ok at the start when i was reading through the questions but after completing the papers, i feel so fickle minded cause i kept on changing the answers. haiz. lots of css questions came out and mr fulu didn't teach much during his lessons. pengz~ suan le bah, it's over. cm tomorrow. don't really know what to study leh. gone case sia me. am i really that well-prepared already? i wonder...

i'm currently watching this korean drama. thumbs up! always love korean drama cause they always talk about sad love stories. some people might prefer japanese drama cause it's much more lively and happier unlike korean drama where it always end up 1 party dying.

1 of the phrase that the guy says to the woman he loves...
"What is the difference between lovers and friends?"

Wish to know the answer? watch the drama yourself la! lolx~

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

cos paper was manageable. shouldn't comment much cause it would always turn out likewise. hehe...tomorrow's wp! html ar...dotz~

i don't know what to study for html cause it's so wide but i guess i will go figure out the code to do frame and draw table. the rest i'm fine with it.

gosh~ have been watching 'project superstar' like an addict. derrick hoh wei jian is good sia. *admires* just hope that he can survive this revival round. leon, his buddy isn't bad either. the rest i shouldn't comment cause i don't want to hurt the fans heart if i start bitching. keke~ pardon me for that cause i'm fussy anything that has got to do with music. i look for the best! everybody got their own good points i guess.

common test week faster finish! i miss canoeing training. lolx...

most importantly, i hope i won't DIE when i get back my CT results.

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

orh! diarrhoea in the middle of e night until the next morning. guess it's the fan and the cold weather. didn't cover my stomach well, that's why my stomach so pain. eeks~

haiz, feel sick now. i shouldn't fall sick at this point of time. i hate falling sick during examination when you got to study and rest for the sickness at the same time. grr...

tomorrow onwards is the real big battle for me. got to wake up super early to catch bus to school cause everyday paper starts at 8.30am, no no, it's 8.20am cause we are given 10mins to read the paper. haiz...gonna rush like hell manz. hope i won't be late!

Monday, July 18, 2005

yucks la fsp common test today. it's so difficult and i don't know what am i doing sia. gosh~ i just hope that i can pass this module. i want to pass!

1st taste of examination at ngee ann poly. kinda scary cause they make it such a big affair. whole year 1 IT student taking in the same exam hall. dotz.

nonetheless, continue to persevere! i will make it for the common test!!!

Sunday, July 17, 2005

i studied cos today cause i'm ready with my fsp already. hmm, just a little panic now cause suddenly mei teng, karen n yu bing asked me this and that abt fsp. gosh~ they are so panicky! make me panic now also. eek~

anyway, good luck to everybody for the common tests. jia you and aim high!

Saturday, July 16, 2005

15 July (Fri)

oh well, i didn't got to blog yesterday night cause i went for Sinfonietta IV. the performance was not bad as a whole given the busy schedule the band got. the band played "fanfare hymm of celebration", "mulan", "freedom road" etc. i love the perfomance by the alumni band. nice "spirited away"! enjoyed myself but was a little sad cause i miss performing with the band. orh~ i want to join them next year!

was at the circus seat enjoying the whole performance as an audience for the 1st time. miss the times where we would all be at the backstage styling our hairs n dressing up. lolx~

on top of that, it was adeline's birthday too. Happy Birthday Adeline!

19 July (Sat)

as promised, i lock myself at home today and study. yup, i really studied!!! finished fsp but i'm still left with the remaining 3 modules. i hope n i want to pass the common test this time although mrs doreen lim said that computing maths paper isn't easy. dammz. i will conquer the paper!

Thursday, July 14, 2005

i'm bored at home studying. tomorrow gonna go out whole day. yippee~

go school in the morning for cm and cos lessons. after that, i will go home change and go vch watch cvss sinfonietta IV.

common test coming so soon. scary!

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

change my blog skin as i found this layout nice and sweet. keke...

went out with jeremy and vickie to sim lim square today. i spent so much today! gosh~

i bought file n dividers to organise my notes, body moisturizer cause my face's skin is peeling off from saturday's canoeing out in the hot sun, jolin's jgame cd+dvd album, norton antivirus software, laptop screen protector, stairway to heaven (korean drama vcd).

i didn't regret buying all these stuffs except the laptop screen protector. orh! the person cheated me. i ask around and the normal price was about $39-$49. eventually i was so happy that i saw an $18 at a shop. i opened it when i reach home and realise that it's just a transparency with a sticky layer to stick on. dammz. next time i shoudn't be good to my laptop. lolx~

1 revision day wasted. tomorrow i shall lock myself up at home and revise my work faithfully. i promise...

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

i have been printing notes for all the 4 modules today. i realised that i had use up the remaining printing papers that i have. gosh~ that's about almost half of the whole stack of papers? glad that my printer didn't explode from the massive printing of notes. hehe...

i guess my mood for studying is beginning to start out. that's a good thing though. i must stay focus and acheive what i want. the 1st common test in np and i hope that i will do well for it. jia you!

Monday, July 11, 2005

study break week commences today. woke up at 11+ am today. met up with jeremy at compass point n went mac to study. did cm worksheet n found it ok la. not so difficult. sian, i still don't have the study mood now. how?!? orh~

i'm left with 5 more days to study for common test cause friday i would be going back to school for lessons n compassvale sec concert at night. hmm, i better psycho myself real hard n study tomorrow!!!

currently depressed. haiz~ don't wish to blog further le, buaiz!

Sunday, July 10, 2005

was in english department today. gosh! i will go mad if i'm doing the job everyday i guess. arrange the books neatly n went over to the next section to arrange. when i walk back to the same place again, it's messy again. eeks~ i miss cashier life. haha...

so tired now from the whole day of arranging books. gonna go sleep already. gdnite~

Saturday, July 09, 2005

6 sprinters present today at sdba. a lot of them didn't went cause got exams or didn't want to go cause studying for common test. small group but we had fun canoeing out at sea. perhaps small group will get to interact with each other more. went out to sea n did capsize drill. everybody just capsize when edmund say go! in the end, we spend quite a long time trying to empty the canoe boats. kinda difficult but we learn teamwork.

help out to empty every boat n got on the last boat after it has been empty. sat on the boat with jeremy n row out. within a few mins, we capsize again! pengz~ swam to shore with the boat n empty all the water. we set out again with the rest n had a short race to the starting point but gosh, capsize again in the middle of the sea. orh! can't swim back to shore cause it's so far away. jun wei's boat came to rescure us. did capsize rescue n got back onto boat. row back without capsizing anymore. phew~

fun day capsizing ya? sea water taste yucky. haha~

had lunch at mac n went off with jun wei to marina square to watch 'war of the worlds'. nice movie with great effects. sat in the cinema until butt pain. haha! the story kinda confusing but i guess i will be able to figure how the whole movie went about after asking people who have watched it. lolx!

- the last war on earth won't be started by humans -

Friday, July 08, 2005

i'm totally sian today. fp lecture talk was boring. doze off in the midst of listening. i had to stay in school until 5+ for canoeing's games day. ROT si wo le. luckily have mei teng n karen to accompany me. went to surf net at the IS block. watched the 'jue dui superstar' clips on mediacorp website n had fun laughing over the clips of all those jokers who joined the audition. just imagine got 1 woman say she look like jeanette aw. pengz~ lots of funny clips to lighten up your day!

went to the library with jun wei. read magazines n saw ken. games was kinda fun as i got to know more people. although the games was typical for a get-to-know session, i guess the results still turn out well. the committee positions are already open up for people to join. hmm, feel like joining but must do presentation slides to convince the rest of the people. it seems so tedious. hmm, will there be anyone joining? i wonder...

Thursday, July 07, 2005

had lessons until 12pm today. went off to macdonald to do the wp project. spend most of the time eating n chatting in the midst of the project. haha~ nonetheless, we're still able to complete the project on time. phew! went off at 5pm. oh yah, i went to library n borrow the java book to revise for common test programming. see how hardworking am i? keke~

watch tv at night. it has been a long time since i watch tv. tune in n watch 'jue dui superstar' cause i've heard it's veri nice n 1 of ICT's graduate is inside? gosh~ he didn't get into the finals. his voice isn't that bad though. perhaps he didn't have lots of supporters. actually, i think it's real life situation that whichever singer gets the most fans will then be able to stand on the stage until now. hope that those good singers who didn't get in don't give up cause they are still good in their own ways!

tomorrow have to rot in school until 5+ for canoeing's games day. orh~ i wonder what shall i do for the few hours? gosh...

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

suddenly i feel that i've lots of things to buck up. computing maths revision exercises was not done up to my standard. cos lesson, don't know what i'm doing la~ orh, feel that i'm definitely not ready for the upcoming common test. i need to do revision!

canoeing training. wth?!? i can't lift up 20kg. what happened to me? i could lift it up last last week. just because i went late for last week's training n miss the push-ups part, i couldn't do it anymore. yucks. i better maintain during the 2 weeks break. i saw that even the adventure people in my group can lift the 10kg without much difficulty. i'm a sprinter! i need to lift it up without difficulty even more!!!

just got back home n heard from adeline that her friend jump down from building n it was reported in the chinese newspaper. that guy, paul, committed suicide because of bgr. he went stead with lay ting, an ex band member n when she ask for a breakup, he couldn't accept the face n commit suicide. gosh~ how silly to die at such a young age over bgr? heard that lay ting stead with him over his money. that guy love her so much until he borrow money from his mother to buy dog for her, buy hp for her and renovate his kitchen just because lay ting commented that she don't like his kitchen. pengz~

16 yrs old boy die over a 17 yrs old girl. haiz, he's so young n he chooses to end his life so early. gosh~ i guess i also won't have the courage to jump down even if i want to die. it suddenly occur to me that life is unpredictable. treasure everyone around you...

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

yippee! i'm on time for IS 8am lesson today. end the day early at 12pm. hmm, i still doze off during mrs chew's lesson. gosh~ i guess majority of the people also doze off like me cause she's so naggy la.

went to cut hair cause i don't like to keep long hair. find it troublesome. cut real short this time but i feel that it doesn't look nice at all. dammz. it's such a headache choosing what kind of hairstyles to have. i guess long hair is still nicer for me cause i got a long face! haha...

currently thinking about what vickie said on msn just now. her nick was "let it flow, i can't control! what should i do?". i told her to relax and see open n she ask me whether i have see open. i know what's she referring to but it doen't link to what i ask her. i think she's sad over someone but aiya, i'm not sure. why are things so complicated?!?

frankly speaking. i have see open about not having her for now. firstly, it's because i'm busy with my school life now n have no time to think of bgr. secondly, i knew that she will find someone she like when she get into poly. i guess i'm right now? thirdly, i feel that i'm not ready for bgr suddenly. i don't know why but i prefer to be myself as for now.

whatever it is, let nature takes its own course. things will never turn out well if it's being forced...

Monday, July 04, 2005

did nth during wp period today. mr fulu gave us time to finish our personal portfolio website for those who couldn't finish it. sianz~ merely rotting for the 3 hrs. imagine i'm so sleepy already n he didn't do something interesting for his lesson!

feel so sleepy today cause i slept at 2+ am. cm's permutation test was like orh~ i just hope for a pass. don't really understand this chapter but i promise that i will clear my doubts k?

anyway, yesterday's entry title was 'durianz'. forgotten to address that topic. haha. i put 'durianz' cause my papa bought durian home for us to eat. he bought it on sat n last week also. gosh! i wonder what's the sudden durian fever? so nice to eat meh?!? now i think i'm having sore throat. guess it must be too heaty. for your info, i use fork to eat the durian cause i'm so scare of making my fingers dirty with the smell! lolx~ that's me i guess. someone who loves cleanliness.

tomorrow having 8am IS lesson again. gosh~ hope i'm not late again! hehe...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

went to work today. eng department today! haha. kinda do nth the whole day i guess. wrap all the books n it was fun today. michelle went to take the book that david gan published n look at all the artiste's hairstyle. orh! feel like buying the book at first but felt that it wasn't worth that price cause there's so many female hairstyle. it's cheap though. $29.90 nett. nonetheless i bought f.i.r cd+dvd album. there's 5 tracks in the cd and they change the lyrics of the current songs they released n all the mtv of the tracks on the latest album.

went starbucks for dinner. haha...rich ya? nahz, just went with nur, kuan yew n desmond cause nur feel like going starbucks. hmm, zack ask desmond to teach me sth new for eng department today n i told him that i learn how to wrap books today! lolx...

oh yah. desmond's skin, erm especially his face is horrible. he got serious sunburnt from the popular chalet outing n his skin is peeling like anything. yucks. even the moisturizer he apply doesn't seem to heal the problem n he keeps on showing his peeling skin to everyone. yucks la~

still thinking of how shall i work when there is canoeing training on both sat n sun once starcourse training starts. maybe i'll have no choice but to quit the job. haiz, studies always come first so i shall see la. walk one step see one step. keke...

Saturday, July 02, 2005

got to sleep late by an extra hour today cause training at 10.30am today instead of 8.30am. yippee! training kinda not shiong today leh. maybe they know that our body is aching from wednesday's land training. haha~ me also heck care de, just do la, let it ache n heal faster.

got to learn how to paddle the right way. certain angle push! keke. got to try sitting on a single canoe boat also. gosh~ it's difficult to balance n so shaky!!! cannot give up. after all i'm a sprinter. i will need to paddle as an individual in the future.

went down to PS after training. wanna get a quiksilver bag but don't have the design i fancy. sianz. in the end bought a quiksilver t-shirt n slipper cause 15% storewide. lolx~

tired now. body not aching now leh. strange. keke~

Friday, July 01, 2005

just submitted my wp portfolio into np's network folder today. yeah~ finished 1 assignment le. left wp group work n cos group work. clear this 2 n i can slack already. 1 more week to study break. yippee!

went for canoeing starcourse briefing today. talk about the water tides n the committee sections they would want. they would be choosing the committee after 2 interaction games cause they want everybody to know each other first. haha...i wanna be the creative advisor! can design this year's theme t-shirt. keke. well, see how it goes. after all, committee is being voted by everybody so i guess the popular people will stand a higher chance. well, nvm, no matter who lead, nacc still rox! we are a team~~

Only Me

Duncan Chew
12/09/1987
Virgo
Info Comm Tech
Canoe Sprinting

Wishes

*Clothes accessories
*Crumpler - Quarfie size
*DS Lite (Blue)
*Earphone
*White shorts, white jeans
*Cardigan, Vest, t-shirts
*Levis Signature jeans
*Oakley shades
*Powerboat license
*Puma jacket
Running shoes
S.H.E - Play album
*Olympus/Lumix Camera
*MP4/Zen Stone
2GB Mini memory stick for k800i

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Loves

Nacc
Caps.Hotel
Caps.India
The Group

Adelene
Adrian
Aizat
AlexNg
Alfred
AlvinLee
AlvinSoo

Bernard
Brian

ChengFu
ChinKoon
Christabel
Clemence
Collin
Corinne
Cresencia

Daphne
Debbie
DeniseOh
Dennis

Edna
Edward
Eileen
Elva
Emily
EnQi
Ethan

FeliciaChin

Geraldine

Jacquelyn
Jappo
JeremyChua
JeremyLim
Jeric
JiaJun
JiaWei
JiaYing
JingJing
Jiun
JoleneChong
JoleneYeo
JolinTsai
JunHan
JunSheng
JunWei
Justina

KaiJie
KaMei
Karen
KellyPoon
Ken
Kevin

Lex
LiangCheng
LiWei
LingZhen

Marc
MeiTeng
Meng
Michelle
Minzhen

Nicole

PeiLin

Regina
Romeo

Serene
Shaun
ShiHua
ShuHui
Stanley
Stanwin

Vickie
Vincent

WeiQiang
WeiZheng

XiuLing

YongKang

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Reuben Kee - Back Home

There's a place that you will always know
It is where your heart knows it's home
And if you need to run from trouble or despair
It is where to go
Run back home

I went faraway to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dreams came when I was dreaming them at home

Every bird sees the sky as its home
To just fly and be free is a joy
Each night I have dreamt of being free to fly
But I've always known
The sky is not home

I went far away to see the world alone
To places in my dreams
But the best dream came
When I was dreaming them at home
The best dreams came
When I was dreaming them at home
Back Home

"回家"

你会永远知道有个地方
就是你心里的家
如果你要逃离烦恼和绝望
那就是你要去的地方
回家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦只有在家中做梦时才会浮现

鸟儿把天空当成家
能自由飞翔就是一种快乐
我每晚都梦见自己能像自由地飞
但我永远知道
天空不是我的家

我独自到很远的地方去看世界
到我梦想中的国度
但最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
最好的梦
只有在家中做梦时才会浮现
回家